Particularly worth it
On the third day after that, early in the morning, Bei Bei stepped on the train to the provincial capital again, she wanted to go to the hospital to see him, and she promised him.
After returning home the day before, she didn't call Peng Cheng, she knew he was sleeping, but she didn't call because of this.
In the middle of the night, Peng Cheng's phone called, just woke up, his voice sounded hoarse, he said: "Daughter-in-law, why don't you call me when you get home, it's okay to send a message, I'm so anxious." ”
"How are you?" Babe sat up from the bed, curled up at the foot of the bed around the quilt, she thought about it, she had to say so much to him, until he didn't want to hear it.
"I'm fine, when will you come to see me, how will you be tomorrow?" he was so eager to see each other again, so he was pleading, persistently pleading, making it impossible to refuse.
Bei Bei couldn't answer him, she was powerless, it made her feel like a bad person, an unkind person, but she really wasn't, she just knew what she didn't want.
After a stalemate for a while, Peng Cheng continued to say in a dumb voice: "Daughter-in-law, I'm waiting for you here, I will look at the building in front of the window every day, and when you appear there, I'll pick you up below." ”
Like a bullet, his words broke her heart.
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Really, can you really determine what is true? Maybe you can see through others, can you see through yourself?
The train had to wander for at least two and a half hours, and she had to stand, and she couldn't change her position while standing, because there was nowhere to change. The huge carriage was squeezed and pressed, and everywhere it could be seen, there were people, and Bei Bei was like a sardine in a compressed can, pressed in a panic, and all he had was the square inch under his feet.
Finally, the train was about to arrive, and the girl's heart was filled with a little refreshment, and she could relax her muscles. She picked up her handbag, followed the flow of people and walked outside, turned left and right, and before she left the station, Peng Cheng sent another message: "Daughter-in-law, where are you?"
From the moment she first got on the train, Peng Cheng had a message for a while, and even the information was just as noisy. He kept asking her where the car went, and asked once in three and a half minutes, but this time Bei Bei didn't answer him, she went out of the train station and bought a tea egg from the white steel pot next to her.
"Daughter-in-law, you speak, where are you?"
The girl glanced at her mobile phone, she was not very happy, regretted agreeing to him, came to find him so far away, this toss along the way, she was very uncomfortable, there was a sour smell in the carriage on her body, she hated it in her heart.
"Daughter-in-law, what's wrong with you? Am I wrong? Where are you?"
Before the message was finished, the phone rang, and Bei Bei hung up the phone even more annoyed, all because of him, she really didn't want to talk now. She hurried two steps, got across the road and took a taxi, almost as fast as she could, but she didn't realize it, and no amount of disgust could stop her from going any faster.
He called again, maybe it was because he was anxious, he called again and again, Bei Bei hung up again and again, she ate the tea eggs, but still hung up the phone with her free hand, and her heart became more anxious.
"Daughter-in-law, I, what's wrong with me? "It's not his fault, his message is coming again.
The taxi was about to go to the hospital, and this time the driver didn't say anything about the hospital, he made a nice turn and stopped. Bei Bei was giving money, and felt that the car door was opened, and a cold wind broke in for a while, she turned around, Peng Cheng was sweaty, he pulled the car door with one hand, and then smiled and breathed a sigh of relief.
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"Is this a surprise for me?"
He was dressed in that striped patient gown, and the wind was stirring here in all directions, and his hair was blown tousled and stood on top of his head.
Bei Bei nodded subconsciously and recognized the credit that did not belong to her.
He pursed his lips, looking sincerely happy, the joy seemed to be sudden, the girl felt that where had she seen such a smile, in those anti-Japanese films, those veterans who had survived the battlefield after the catastrophe, only they would laugh like that.
All the equipment that can be dismantled on Peng Cheng's face has been removed, and his face is a little more bloody than the day before yesterday, but it is still dark: "It's cold outside, let's go in and talk." With that, he dragged her to the hospital: "Daughter-in-law, you scared me, I want to run back." ”
His hands were cold, not at all as warm as a boy, maybe it had been frozen outside for too long! he held her tightly, Bei Bei looked at his determined side face, he didn't notice, he said he was going to run back, she didn't say no.
