Section 719 Punishment of the heart
Before I opened the envelope, I was still sighing in my heart about Lu Junyi's romance.
After all, in these days, in the adult world, there are very few things that can be recorded by handwriting.
But when I actually saw the contents of the letter, I instantly had a feeling of frieze.
It was no less than when I was a child, when my dad took me into the sea in the winter to teach me how to swim, I had difficulty breathing, my eyes were dark, my feet were soft, and I sat on the ground with my buttocks.
Yes, I didn't sit on the bed at all, I sat on the floor!
Why is there this photo in the envelope?
This photo is not particularly clear, but it can still be seen at a glance that it is me and Su Hanyu in the photo.
In the photo, we are picking out rings in a jewelry store, and there are several photos in a row, one of which is Su Hanyu holding my arm.
That look looks like a couple.
Even though Su Hanyu and I weren't together at that time, seeing the body language of the two of us, Lu Junyi's sensitive personality would inevitably think more.
Moreover, no matter what the relationship between me and Su Hanyu was at that time, we are really together now.
So Lu Junyi didn't think much about it, what I wanted to know more was, how could Lu Junyi have these photos in her hand?
With the angle from which these photos were taken, and the inferior pixels, how do they look like they were taken from the surveillance.
Could it be that Lu Junyi found this jewelry store according to the brand of this ring, and according to the date I confessed to her, and retrieved the surveillance video?
No wonder...... No wonder she took it off and put it on the bedside table, she loved it so much because it was the first important gift I gave her.
But the blow didn't end there, sweat was running down my forehead, I was as tired as if I had just finished two thousand meters, and my breathing was extremely chaotic and short.
The last time I was so scared was probably a month ago, when I killed the kidnapping of Bai Xue in the wild......
I swallowed my saliva, and for a while, I was in a mess, what should I do? What to do?
How do I explain this to Luk? Lu Junyi, how did she suddenly think of going to see the surveillance that day? What's going on here?
Do I want to give Lu Junyi a call now? But even if I did, would she take it? She answered, what should I say?
I grabbed my hair like crazy, I had been waiting for this day to come, and now that the day had finally come, I didn't expect the taste to be painful immediately!
By the way, in addition to the photo, there is also a letter in the envelope!
I picked up the letter from the local commander, and opened the folded letter with trembling hands, the words on the letter were very delicate, and I recognized it at a glance that it was Lu Junyi's handwriting.
I still don't have the courage to read it a second time:
"Shaoyou, when you read this letter, I was already gone.
You don't have to worry about my safety, I don't think about it, I'm not so vulnerable, I'm just very depressed, I need to go to a strange city alone and calm myself down.
Ever since we were together, you were always saying to me: Thank you.
You say thank you for being there for you when you are most vulnerable and in need of care.
Shaoyou, you don't know, I don't think the same way, I also want to thank you, it was your appearance that pulled me out of the shadow of the past.
was calculated by the person next to his pillow, and the pain was indescribable.
But only now did I know that it wasn't painful enough, and it was the real pain when I knew that I had been betrayed by my beloved.
I can't help but ask myself, why have I only been with you for three months, but the pain you have brought me is far greater than that of Zhang Zhi, who has been married to me for two years? I think you and I know the answer, and that is because I love you more, and I love you so much that I can't extricate myself. ”
When I saw this, I didn't have the courage to read any more.
My heart is like a knife, Lu Junyi is simply killing people invisibly, and her every word is like a knife inserted into my heart.
I know that Lu Junyi loves me, she loves me very much, but I never thought that her love for me is so deep.
I've always said how much I love her, but now I'm so unbearable in comparison.
My heart hurts so much that I don't want to read any more, but I have to.
"Shaoyou, in my heart, you are the best man in the world. Even though you may seem like you have nothing, from the moment I fell in love with you, this was my belief and I believed in it. I believe that if you are given enough time, you will definitely achieve success. But what I didn't expect is that your biggest success now is to find so many women.
I thought that we would continue to develop according to what we had agreed to. Whether my parents agree or not, as long as I recognize you, no one can separate us.
We would give birth to a healthy child, a boy would teach him physical education, a girl would teach her an instrument, and we would live together as a family of three or a family of four.
But now it seems that the plan really can't keep up with the rapid change.
For many women who have not yet lived to understand, when they choose a boyfriend, they will hope that the other party is handsome and golden.
But for me, if one man has 10,000 on him and 10,000 on another man and 100 on him, I will prefer the latter.
You are such a stupid man in the back, your dedication in love is meticulous and omnipresent, which is why I love you so much.
As for the people my parents introduced to me, no matter how good their external conditions are, they can't compare to half of you in my eyes.
But what I don't know is that you are not only so good to me as a woman, but when you are taking care of me, you are also taking care of other women.
If I were in front of you right now, you would definitely hug me and say 'I love you', right? But even if I can't hear this sentence anymore, what I still want to tell you is, Shaoyou, I know you love me.
Otherwise, your other objects are also so good, you will not always stay by my ordinary side, always tolerate me, and take care of me. ”
By the time I saw this, tears had come out of my eyes, wetting the letters.
I really want to grab Lu Junyi's hand, I want to tell her: Lu Junyi, you are really not ordinary at all, you are the most perfect girlfriend I have ever met.
Maybe after you, I will never meet such a caring woman again......
But she couldn't hear it anymore, so I gritted my teeth, wiped away my tears, didn't let them blur my vision, and continued to read the heart-wrenching letter.