But there are some things that you only find out after you have tried them that they are not so simple, just like taking care of the children of your rivals is never a simple thing for him. He originally thought that he could gradually get in touch with this child, or accept this child, just like his daughter, even if he didn't feel sorry for this child at the beginning, but after all, when he raised too much, he would naturally have pity in his heart, and this child is not a bad phenomenon, he has always been very accurate in looking at people, just like he took a fancy to his husband, he was identified as his husband from the first sight, and he may be good to himself for the rest of his life, So he chose his husband at that time, but later he learned that he was not so accurate in seeing people.

So looking at the child day by day, he thought more and more about his betrayal of his husband, and thought of what that woman was like, he had never heard his husband mention a little about that woman's husband, although he said that he didn't like that woman at all, but how could she believe it? If the husband really doesn't like it at all, how can he betray him? After all, he still has some confidence in his husband's feelings for him, so countless thoughts arose in his heart for a while, but in the end, he just sighed too much, in the end, no matter what time it is, he is still a stupid woman after all, if he is extremely smart, how can he be taken away by other women like this? Even her husband was reluctant to reveal the slightest bit about the woman.

He once thought that he was the happy woman in the world, because he married his favorite man and lived with his favorite daughter, but when it came to the back, the appearance of this child completely broke the balance he should have, so he knew that he still had an unhappy life after all, not as happy and happy as everyone said, so he didn't know how to face such a fact, watching the child grow up bit by bit, His heart is more painful and remorseful, if he could still maintain his pride at the beginning, maybe it is still different now, how much he regrets that he gave up his pride, so growing up bit by day, he knows that he has never been able to accept this fact, he is just whitewashing the peace, if he can have a chance to come again, he will not forget all this, and will not give up all for the sake of his children.

In fact, during that time, the little child also realized that there was something wrong with his mother's emotions, but he didn't know how to ease his mother's emotions, so he subconsciously ran to his mother, hoping that his mother could look at him more, but later I learned that maybe he didn't have any way to do that at all, because his mother had chosen to give up on him at that time, even if he lived with his mother every day, his mother's heart would not be angry and willing to waver. What's more, he just stayed with his mother, in the end, his mother didn't plan to keep his mother in the end, after all, he still left alone, no one wanted to be with him In the end, he was still cold after all, or his heart had become cold, and there was no way to like others anymore, in the end, no matter what time it was, this woman still forgot the most sincere expectations of her youth.

But the child is still clinging to himself as before, so he naturally can't accept such a thing, because it was his mother who killed his mother by humility, and his existence made his mother gradually crazy to fall into the current situation, so he subconsciously wanted to reject the child, he wanted to push the child away from his side, but the child seemed to be unable to chase anything, and still did it to him, even if he knew that his sister didn't like him, But he still wants to be by his sister's side, even if it is his sister who beats him and scolds him, he just wants to watch his sister feel at ease involuntarily, he always feels that as long as he follows his sister, even if it is said that his sister is angry, but there will always be a day to forgive him, so he just follows his sister as always, so he just wants to let my sister only see myself in my sister's eyes, or let my sister see myself in her eyes, let my sister know that he really knows that he is wrong, in fact, he is really not wrong with anything, But he still feels that he is wrong, because his current behavior is indeed so that many people do not understand, many times he hopes that his sister can forgive himself, even if your sister can take a look more, he will feel that his sister may forgive himself, he hopes that his sister will be even a little soft or soft-hearted, at that time he can continue to follow his sister with open eyes, not like now.

But he found that his sister was not soft-hearted at all, and his sister's eyes became colder and colder when he looked at him, so he subconsciously felt scared, so he subconsciously wanted to disturb his sister, but he found that his number one was useless, and his sister was not rare at all, or that his sister had already hated everything else from the bottom of her heart, and she didn't want to see him have such a thing, which made him feel cold involuntarily, but there was no way to change the current situation if he lost it. He felt scared in his heart and wanted to tell his father, but he thought that his sister hated the kind of child who complained the most, so he could only suppress everything in his heart, but later he realized that he had changed and never ate his sister, and even his father did not love his father as much as before.

But later, his father didn't feel sorry for his father at all, and his father's eyes were full of thick coldness, because his father also blamed him for killing his wife on the other hand, in fact, he already knew that his father didn't like his mother at all, but it was his father's responsibility to take care of himself, and his father subconsciously wanted to abide by this responsibility and want to raise him, so he never thought about fighting with his sister, or grabbing something with his sister, He and his sister grew up together, he knew that his sister's heart was softer than anyone else, but because of his mother's affairs, he gradually distanced himself from himself, so he subconsciously wanted to please his sister and his mother, maybe the two of them forgave themselves, then he was really.

In fact, he knows what kind of person his mother is, his mother is a person who is weak to the extreme, this aunt in this family is different, this aunt is arrogant and noble, but his mother is weak but soft, she seems to be made of Jiangnan smoke and rain, when the woman sees her mother, she sometimes feels that hatred is not made of steel, her father abandoned her mother, so she has a strong hatred in her heart, but it was at this time that my sister's father brought him home, When he told him that he was his child and said that they would take care of himself, his heart was full of strong expectations, and he thought about his sister, and a kind person like him would definitely be good to him, but later he found that everyone here did not welcome him, and even said that his arrival brought them countless troubles, and he wanted to leave at that time, but because he was too young, there was no way to leave by himself, so he could only subconsciously endure it.

But later, I found that my aunt and sister gradually accepted me, and I felt happy at that time, because I felt like this sister very much since I saw this sister for the first time, as if I had a relationship with this sister in my previous life, she couldn't help but feel happy when she saw her sister, and always hoped that her sister would smile happily, but later I found that although the two of them accepted themselves on the surface, the eyes of the aunt looking at her were becoming more and more strange. Auntie subconsciously wants to escape her own existence, she is panicked in her heart, she wants to please Auntie in front of Auntie, but she also wants to comfort Auntie, but she finds out that it is useless no matter what, so she subconsciously avoids Auntie, as long as Auntie doesn't see her, maybe she won't look at her with that kind of eyes anymore, maybe he won't be angry, maybe the real thing won't happen, so he wants to use his own way to solve all this, But I found that sometimes it didn't work at all, because my aunt would always look at him with such disappointed eyes.

In fact, he knew that kind of eyes, not looking at him at all, but looking at his father, he knew that he and his father were somewhat similar, so subconsciously, he knew that his mother was looking through himself in his heart, and he also had the same deep disappointment as his aunt, because he didn't want his sister to look at him with such disappointed eyes, so he sometimes subconsciously wanted to hide from his aunt, but he found that no matter how much he hid from his aunt, he and his aunt lived under the same roof, From that time on, he was determined that if he could make money, he must leave this home as soon as possible, and when he left this home, maybe his aunt would not be so angry when he saw him, or that he could subconsciously avoid his aunt and only get along with his sister, in fact, he only needed his sister.