The morning sun shone obliquely into the room, and the dust floated in the sunlight like mayflies.

A sock that had been washed or not, half-diagonally nestled in the gap of the sofa, and on the coffee table was a messy table of take-out boxes and empty beer cans.

The TV was turned on all night, and the sound of the morning news was heard.

"In the early hours of yesterday morning, there was a death incident on the campus of the No. 1 Noble Middle School in Prang District.

A 16-year-old student fell from a building in the middle of the night and died on the way to the hospital.

According to the police investigation, the preliminary judgment was that the student was under too much pressure to study and had suicidal thoughts.

In response to this incident, the university said that the widely circulated red-clothed ghost murder is pure nonsense, and the university will reserve the right to pursue legal responsibility for the rumor-mongers.

The next thing to broadcast for you is the impact of the high increase in oil prices in the Udon area on our region......"

"Crackle!"

Suddenly, a hand stretched out from under the gap between the coffee table and the sofa, pulled a few times on the coffee table, swept off a few empty jars, and finally successfully touched the TV remote control, and turned off the TV smoothly.

Zhuang Xie stood up from the gap between the sofa and the coffee table, and stared at his eyes that looked a little puffy after a hangover in a bit of confusion.

I glanced at some of the old-fashioned electronic clocks on the wall.

June 22, 2019, Monday at 08:12 AM.

Zhuang Xie has been a little troubled lately.

He runs a small studio that develops games.

Because of the financing problem, the studio's capital chain is actually about to break, and to put it simply, Zhuang Xie is running out of money in his pocket.

Zhuang Xie used to work as a game designer in a large game company nicknamed Pig Farm, and his unique concept of game design and his almost genius-like control of the player's psychology led him to take on the position of head of the company's design department at a young age.

If the pig farm's game of the goose factory gives players a gaming experience: play your horse coins without adding money.

Then the game experience that the pig farm gives players is: play your horse coins.

In recent years, it has brought great benefits to pig farms, allowing players to liver cirrhosis, krypton to madness, and gradually began to IP card game "Soul Master", which is a game led by Zhuang Xie and deeply involved in it.

It stands to reason that Zhuang Xie, who finally made a hit game, should start enjoying the credit he deserves.

The company really values Zhuang Xie very much, and let him be the head of game design, and lead a separate department responsible for the follow-up development and maintenance of "Soul Master".

With a double salary and a generous bonus, it will continue to develop like this, and it will be just around the corner to become a high-level wage earner and achieve financial freedom.

But for some reason, Zhuang Xie felt more and more bored, "Soul Master" was like a child he had worked so hard to cultivate, and every step of his growth at the beginning made him full of a sense of accomplishment.

But after making it a phenomenal hit, Zhuang Xie began to gradually lose this sense of accomplishment for some reason.

It seems that after the game became bigger and stronger, the company began to focus more on the development of big IPs for this game, and the focus on balance and updating to bring freshness to players was greatly reduced.

It's very different from the ultimate gameplay that Zhuang Sub pursues.

On the one hand, Zhuang Xie can understand the company, but on the other hand, he feels that doing such a job is too boring.

If he let others know what he thinks, it will definitely ......

He-tui！

And I have to add that a special slut is hypocritical.

You may also think that this person is afraid that there is something wrong with his brain.

……

Yes.

Zhuang Xie does have a problem with his brain.

Since he was a child, his parents felt that this child was too withdrawn and self-contained, but after all, he felt that it was just a child who was withdrawn and introverted.

Later, when Zhuang Xie was 12 years old, he suddenly understood the root of his differences.

That year, his father fell to his death due to an accident, and at his father's funeral, Zhuang Xie watched his relatives crying out for the sky and the ground, crying sadly, and his mother cried on the side, standing in the corner, but there was no fluctuation in his heart.

He looked at the crystal coffin, his father's face that had been carefully restored by the mortuary but still looked a little hideous, neither felt terrifying, nor sad, and then Zhuang Xie understood that he might not be a normal person.

