After coming to S Normal University, Gu Xinyuan felt that the enthusiasm before the college entrance examination was suddenly discharged, and she couldn't raise her energy to study in an instant, but only thought about fiddling with the computer - watching anime or voice actor interviews, of course, her favorite is to shop for posts. Many times, once she starts to shop at the post bar, she can go shopping from morning to 12 o'clock in the middle of the night, except for the time to wash and eat, she is basically soaking in the post bar, which makes Ah feel comfortable and relaxed. She faintly felt uneasy about the fact that she no longer wanted to learn knowledge, but for some reason, she just couldn't control herself, and if she didn't pay attention, a day would be wasted, however, no matter what choice she made, the people who worked hard were still working hard. It didn't take long for her to get tired of this free life, and she was even more overwhelmed, so she could only get confused and regret in some kind of unpredictable temptation as if she was nailed to the same place day by day......

"Hey!" Gu Xinyuan sighed, raised his head to look at the sky, a trace of sadness furrowed between his eyebrows, and said to himself, "The sky is so blue, why is my heart so sad?" "Although she wanted to recite a poem, she didn't have enough ink in her chest, so she could only sigh again. At this moment, she suddenly noticed a person coming in front of her, and she was so frightened that she turned her head away, covered her already hot and red face with her left hand, stiffly fixed on the side of the road, grabbed a branch, pretended to look at the scenery calmly, and waited until the person was far away before she breathed a sigh of relief.

That's right, this is the problem she has to face at the moment - she can't communicate with people normally, her eyes are red all the time looking at others, and sometimes she has very itchy pimples on her hands!

Gu Xinyuan sighed, knocked his head speechlessly, covered his still hot face with both hands, squatted on the ground in pain and howled a few times, swallowed his saliva twice with great effort, and frowned helplessly.

In fact, she didn't like to speak in crowded places before, and it was easier to blush, but she could still communicate normally with her classmates and friends, however, after going to college, she found that she couldn't even walk normally on campus, as long as she knew that someone was around, she would be involuntarily nervous and even scared, so she almost refused all parties, and she didn't even participate in the English club she first reported, nor did she participate in any competitions. The counselor has long said that there are any so-called innovation credits, of course she knows that her innovation credits are definitely not enough to go on like this, but she has no way to solve the problem, she can only "be a monk for a day and hit the clock for a day", and get by.

"What the hell is going on with me?" Gu Xinyuan asked himself, "I don't know, I don't know what's going on at all." Subconsciously scratching her hand a few times, she lowered her head suddenly, only to find that her hands had pimples again, her eyes were red, and she muttered with fear: "I can't have some strange disease, right?" Am I going to die? No! No! I'm scared! Shaking her head violently, she comforted herself: "No, no, I wasn't born in this world to die, how can I die so easily?" Yes! I haven't played a role yet, how can I just die? Yes! Won't die! Just these few baseless words, she persuaded herself, patted her chest reassuringly, smiled stupidly, and walked briskly towards the dormitory. Because the public courses are more partial, she always goes to class alone, and she doesn't go with other people in the dormitory, anyway, she is used to being alone, so she doesn't feel anything.

She avoided several acquaintances, deliberately ignoring a boy who wanted to greet her, Gu Xinyuan finally came to the door of her dormitory after all the hardships, rubbed her eyebrows that had been wrinkled a little, she squeezed out a smile, gently pushed open the door of the 304 dormitory and walked in.

"Xinyuan, back?" A small girl in the dormitory, who looked to be only about 1.55 meters, warmly greeted Gu Xinyuan, and she was also the most willing person in this dormitory to take care of Gu Xinyuan.

"Lin Jing, hello!" Gu Xinyuan wanted to be more cordial, but he didn't dare to look up at the other party, so he had to walk towards his bed (the bed in the dormitory is a combination of a wardrobe and a desk above the bed), and casually responded to the other party.

"Haha, you just need me to Jingjing! Or, like everyone else, call me Brother Jing. Smiling cheerfully, Lin Jing leaned intimately towards Gu Xinyuan's position, wrapped his arms around her shoulders, leaned his mouth on her ear, and said coquettishly: "Xinyuan, let's go to the cafeteria to eat together later, okay?" ”

The moment Gu Xinyuan was hugged, she felt that the cells in her body were screaming uncomfortable, her body froze instantly, her hands and hands felt itchy at the same time, she immediately broke Lin Jing's arm, stood up, opened her wardrobe door, and pretended to find something.

"What are you doing when you open the cabinet?" Lin Jing didn't seem to feel embarrassed at all, and naturally stood behind Gu Xinyuan, and asked with concern, "Do you need me to help you?" ”

"No, no!" Gu Xinyuan was nervous and ashamed, and only muttered in her heart: "I don't know if she saw me blushing?" I refuse her like this, I wonder if she will be angry? ”

"It's past four o'clock now, can we go to dinner later?" Lin Jing asked.

