The letter that Lu Junyi left me was heart-wrenching, I wiped my tears, and then read the letter.

"Whether it is Su Hanyu or Xu Feijin, they all have backgrounds that ordinary people can't reach. In comparison, our Lu family is a little mediocre, and I, a divorced woman, is not the best choice for you, but you have always stayed by my side. After I learned about you, I wondered for a while, shouldn't I have taken over you like this?

After all, you have better options.

Shaoyou, I fell in love with you, and even my mother said that you have an incredible personality charm. Or my mother is accurate, she told me early in the morning that you are a very attractive person, let me pay attention! But I thought that as long as I trusted you enough, it would be rewarding, and I haven't even looked at your phone once since we were together.

But it turned out that Jiang was still old and spicy, and in the competition between me and my mother, she won.

I fell in love with you unconsciously, but Shaoyou, have you ever wondered why you fell in love with me? Maybe out of sympathy for a woman who was teased by her ex-husband? Or is it out of gratitude that I've been able to help you?

But this woman doesn't have to be me, because other women have done this for you, and you're going to be with them out of gratitude, right?

I'd rather you never showed up in my life, otherwise I wouldn't love you as much as I do now, I wouldn't have fought my mom all the time for you, I wouldn't be in as much pain as I am now.

I used to be a very jealous person, but for you, I'm already changing. Do you think I don't know about you and Liu Ning? I just didn't break it, I was even convincing myself that I would acquiesce in your relationship with Liu Ning. I have also learned about Liu Ning's life experience, and she is also a very bumpy woman.

But I didn't expect that Liu Ning is just the tip of the iceberg for you.

You can't give up on me for them, and you can't give up on them for me, so let me help you let go of myself now.

Don't waste time and energy looking for me everywhere, I promise you, I will go to a very safe place, I will take care of myself. But I can't tell you where I've gone, because I'm sure you'll go to me even if I go to the ends of the earth. Once I've been found by you, I'm afraid I'll be tempted to come back with you.

I'm in a mess right now, I want to go out for a walk, I need to be quiet and think about our relationship, don't worry, I'll be back.

One day when you become the person you want to be, I will definitely come back to you. Or one day when you are living on the streets again like three months ago, and you are depressed, I will come back to you as well, and I will help you build a home again. But I believe in you, less travel, you will definitely succeed. Is that right?

Actually, I don't have any regrets, after all, before I left, we were 'married', even if it was just formal.

Shaoyou, the biggest regret in my life is that I married someone else before I married you. How much I want to give you all the firsts of my life? I never felt that it was so unbearable for me to be divorced until I fell in love with you.

I don't know, I'll wait until the day we actually get married, but at least I'm sure of one thing, after you, I'll never meet the man I love so much.

In any case, I met you in my life and fell in love with you, even if I am covered in bruises now, I have no regrets.

By the way, Shaoyou, I put some sleeping pills in my meal yesterday. I don't think you blame me, do you? I can't help it, I have to do it, because your sleep is very light, I wake you up every time I get up and go to the toilet, if I don't let you sleep soundly, how am I going to write this letter to you, and how are I going to leave?

You've hurt me so many times, and I've only hurt you once, isn't it too much?

Besides, I kissed you while you were asleep, which can be regarded as compensation for you, so you can't blame me!

My house will be handed over to you to take care of, you can live in Xuanxuan's house if you want, or live in my house if you are willing to live.

For my home is your home.

Swim less, drink less, and control your temper when you're out and about. I can still take care of you by your side, I'm not by your side anymore, you must take care of yourself for me.

I remember listening to a song I used to hear that the lyrics were 'Protect you until dawn and feel like you're my baby.' Don't be afraid of the world yelling, I'll be there for you when you need me.'"

Shaoyou, you are my lover, you are my baby.

Don't waste your time coming to me, at the right time, I'll be there for you again.

Shaoyou, I'm leaving. ”

At the end of this letter, there is Lu Junyi's name: Love your Junyi.

There is also a bright red lip print on her name, and the size of that lip print is exactly the size of Lu Junyi's lips.

I closed my eyes, tears flowed out like a river, I put the letter close to my mouth and kissed her lip print, as if there was still Lu Junyi's fragrance on it, but there was no Lu Junyi's temperature.

At that moment, my heart was like a knife, and all thoughts were lost.

The last time it was so painful, it was when I found out that Liu Xiaoling was cheating.

But at that time, there was nothing but pain and anger, and now there is nothing but pain and guilt.

Lu Junyi, she has paid so much for me and changed so much, and what have I done all along?

I used her trust more and more excessively, and I did more and more things out of the ordinary, and although I was doing a review every time, I never wanted to change......

On this letter, Lu Junyi's own lip prints were left, but I can also clearly see the tears left by Lu Junyi.

I immediately made up the picture of her writing letters, and I slept quietly in bed because of sleeping pills.

And she sat at the dresser, weeping while leaving this letter, and from time to time she had to turn her head to look at me, a negative man, what a heartbroken picture?

If God can give me another chance, I am willing to treat Lu Junyi wholeheartedly, I will refuse all temptations outside for her, and I will refuse to have an affair with any woman.

I will no longer have any illusions about the life of three wives and four concubines, but there is no ifs in this world, and there is no way to live again......

I still took out my mobile phone and called Lu Junyi as a dead horse doctor, but Lu Junyi had already turned it off.

It seems that she has now boarded a plane to the city.

Is this really the end of me and her......