At the very least, the psychology is abnormal.

After that, Zhuang Xie searched for information on the Internet and compared his daily performance, and found that he was very likely to be the legendary ruthless personality disorder, which is commonly known as antisocial personality disorder.

Zhuang Xie, who knew all this, looked at the information in front of him for a long time, and then silently closed the computer, and a moment before leaving the Internet café, he had a whim, and squeezed out an extremely penetrating smile at the network manager, and the coldness in his eyes directly scared the other party.

Before the annoyed and angry network administrator came back to his senses, Zhuang Xie had already walked away.

......

After that, Zhuang's mother, who was heartbroken because of the death of her husband, suddenly found that her son, who was a little withdrawn before, seemed to have grown up overnight, and his temperament became much more cheerful and smiling, which was also a rare comfort for Zhuang's mother in her grief.

Anyone will think that Zhuang Xie became sensible for the sake of his mother's heart, but in fact, Zhuang Xie himself thinks that this is the best choice he can make.

Before he has the ability to take care of himself, he still needs an adult to afford his own life, so his mother can't fall, she needs a spiritual pillar, and she will do this pillar well, which is the young Zhuang Xie's peculiar logical thinking.

It is difficult for Zhuang Xie to understand the joys and sorrows of other people, I don't know why they are inexplicably happy, and I don't understand why they are inexplicably sad and angry.

He couldn't understand it, he just thought they were noisy.

It's just that Zhuang Xie suddenly found that the people around him seemed to prefer themselves with masks, and with masks, they seemed to be able to achieve their goals more easily.

Whether it is asking for what you want from your mother or arguing with your classmates, everyone will trust a cheerful, steady and sensible Zhuang Xie more than a taciturn, maverick and true self.

So until he became an adult, Zhuang Xie was the one in the eyes of everyone, a young, steady, and gentle young talent.

Aside from the extraordinarily obsessive nature of the game, there are hardly any drawbacks.

This is also a point that other people don't understand, Zhuang Xie is very obsessed with games, almost crazy, and even the employment he chooses after graduation is related to games.

If it weren't for Zhuang Xie's achievements since he was a child, he wouldn't have been worried, and he had done well in the game industry when he grew up, with his obsession with games, I am afraid that he would have been sent to the middle school of the Thunderbolt Academy early on, and he would have gone head-to-head with Professor Yang, the king of the Thunderbolt Method.

And Zhuang Xie is obsessed with games, naturally for a reason.

Antisocial personality disorder,Zhuang Xie's aggressive tendency is extremely strong,And in order to maintain the normal persona,Zhuang Xie has no way to fully show this tendency.,Only in the game,He can release himself to the fullest.。

Whether it is the heartiness of the rain of bullets, or the pleasure of fists to the flesh, whether it is going straight and accepting tasks with a basis, completing tasks, or seeking easter eggs in the plot, he can get a sense of satisfaction that he can't get in reality.

Later, the state of grasping and controlling thousands of players in the design of the game made Zhuang Xie even more unstoppable.

Since a year and a half ago, after his mother passed away due to illness, Zhuang Xie has not felt much change in his mood, except for occasionally cooking, he will habitually put two more pairs of dishes and chopsticks in front of the table.

The death of his mother was also the opportunity for Zhuang Xie to resign from the company and set up a studio, after all, his direct blood relatives in the world no longer exist, so he can now live purely for himself.

Unscrupulously.

Almost no one around him knows and will not understand, on the surface is a gentle and steady, enterprising and enterprising Zhuang Xie, from his teenage years until now, he will often watch videos alone in the bathroom, in front of the mirror, over and over again to practice how to show impeccable, showing a gentle smile with eight teeth.

For more than ten years, almost no one, including the closest mother, can break through the disguise.

"Dididi"

After washing, Zhuang Xie sat on the sofa and looked down at the information on his mobile phone.

"I've been short on money lately, so let's borrow some money!" A meaningful smile was added to the back.

If you swipe the information up, you will find that almost all the messages sent by this number are borrowed money.