Chapter 154

"Okay, I'm really going to leave now, in fact, if you really rush down, it's no good, in fact, you know better than anyone what kind of person I am, you are my cousin and I always remember that point no matter when I arrive, no matter when I forget the way you gave me candy when I was a child, in fact, I really have those inexplicable attachments to you in my heart, but I subconsciously want to cover this up, in fact, I don't want anyone to know my thoughts, I know it's not a good thing for you, because it's not funny to be liked by a rough and willful princess, in fact, I know that you don't have any thoughts about me at all, at most you treat me as a cousin, so I have never expressed such feelings to you, in fact, I fell in love with him at that time, why has nothing to do with you, because he and you are two opposite complete extremes, he is weak to the extreme, and you just thought of the extreme, It's the exact opposite of you that can completely cover my thoughts, and I really don't want anyone to know what I think about you. Her Royal Highness the princess couldn't help but say this, in fact, he really felt that if he found a really completely opposite person to be with, no one would think that he liked his Dugu cousin anymore, but when he came to the back, he knew that he had all this in vain, and even later found that he had fallen in love with himself, and the person who was used as a stand-in later, in fact, he knew that it was wrong for him to do that, You can subconsciously feel that there is something wrong with what you said, but there is no way to improve it, in fact, what kind of person he was at the beginning, he himself can't remember, but he knows that no matter when, he always remembers what his cousin is like.

After thinking of this, I couldn't help but smile bitterly, in fact, my cousin had already forgotten, and he was actually better to himself than he was when he took candy to tease himself, and at that time he couldn't help but look at his cousin, and I thought how could there be such a good-looking person in this world who is better looking than his father, and he is so gentle with himself, how could he not like such a cousin at the beginning, but when it comes to the back, He defended his so-called three sisters and three sisters again and again, or this and that, in fact, at that time, it was not easy for her to feel wronged in her heart, he never felt that he had done anything wrong, but his cousin was always willing to stand in front of him to defend his so-called third sister, so she was naturally wronged in her heart, but how could a princess like her show her grievances?

So he subconsciously suppressed the thoughts in his heart, and let himself show a rude and willful appearance, he hoped that his cousin could come over to coax himself, as long as he was willing to understand his arrogant head to come and coax himself, in fact, he was really good, he never looked like a bad person, so he knew better than anyone what kind of person he was, what he needed, just his cousin lowered his head and coaxed himself once, really, As long as you coax yourself once, you will be really good, you will not give us willfulness again, you will not run away from your cousin, he is a person who is arrogant to the extreme, how can he lower his head and coax himself, and even feel that he is making trouble more and more disgusted with himself, he can't help but say when he saw the disgusted look in his eyes, he really chuckled in his heart, he felt as if he had done something wrong, but he didn't know what he had done wrong, Anyway, he felt that his cousin didn't love him at all, but he pushed himself into a corner again and again for the sake of these strangers.

So he subconsciously hates his cousin the most, and wants to reject him, but he can't help but be attracted to him, so what he wants to do is just to prove himself, and he doesn't have the slightest feeling for him at all, only in that case, it seems that he can maintain the so-called self-esteem of His Royal Highness the princess, so he found a person who is completely different from his cousin, so only in that way can he really do what he wants to do, Because only when they are completely different can they hide their minds, and they can make everyone unable to understand what they are like.

So he subconsciously found a person who was really different from his cousin, his cousin was noble, but he wanted to find a person whose status was to the extreme, only in this way could he cover up his dashing thoughts, and not let his girlish emotions be discovered, so, when his cousin was strong to the extreme, he got a man who was weak to the extreme, but at the beginning, he felt that he couldn't like him, When I got to the back, I didn't know what to say, but when I arrived at school, I couldn't help but find that I really had real feelings for the stand-in I found, and at that time he couldn't help but feel panicked.

But it was at that time that he found that his feeling was actually not bad, in fact, he still preferred to get along with the person in front of him compared to his high-ranking cousin, because the person in front of him didn't have to cover his emotions, he didn't have to make himself look rude and willful, and he could vent his emotions at will, but in front of his cousin, he couldn't because his cousin was a high-ranking general, if he really wanted to trouble him, In fact, he won't just endure himself like that, in fact, he has always known this truth, but he still can't help but be rude and willful in front of him, because he knows that only when that time, his eyes will be completely on himself, and only then will he look happy, so he doesn't know what to say, after a long time, he still understands himself, and he still can't let go of his cousin in his heart, but there is nothing to do, You can isolate yourself from him completely.

So I can't help but feel the person I brought back in my heart, and I still find that he is actually gentle, and he always smiles when he saves people in time and treats himself, so he doesn't feel happy in his heart, because what he needs is a gentle person who is always willing to stand by his side and smile at himself no matter what time it is, even if he is willing to know in his heart, they are just a fake smile from his profession, But he is willing to indulge in that kind of tenderness, as long as he never again has such hypocritical feelings as himself, stimulating his heart will still be good to him because he knows that he is not a bad person, if he is really willing to stay by his side, in fact, he will arrange him in a good position and give him some good things, even if he is not willing to stay by his side, he can let him go, he will not be uncomfortable, he knows because he knows, even if he really allows himself to be by his side, He won't be happy either.

But when it came to the back, as the relationship deepened, he found that he couldn't do without him, so he couldn't let him go anymore, so he didn't know what to say for a while, he could only try his best to satisfy him, guess what I wanted, I was right or responsive to him, so I had my own rumors, so he didn't know when to say it. In fact, I just hope to be able to treat him better, so that I can keep him by my side for a longer time, and when I start at any time, I feel that I won't keep him by my side for too long, because people like him are not suitable for him, and he lives around people like him, because he is too short-tempered, if he is really angry, he doesn't know what he will do to him, not to mention that his identity is still that kind of person, so he doesn't know what to say for a while, After a long time, I couldn't help but sigh softly, and a thick helplessness flashed in my eyes.

In fact, he found out that this person was fundamentally different from what he thought, he was not so weak on the surface, he had his own arrogance, and he also had everything he enjoyed, so he subconsciously guided him to do these things, so he found himself out, maybe at this time he didn't know what to say, if he wanted to do something, he naturally wanted to say, if he wanted to do something, if he wanted to do something, I also tried to try it as much as possible, because only in this way can I do what I really want to do, so I don't know what to say for a while, and after a long time, I can't help but sigh softly.

These seem to be as happy as he can do his best to be happy so that you won't think about leaving, and you can't help but do this when you decide what you think like this, and keep him as much as possible, if there is something he wants to do, try to clarify him, because as long as he can keep him by his side for longer and longer, he can't help but feel happy in his heart, as long as he is happy, the rest of the things can naturally be handled, so he thinks like this in his heart and can't help but sit like this, In fact, he knew that he had always wanted to leave his side, but he didn't allow it.