Gu Xinyuan didn't want to go to dinner with Lin Jing, but when she thought that she was so nervous that her face was flushed, maybe she would be pointed at by others with her, so she couldn't bear it, so she shook her head lightly and said sullenly: "No, I still have things to do, can you do it yourself?" ”

"Well, it's not impossible." Lin Jing looked at Gu Xinyuan, who had been facing away from him, held back the smile on the corner of his mouth, sighed lightly, and said, "That's okay, I won't embarrass you." But you need to eat well! ”

"Uh, yes!" Gu Xinyuan nodded, his shoulders, which had been stiff, instantly relaxed, and he couldn't help but raise his hand and pat his chest.

Lin Jing almost couldn't hold back her laughter when she saw Gu Xinyuan's small movements, hurriedly turned around, covered her mouth hard, and finally endured it, and was silent for a while, she said: "By the way, the school is checking the hygiene today, because you went to class, I took in the quilt you dried on the balcony." ”

"yes, okay." After Gu Xinyuan said this, he suddenly remembered that he seemed to be thanking Lin Jing for this matter, but he didn't know how to speak, so he became entangled, and as a result, he missed the best time to thank him.

"No need to say thank you." Lin Jing picked up his lunch box, came to Gu Xinyuan's face, and said with a smile, "Helping you is also for our dormitory, and I brought your quilt in without your consent, so you don't have to thank you." ”

When Gu Xinyuan heard this, his face turned even redder, and he almost stretched his head into the cabinet, and after letting out a muffled "um", he heard a soft sound of the door closing, naturally Lin Jing went out. At this moment, she was finally the only one left in the room, and she suddenly felt much more relaxed, took out her laptop from the cabinet, opened the player, and began to play the anime she had downloaded in advance.

"Ah, by the way, you have to open QQ." She recently started to play QQ farm, stealing vegetables every day, in order to steal vegetables, she went everywhere to apply to add friends, regardless of whether she knew or didn't know, first send a friend application and then say. Because of adding friends, she met a special friend on the Internet, although I don't know the other party's appearance, voice and even age, but I always feel that the other party is very reliable, I can tell him all my words, and I don't have to worry about blushing when chatting with him, because even if I blush, the other party can't see it, so now chatting with him on QQ every day has become a must-do every day.

"Are you there?" After Gu Xinyuan sent out the message, after a while, the other party replied with a "yes", she pursed her lips and smiled, chatting happily with the other party.

"What are you doing?"

"It's still in class!"

"Why did you send me a message back in class?"

"But you sent it to me first, and you sent it all, can I not reply?"

"Are you blaming me?"

"How dare I!"

"You'd better go to class first, so as not to be caught by the teacher."

"Okay, then I'll contact you later!"

"Hmm!"

Gu Xinyuan covered her somewhat hot face, smiled happily, felt that her heart was full, she only felt as if she was back in high school, she knew in her heart that one of the reasons why she liked to chat with this stranger so much was because she regarded him as Ouyang Lu, of course, another important reason why she was obsessed with chatting with him was because she felt safe - no one could see anyone, and no one knew anyone's appearance, thoughts, shortcomings and even flaws.

"I'm really cowardly enough to choose to make friends with others online in order to escape from reality!" Smiling self-deprecatingly, she said to herself with some sadness: "I know that the other party is not true, but I still can't help but want to contact him, what a self-deception!" If he knew what I was thinking, would he look down on me? Ay! Anyway, I'm just chatting with him online, and as long as I don't give away my personal information, the other party won't know who I am. ”

"Huh? Who's in the dorm? A thin and beautiful girl with a height of about 165cm and a little yellowish skin pushed open the door with a bright smile, and saw Gu Xinyuan who was looking at the computer at a glance, the excitement on her face dissipated in an instant, and her expression became dry and a little embarrassed, she smiled perfunctorily at the corner of her mouth, and greeted Gu Xinyuan: "Yo, Gu Xinyuan, it's you, that, have you eaten?" ”

"I ate, ah, didn't. Well, that, Xu Suihe," Gu Xinyuan was taken aback, and almost said the wrong thing when he was nervous, but when he spoke, it was like holding the words in his mouth, muttering, some of which were difficult to hear clearly.

"Hmm." Xu Suihe said perfunctorily indifferently, sat down at his desk, opened the lunch box and began to eat. She has never liked Gu Xinyuan very much, because no matter how enthusiastic others are, the other party is always like a piece of ice that can't be warmed, and she always ignores people, which makes people really uncomfortable.