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Peng Cheng insisted on introducing this hospital to her, saying that he had lived in many departments here, and many doctors knew him, and that the best connection to the bones here was to take out the tendons in the bones and reconnect them.
He was so happy that he was incoherent, and Bebe regretted it at the moment, she shouldn't have taken the credit, which obviously made him even happier, but she knew it wasn't true. He greeted almost everyone, to the many beautiful little nurses, to show them the girl around him. The patient gown he was wearing was very transparent, and the white bandage on his chest could be seen clearly through the patient gown, and the red blood grew bigger on the bandage little by little.
"Cheng Cheng, you're red. Bei Bei only pointed to his chest, as if pointing to a knife stuck in his chest, and she subconsciously avoided it.
"It's okay, I know, I just went downstairs in a hurry and stretched it out. He smiled proudly, maybe for him, this pull, especially worth it.
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In the upstairs ward, this time there was a short woman standing in front of the window, with a dark and thin face, shriveled and lifeless, her skin was cracked by the wind and sun, and when she saw Bei Bei and Peng Cheng coming back, she lowered her head and turned her face away, and left without saying a word.
Peng Cheng took Beibei's hand and asked her to sit beside him, and before lying down, he casually pressed the button at the head of the bed, and after a while, the doctor came.
"You called me, what's the matter? "That doctor is far less handsome than Qin Tian, he is tall, he has already lost his head, almost forty!
"Nothing. A little bleeding. Peng Cheng lifted the placket of the hospital gown, the blood had already stained the striped clothes, and the bandages inside were blood-red, and he looked back at Beibei: "Daughter-in-law, you go out for a while." ”
"No, I'm going to be here. Bebe said, reaching out and gently nudging his head.
"I'll just say don't keep moving. The doctor casually walked around the hospital bed to Peng Cheng's side, leaning against the window.
I smacked it. He listened to the man very much, and responded to him very well, and the doctor reached out to close the curtain on the hospital bed as he walked, and pulled Babe outside the curtain by the way.
I can't see it anymore, I don't know why, Bei Bei feels very nervous, but she is still glad that the doctor has closed the curtain, she feels that she does not have the courage to look.
The silhouette on the curtain looked terrifying, the doctor's huge body lowered, and he was holding something on Peng Cheng's chest, she could feel his body froze, but fortunately, the curtain was opened again, and the doctor said while pulling: "Actually, it's not a big deal, it can be stopped in a while, you just don't move, do you still have a fever?"
"Fever. Peng Cheng subconsciously glanced at Bei Bei again.
"Then you have to be hospitalized until you don't have a fever. The doctor also looked at Beibei, grinned, and asked, "This is the girlfriend you are talking about!"
"Hmm!" Peng Cheng snorted, he didn't seem to be willing to speak, but he still emphasized: "My daughter-in-law." ”
"Okay, daughter-in-law, it's good-looking. The tall doctor shook his head and looked at her, and then nodded: "This guy is not ordinary!
"Hmm!" Bei Bei replied, smiling slightly.
"Ordinary people can't do it, they have to come out. He looked at Peng Cheng again, and put his big hand on his shoulder: "Don't move, there will be no bleeding for a while, and you will find me if you have something." ”
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In a world of two people, no one is innocent.
The doctor's red face looked shiny, and he exchanged a few words with everyone in the ward, and his voice was loud.
"Daughter-in-law, he makes a lot of money every day, and my brother will give him 2,000 when I have surgery. ”
As soon as the doctor went out, Peng Cheng whispered to Beibei, it seems, how strange it is, but the girl is not entangled in these, she doesn't care about these, she looked at Peng Cheng's slightly ruddy little face, pulled the quilt, and covered him more tightly.
"Have you taken fever-reducing medicine?" she always seemed like an outsider, an outsider.
"Hmm!" Peng Cheng should be kind, maybe he didn't need to lie down, but he still obediently obeyed her, he seemed to be full of gratitude, reached out and grabbed Beibei, gently kneaded her fingers, the soft play Ying'er, always want to pinch out of shape, he is more comfortable.
