Now, every second seemed as hard as an hour, her brain was unusually awake, and the cells that sensed pain were also sensitively active, as if it was bound to elevate her distress to the fullest for no reason.

The pain of the skin, as if she could only experience this pain now, but she never shed tears, her eyes seemed to have been dry for a long time, and she even forgot the taste of crying, feeling the little life that was originally hidden in the body, was slowly passing, the kind of heart-rending, hundreds of times more intense than the pain in the body, she reached out and pinched the sheets, as if she wanted to tear the fabric apart, but she never said a word of pain, and even the doctor who did the operation was sweating nervously, observing from time to time that Lin Xiaoxia had no trace of blood, Even a face that is paler than a blank sheet of paper, trying to end the operation sooner.

Lin Xiaoxia was in pain and was even about to faint, but she tried to support her brain to stay awake, because she still had to tell Ji Zhe in person who she was? Tell her that in fact, she is the little girl of the year, and he is the little boy, two originally innocent people got together and became the best friends, inseparable, but now, time changes, years pass, after all, they have no way to keep the beauty they once had, he has changed, he has become bohemian, selfish, and she has also changed dramatically, she always likes to hide her grievances in the deepest part of her heart, and does not mention it to anyone, she wants to apologize, sorry for making Ji Zhe what he is now, if it is her fault, Then this compromise will be her last apology to him, and from now on, they will not owe each other.

After the severe pain of turning over the river and the sea, the operation was finally successfully completed, but the doctor almost fainted, the surrounding environment, the smell of blood seemed to be stronger than usual for a major operation, due to Lin Xiaoxia's physical reasons, she bleed much more than others during the operation, even if the doctor had tried his best to ensure the smooth completion of the operation, but the blood that kept flowing out of the lower body still looked eerie, and the little nurse was trembling when she dealt with it.

"Is it all over?" When she opened her mouth to speak, Lin Xiaoxia's voice was even hoarse, and she was weak and weak, as if she was about to die, but she was still struggling, reaching out and caressing her lower abdomen, although it was still flat, but she clearly realized that the little life that was originally conceived here has now disappeared, just because of the grievances between adults, the child must become a victim unconditionally, at that moment, the strong hatred that she rarely had in her mind is constantly reminding her that she must not be defeated, the more so, The more she wants to cheer up, the more she must find a way to repay the pain in her body to everyone who gave her this pain, so that they can also feel this feeling, which is even more terrifying than death!

After being pushed out of the operating room, Ji Zhe was really waiting for her in the ward, when he saw Lin Xiaoxia, whose face was pale, and even the white patient gown had already been soaked with sweat, Ji Zhe frowned slightly, and maybe there was pity for a moment, but after all, his character is bohemian, especially with Lin Xiaoxia, there are too many misunderstandings, so this pitiful feeling quickly disappeared, he stepped forward, looked at her, still the disdainful appearance of the generation, and said: "I have heard of your feat in the operating room, Is it true to refuse to use narcotic drugs? Very good, I didn't expect your tenacious willpower to still support your body, didn't you die directly on the operating table? But don't be delusional to let me pity your situation in this way, these are all unpleasant things that you find yourself, and you will bear the consequences, which is naturally a matter of course. ”

"Huh." Who knows, after hearing Ji Zhe's words, Lin Xiaoxia not only did not refute, or because of grievances, he cried directly, but also sneered, this kind of voice, obviously in the weakest environment, but still unwilling to admit defeat, is a feeling that makes Ji Zhe feel a chill down his spine, he is thinking, this woman must be completely crazy, otherwise, how could she not cry or make trouble, and even start laughing? After thinking about it, he was still worried about Xia Kuilin's emotions, so he was about to leave without saying a word, but when he was about to walk out of the door, Lin Xiaoxia's voice suddenly came from the hospital bed again:

"Ji Zhe, it doesn't matter if you don't want to listen to the story I want to tell you, but I really want to apologize to you, I'm sorry, I forgot that agreement back then, I heard that you waited alone for a long time, and then your mood became so cloudy, I think it's all my fault, so I want to apologize to you now, you know? If time could be reincarnated, then I would rather we never have any agreement between us, in this way, I believe that our lives will be different, at least your personality will not become so extreme. ”

