Chapter 194

"Little fox little fox, do you think I'm too squeamish, many of them say I'm too happy, so I have such an idea, but I am really wronged in my heart, I don't know what I should do to change all this, in the end I have my own ideas, but none of them agree with my ideas, and no one wants to stand on my side, they always think that I am a little too much, so they have such thoughts, But I'm really not too much, I really don't want to be suppressed like this, in fact, I have feelings that no one can imagine, I'm also a person with rich feelings, I'm also a living person, even if it's a genius in their mouths, but I also want to have my own life, don't I, but whether it's my father, mother or master, they don't allow me to have that kind of feelings, they say that only cowardly people have, but how can I accept it so simply, In the end, I am also a cowardly person, in fact, I don't want to admit that I am a cowardly person, but even if I don't admit that I am a cowardly person, what way can I say in the end, a person like me, in fact, I don't know what to do, in the end, I have already had enough days like this, but in the end there is no way to change all this, in the end, how to do it? After Shen Rousi said these words, she involuntarily picked up the fox in front of her, and after seeing that the injuries on his body were almost healed, she couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief, sure enough, those elixirs were picked up and used, in fact, they really had good effects, in the end, I didn't think about it so much at the time, so I treated him like this, I didn't think that the fox used human medicine was harmful, so I said that I have all this now, if I am not mistaken, He should be able to become human, I'm afraid that he is too seriously injured now, so he has not become human between consciousnesses, as for the human breath on his body, in fact, he can vaguely feel it, but if he says that he can't feel it, naturally there is no problem.

After hearing this, the little fox raised his head and signed the person in front of him, if he said that he could have such rights, in fact, his father should be very happy, but he didn't want to live a life like him, he knew that he was very cowardly, but he had no way to change it, because he wanted the person in front of him to be happy, that is, to let his father see himself as happy In the end, his father often saw his brothers, and then showed a satisfied smile, But when he saw himself, he couldn't help frowning tightly, which was actually a blow to him, but he never said it, because he knew that even if he said it, his father would never take it to heart, because his father didn't like him at all, since his father didn't like himself, he naturally didn't care about everything that happened to him, in the final analysis, he was just an unappreciated existence, but he always wanted to be an existence that was valued. It's really stupid to the extreme, but when I think of these when I'm over, I actually feel more wronged in my heart, why can't I be as good as a few brothers? If he is as good as his brothers, maybe his father can have his own in his eyes.

But when I see the person in front of me like this, in fact, I feel more sorry for myself in my heart, although I don't know what kind of person this person is, what kind of identity he can really have, but when I see him like this, I actually have a strong impression in my heart, because a person like this, if he has experienced what kind of grievances he has experienced to become what he is now, in fact, he has vaguely heard him talking to outsiders. He can know that the people outside actually respect the girl in front of him, but the girl in front of him is not happy at all, not happy at all, he is not living the life he wants at all, so he actually did not live the life he wants, but everyone thinks that he should no longer feel wronged if he lives such a life, and such an incomprehensible emotion is actually very sad, just like he has been practicing very hard, but everyone says that he is a waste, That's really a very aggrieved thing, he really wants everyone to know that in fact, he really works hard, he really tries to make himself excellent, but in the end, it just becomes like ashes, because there is no way to complete everything in his organization.

"This little fox, are you the same as them, I don't know what you've been saying lately, I also know that you may not understand, but I don't care if you understand it or not, I just want someone to analyze the thoughts in my heart, in fact, I shouldn't have such thoughts, I know that I am doing this is really excessive, and I also know that it is really a stupid decision to do this now, but I really can't help but want to share it with you, These may be you and I am the first animal I raised, so I think you should be able to share my break, in fact, I used to raise a lark, but then my brother fell to death, but my father was on my brother's side, my father told me, no matter when I can never play with things, since I want to play, it will not be allowed, so I naturally have no need to play, So at that time, when I heard such words, I felt a deep grievance in my heart, obviously my younger brother was in trouble, why should I endure all this? After all, that's a life, isn't it? So I haven't raised anything since then, because I know that if he dies, it will just be my plaything, and that thing should die, so I haven't raised anything anymore. After thinking of this, Shen Rousi couldn't help but gently lowered her eyes, hiding a little grievance, but he hid Yi right, did he say that in fact, when his brother saw him crying, he couldn't figure out how to find another lark for himself, hoping to be happy, but he didn't want it, in the end, even if he found too many larks, in fact, it was not the one he raised at the beginning, only the one he raised at the beginning had such deep feelings, As for the rest of nature, I don't pay so much attention to it.

The little fox widened his round fox eyes after hearing such words, he actually felt very incredible when he heard such a thing, since it was said that his things were damaged, if according to his own ideas, if every parent is to his father to his other brothers as fair, if such a thing happens, his father will definitely teach other brothers a hard lesson, and everyone appeases that brother, but he actually heard a different version here, Because in his own eyes, this person should be regarded as the ultimate of excellence, so his parents should love him very much, if he has any problems, his parents will naturally solve it for him as soon as possible, but he didn't expect it to be such an ending, so he couldn't help but feel cold in his heart for a while, it turned out that he was not used to being a parent or a parent, he was the same, he never took care of his family, what kind of thoughts the children had, and he would not care about what they would do. Therefore, when I saw the person in front of me, my tears involuntarily felt a little more distressed and connected with the same disease.

Almost in an instant, Shen Rousi saw the distress in the little fox's eyes, and involuntarily hooked the corners of her lips for a while, in the final analysis, it was also a little fox who was innocent to the extreme, so she said that she would be a person who would eat the wind and clouds in the future, but now she is just a child, and even just a child's childhood, so what she says, it is naturally in her heart, so she can't help but feel a little softer in her heart, even if she likes children, But for the cub is naturally a little more love, not to mention that this is to deal with the fluffy appearance, it is indeed loved, so I involuntarily reached out and gently touched his tail, with a strong love in his eyes, after a long time, he couldn't help but lower his voice, and said what he originally wanted to say, "In fact, I thought about my father's words for a long time later, in fact, my father's words are actually reasonable, I naturally think that his pride is naturally not a plaything, But I actually didn't have any playthings at all, I was still practicing the things he taught me very hard, but I really liked it, it was a lark, and even if I had more things around me, I couldn't hide the feeling I liked, after all, I didn't like those things so much anymore, but occasionally I saw a lark flying freely in the sky, in fact, there was still a little grievance in my heart. ”

The little fox saw him touch his tail, and for a while his eyes involuntarily suffered a little shy, in fact, the tail is a very sensitive part of a fox, so he couldn't help but want to take it back, but seeing the way he liked it so much, he restrained his mood for a while, and let him touch his tail, but his face involuntarily turned red.