If only I had known then
Sometimes we don't get ready, don't we? Maybe Saka isn't ready.
After that, it was a few days of boredom, and Sakar would visit her when he wasn't working. He is not familiar with the Northeast, and the weather just after the Qingming Festival is like a naughty child playing a prank.
The lonely cold when the north wind rises is even more difficult to resist than in the middle of winter, and Bei Bei has long since adapted to not calling him Saka, but he has always been unable to adapt to this wayward weather. For a person like him who has never worn cotton pants, when the wind rises, he can only tighten his neck and subconsciously put his arms around the girl's shoulders.
"Tim, do you know why it's so cold and I called you out?" Bei Bei was hoarse, and she spoke as if she was muttering alone.
"Huh?" Qin Tian was a little distracted by the cold, his eyes were red from the wind, he couldn't open his eyes, he couldn't raise his head, and the whole person shrank together, like a bumblebee about to turn into a Chevrolet.
Bei Bei took a deep breath, with the dark fragrance peculiar to women, she hugged him, embedded herself in his arms, stood on tiptoe, tilted her head, and just reached his ear: "Because only when the weather is cold enough, the two of them will hug each other for warmth." ”
Her face flushed, her arms tightened tighter, for fear that if she let go, she would have nothing to hide, her head buried lower in his chest, she felt her face burn, but fortunately he couldn't see anything, her cat was there, and it was safe.
Qin Tian suddenly hugged her body tightly, she felt that she was being lifted, and another gust of north wind came, and before he could say anything, he buried his face in Beibei's long hair, and scolded in a low voice: "You are not ashamed." ”
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The boring work is still day by day, but she no longer feels aggrieved. Every day is new and happy, because of him, all the unsatisfactory things in this world have become interesting, like a fun game, there must be some difficulty to be enough.
Qin Tian's work is very busy, and the time for professor communication is limited, so the hospital arranges as many surgeries as possible, and he is anxious every day. Fortunately, he squeezed out all the time he could be together and got together with her, and his eagerness made her feel grounded, and her whole heart was full.
After getting off work that day, Bei Bei and Qin Tian made an appointment to eat together in the canteen of the hospital, a meal, a white steel dinner plate, scooping vegetables with a big rice spoon, he said that it was like a big spoon in college, with a long handle, and he could go to the plate far away, and that meal was really delicious.
There are so many people that there is no way for two people to sit at the same table, Bei Bei and Qin Tian are crowded among a bunch of women, and they can't talk well, but it really doesn't matter. She always pursed her lips and snickered, Qin Tian was generous, but she would also be embarrassed. They don't need to care about the noise of the people around them, in their hearts, there are probably only the people opposite, and they don't know how to eat.
Before I had eaten a few bites of food, my mother called: "Beibei, come back quickly and go to grandpa's house, your aunt said that your grandfather doesn't seem to recognize people very well." ”
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The door was open, and Bei Bei rushed into the house, and Grandpa was sitting on the bed in the hut, and there was a childlike curiosity in his eyes. Xu heard the voice, he raised his head and watched Bei Bei run in from the outside like a nobody. The flesh on his face was loosely lined up, as it had been in the early years, and he didn't say anything to slow her down, though he had said it before.
In the girl's memory, it seemed that grandpa had always been so loose and kind, and Bei Bei sat on the edge of the bed, looking at him carefully, looking for those differences. He would smile, shake his head one moment, look down the other as if he was thinking about something, or it seemed to be a look of powerlessness, and he would turn his head to look out the window and look at the world with pity.
The aunt sat beside the grandfather, holding his arm, and the grandfather looked at her from time to time, smiling, and didn't know what he was laughing at, so the aunt followed him and smiled.
The aunt pointed to Bei Bei and asked him, "Dad, do you know who she is?"
Grandpa had been behind his ears, and he couldn't hear any sound for many years, he didn't answer, so his aunt raised her voice again, and this time I really heard it, he reached out and stroked his ears, squinted his smiling eyes and looked at Bei Bei and said, "Xiao Fen!"
It was the aunt's name, and Beibei's heart was like an empty beat, and she chuckled.
"My eldest daughter. Grandpa was so relieved and said that he was so determined that Bei Bei was his daughter.
The whole person seemed to be one size smaller, and he retreated like a child, only to raise his head and smile aimlessly. Grandpa's skin is surprisingly white, he was originally white, it was brought down by the ancestors of this family, compared to the old man who was withered in the past few years, today he looks more brilliant, although he doesn't recognize who Bei Bei is, but he will not be tired and tired, he looks very energetic, as if there is really nothing serious.
The father moved a chair and sat in front of his grandfather, and the grandfather looked at him, as if curious, but did not speak, and suddenly, the grandfather seemed to remember something, and he pointed to Beibei: "It's Beibei! ”
"Dad, who is Beibei?" the aunt hurriedly asked again.
"Hey, my granddaughter!" he frowned in disgust, glanced at his aunt, turned his head to look at Bei Bei lovingly, and reached out to touch Bei Bei's hair.
"It's okay, it's okay, I recognize it as Beibei, it's okay. The aunt was relieved, and the person leaned back and fell back with laughter.
For these, grandpa turned a blind eye, he seemed to only live in his own world, thinking that it was because of the back of his ears, he probably couldn't hear the joy of others, he was still reluctant to touch Beibei's hair, he looked at her granddaughter.
After a while, Grandpa seemed to be getting better and better, although he could not get out of his own world, his body was stretched, he was not as energetic as an old man in his eighties, his shoulders seemed solid, and even his arms had strength.
"It's okay, it's okay, brother, let's go! Dad grabbed my arm, you see. The aunt let go of her hand, and saw that the grandfather's hand was tightly tugging on the aunt's arm, the fingers were deeply embedded in the flesh, and his eyes followed the granddaughter back and forth.
"Look, how energetic, it's okay, I'm just tired just now, maybe. After speaking, the aunt laughed again.
"If you look at my dad, you look at Beibei. ”