"What did you just say?" In fact, Ji Zhe felt very strange from before, what did Lin Xiaoxia's words mean before the operation? Conventions? Tale? Why does it always feel like Lin Xiaoxia is deliberately hiding something? Now after hearing her words, Ji Zhe was even more puzzled, he turned his head, looked at her again, and asked, "Who are you?" And what do you know about me? I don't have much time to listen to your nonsense, either you just say everything you know, or, just shut up and rest, I don't have much time, it's time to go. ”

"Don't trust anyone around you, from today onwards, I'm the same, not worthy of your trust." Before Ji Zhe left, Lin Xiaoxia finally shouted out this sentence, yes, after experiencing today's events, she didn't even know what kind of walking corpse she would become in the future? When she met Ji Zhe, she would never have a low defense against him because of those past events in her childhood, and she would not feel sorry for him, she had already owed him, she had already redoubled her dedication, and maybe in the future, according to Gu Zhe's hope, she would completely become an enemy with different purposes, but this can only be said to be the fate of two people, and it is just quietly becoming a bad fate.

Ji Zhe didn't understand her words until the end, what did she mean? can vaguely feel that this woman's personality seems to have become more elusive than before, maybe it is because she has experienced this incident and put too much pressure on her, which will make her want to start cruel revenge, but this is a matter of indifference to Ji Zhe, just a woman, no matter how good she is at scheming and knowing things like a god, she is just a woman, how much confidence and perseverance can she have?

Looking at the back of Ji Zhe leaving, Lin Xiaoxia seemed to be completely relieved, she closed her eyes, breathed quietly, and soon fell asleep, after all, she was so tired, the time she had just spent on the operating table seemed to be longer than the time in this life, of course, she promised that she would never give anyone a chance to hurt her again, from today onwards, only she wantonly retaliated against others, and she must not let anyone stretch the evil claws to her!

When Ji Chenfeng stepped into the bar opened by Cindy again, but it was only a night later, and he thought that this man was like a mermaid in a fairy tale, who turned into bubbles for love, and disappeared this time, and was destined to never see him again for a lifetime, but Cindy's expectation, perhaps with God's approval, Ji Chenfeng came back, this time he was still alone, but his face looked even more ugly than the last time, Cindy was a smart woman, and his intuition told him that Ji Chenfeng was heartbroken for women, So she didn't show her excitement too much, she just took the few bottles of wine he had ordered before, sat on the sofa with Ji Chenfeng, smiled indifferently, and joked:

"I didn't know each other before, but now that I have the same taste as you, I don't think I need to retest me, right? Of course, if you want to test it, Mr. Dai, I can also accompany you, who let your appearance tonight, sir, for me, it can be regarded as a miraculous existence? ”

"You have to sit down and don't talk too much nonsense." Ji Chenfeng's mood was obviously very bad, and he was not interested in joking with Cindy, so he poured himself a glass of wine, raised his head and drank it all, the bitterness and spicinessness of the wine did not seem to have a good impact on Ji Chenfeng's mood at all, but was even more upset.

Cindy encountered this attitude, but she didn't mind, after all, Ji Chenfeng can still appear this time, this is already a rare opportunity for Sindy, smiling, she sat on the sofa, and poured a cup of wine for Ji Chenfeng very cooperatively, and when he drank half a bottle in a row, and his mind began to be a little unclear, Cindy saw that the time was just right, and said: "Mr. Dai has not reconciled with the woman you like, so he will be depressed?" In fact, this sentence of a woman's heart needle is not all reasonable, we women, if we can find a man who can really treat us, be willing to pay for us, and be single-minded, we will feel very satisfied, since Mr. Dai really can't impress that young lady, then why not try to use some necessary means? Secretly tell Mr. Dai, in fact, our women's compassion is very overflowing. ”

"Compassion?" Hearing Sindy's words, Ji Chenfeng snorted disdainfully, drank another glass of wine, and then continued to snort coldly: "If Xiao Xia's heart can be as simple as you and easy to guess, then I'm afraid I won't have the same headache as I do now, Miss Sindy, I have already done everything I should do, but Xiao Xia not only didn't forgive me, but even said that she would completely cut me off, but I feel that my world is going to be completely ruined." ”