Chapter 193
The little fox was silent for a long time after hearing this, after listening to it for a long time, he felt that this person and himself were almost completely opposite existence, he had everything that others did not have, but he also had troubles that others could not have, in the end, such troubles seemed to him to be happy troubles, at least he had the power and status that others could not match, so this is a normal thing for him, but it is also difficult for him to find more. For the little fox, this is your biggest problem, that is, how to let his father have what he can see in his eyes, and he can notice how good he is, so the only condition for him to be completely suffocated is to have the capital that he can not be compared to others, but all this he obviously does not have the pursuit, and he is really wronged at some times in his heart, because he doesn't know why he doesn't have such ability, and a few brothers do have it, and he also knows that several brothers actually look down on themselves, So these brothers in my heart actually don't have any expressions, but I feel that the brothers are a little bored, otherwise how could they think about looking at themselves like that?
But he has no way to change all this, because for several brothers, he is just an accessory, he really can't deceive himself, he has no status in the eyes of his father, and he doesn't have any identity, so no matter how many questions he is asking, his father will never notice his existence, he really has very little in his hands, and he can really do very little, he breaks free, and really looks at their faces to live, in the end, although he doesn't want to continue to live such a life, It's not just because I feel that I'm tired of living like this, but more importantly, I feel that I really want to be seen by my father, in the final analysis, I really want to be the kind of person my father wants, and become the child my father wants the most, instead of being seen by all of them like now, such days have been smoothed out by all my patience and love again and again, so what I want to say now is really simple, then go to him to go to his own life.
But sometimes for himself, in fact, some days can be regarded as calm and beautiful, after all, although he said plainly, but after all, there are still some happy days, such as listening to the fox mother-in-law talk about his past affairs, as well as some of the things that happened in this paste, it is a rare relaxation for him, because the fox mother-in-law is really the same for every child, and even sometimes he is better for himself, so he really wants to stay in the fox mother-in-law, even if he doesn't have to do anything, can sit at the fox mother-in-law's place for a day, but he also knows that although the fox mother-in-law actually seems to be very quiet in normal times, and then he has to be busy with these things, but if he really wants to be busy, he will not be able to see him for a few months.
Later, I heard that the fox mother-in-law turned out to be a fox clan.,A very important person.,It's just willing to play with children.,So he will occasionally come to them to be with them.,But later, I don't know what kind of reason I often come.,Although they want to talk about the fox brother, although it is just to educate the fox Bobo.,But his identity is not as simple as the mother-in-law.,So sometimes they so I don't know what kind of identity is included in this lake.,What status, But she knows too many things that others don't know, and what others don't know makes people feel the smell in their hearts when they look at them, so almost all the children especially believe every word that the fox and the raccoon dog say, and what the lake and cloth say, that is, their life here has become a case.
But sometimes when they think of all this, they can't help but feel aggrieved in their hearts, because no matter what time they always know what kind of person they are confused, they will never do anything sorry for their children, but I heard that the fox mother-in-law once did something wrong, because he liked a mortal, so he killed the people in his family, so the fox is just like this, in fact, he is not so old, but forced to become like this, This is exactly what he makes up for and compensates for the family.,That's why it's going to be like this.,The first time I heard about this version,In fact, I still feel a little distressed in my heart.,But later I found out that not only did I say that I liked the fox of mortals would not end well.,So from that moment on, he has a firm belief.,That is, he resolutely can't like three people.,But in those stories,Mortals are always such a beautiful existence.,They seem to be a redemption., Dragged them out of it all.
So on the other hand, there is also a certain degree of faith in the arrival of mortals, because as long as there is a mortal who can drag it out of here, can bring him light and hope, in fact, he hopes that he can get such salvation no matter when he arrives, even if he knows that he is unworthy in the mouths of many people, and even unworthy of your confused story, but the fox baby has never said that he is not worthy, and he is still very good to himself, and every time he has a delicious consciousness, he remembers to leave one for himself, Wouldn't even have such prejudices and misunderstandings about themselves as they do, Granny Fox said that everyone in this world should have everything they control, rather than being defined for no reason, so no matter when it comes, he has the value of his own existence in his hands, and he will always meet someone who is worth entrusting his life in this life.
Later, I learned that the fox mother-in-law was actually good at divination, and he had already calculated it at that time, and he would have a fateful catastrophe in his life, and he couldn't do it. But once the 10 fateful calamities are over, the two of them may live forever, so when they hear this, they are not as happy as they are self-reliant, if they can really meet a combination of people who hide themselves in a piece, they will definitely be very good to him, and then they will give the whole person to him, but later I saw that my mother-in-law actually looked at her with a strong worry in her eyes.
Because once you can't get by, your life will be completely ruined here or in the future, and you will be ruined forever. So he didn't understand some things at the time, thinking that as long as he could get through all this, everything else would have become better, but he never remembered, if that person and himself had inexplicable causes, how would there be entanglements between the two people, he didn't think about them, and when he found out later, he regretted it, if this is really the case, he would rather never forget this and he didn't want that person to say it. Don't be dragged out by that person and then pushed down into the darkness, because people who have seen the light really can't continue to accept such an existence, because that will be a devastating blow to him, and sometimes he even wants to ask him why he wants to entangle himself and then push it down, otherwise he has been living in the dark, and he has not seen the so-called light, but he can actually live a good life.
But then he saved himself, came up and told himself that everything outside let him know, in fact, some people in this world just can't get the favor of their parents, that's a normal thing, and let him know that there is a story of heaven and then waste in this world, the two of them are not symbiotic geniuses and wastes can be together, not to mention that if there is no waste, how can geniuses be highlighted? What's more, there are also genius troubles now, genius is not as easy as it seems on the surface, if they have endured too many things that others can't bear since they were young, so they have achieved the current genius, so they naturally have others who are not so wronged and sad, so when they know this time, they are actually more happy in their hearts, because they have suffered too many grievances from themselves and should not bear as a business department, so once they know this, they are actually more happy in their hearts, Since it is said that each of them has to endure such an existence, it is considered fair, otherwise if he is the only one to bear this, it is really very unfair, and he doesn't know why he was born to be an opposite.
Later, when he knew that he was not a waste, in fact, his heart was more than disappointed, at that time he already hoped that he was a waste, and even felt that he was a waste, which was a normal thing, but he told him that he was actually a hidden genius, such a thing is actually very surprising at any time, and even makes people feel sad that it means that he is not in debt, he has a way to overcome and save himself, that person pulls himself into the darkness of the person, It is possible for him to drag him down into the darkness, in fact, he had a deep sigh in his heart at that time, but he didn't realize that he only felt that he should indeed be wronged, because his father did have the so-called nurturing grace for himself, so he naturally became his father's responsibility for everything, and naturally you need to avenge your father.
So when I knew all the truth behind me, I was so painful, and I regretted the decision I made before.