"Daughter-in-law, I want to marry you. Peng Cheng stared at Bei Bei tightly, not wanting to let go of any of her reactions, the eyes were full of brilliance, and the girl couldn't look directly.
"Why do you have to come out on your own?"
"Do you agree?" she couldn't distract from him, and he still asked her.
"Don't say anything else, why did you come out on your own?"
Struggling, she didn't even want a cover, the two of them avoided each other's questions like this, the real answer turned out to be so unimportant, Xu Bei Bei didn't respond for a long time, Peng Cheng was a little angry, he took a deep breath, and he had no strength.
"On the day of the operation, as far as my mother is, if I don't wake up......" Peng Cheng seemed to swallow a mouthful of words to his mouth, but he didn't finish: "Daughter-in-law, you don't know." He looked at the surrounding hospital beds: "They are all carried down from the operating table by their families, there are no doctors and nurses to carry you down, they are all from their own families, if I don't wake up, my mother can't lift me, what should she do." ”
"So when I went in, I said to the anesthesiologist, you can give me less anesthetic so that I can wake up after the operation. ”
Bei Bei stared at his face, she couldn't understand what he said in Chinese, but fortunately he obeyed her.
"Then what about your aunt!Why don't your father and your brother come?" Bei Bei stared at him with her big transparent eyes, with an untimely naivety, and Peng Cheng was speechless.
He raised his eyebrows, struggling as if to get up, but it wasn't easy, he hurt, and reluctantly said more, he pulled Bei Bei and didn't let go, maybe it was her fault that scared him, so he kept talking, talking nonsense, and he didn't have a clue, most of the sentences in the east and west were half-cut sentences.
At this time, Bei Bei didn't know that this was probably the time when Peng Cheng loved her the most, so his words couldn't even form a sentence, he didn't even say a useful word, she just felt that she couldn't understand, and she didn't know what Peng Cheng wanted to express, she even laughed at him, laughing at him for his poor expression ability, and he couldn't say his thoughts fluently.
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Lying down with Peng Cheng all the time, Bei Bei sat with a sore back, and at noon, the short woman brought some food. Peng Cheng couldn't eat these yet, they were all prepared for her, he seemed to be comfortable, he said a lot of funny things to make her happy, and said some interesting things about other people's operations, and he himself was happy.
"Daughter-in-law, let's not have children in the future. He said it suddenly, not knowing why.
"Huh, what's wrong?"
"Yesterday, there was a child downstairs who died, and giving birth to a child can really kill people, so we resolutely don't want it. Peng Cheng said so seriously, he said that the dead woman, why did she die, who knows! Anyway, when he heard that she was dead, he thought about it at that time, and the child was resolutely not wanted.
"Are you scared?"
"Well, I'm scared, and several of the little nurses were scared last night. ”
"You're not a woman, what are you afraid of?" This distant subject, whether it is for Bei Bei or Peng Cheng, should be very far away.
"Then can I not be afraid if you die?"
"I'm not dead, why are you nervous?"
Bei Bei glanced at him, but Peng Cheng suddenly became happy: "Yes, I can control it if I give birth to another man, daughter-in-law, if you get along with other men, you see if he can be as good as I am to you." ”
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As soon as noon, the sunlight turned to the window next to Peng Cheng, he was a little sunny, but he didn't say it, Bei Bei also followed the doctor's example, pulled the curtain to the other side, blocking the front of the sun, Peng Cheng watched her finish her work, and sat back on the original small stool, she poured a glass of water: "You drink some, I'll help you go." ”
They all understood what that was saying, the girl's empathy was heartwarming, and the hope in Peng Cheng's eyes became clearer, and he nodded, but he just dipped his mouth in water.
After a while, she excused herself to go home the next day. She said it lightly, but Peng Cheng was lonely all of a sudden, he seemed very nervous, all the happiness just now overflowed his eyes, and in a blink of an eye, he was as depressed as if he had been thrown away. He lowered his head, held Beibei's hand, and squeezed it tighter, and did not speak for a while.
"I always have to go home, if it's late, it may not be what time I get home, and your aunt is not here today, and the train will take two and a half hours. Bei Bei said that she was the most useful, but the most ruthless.
For a long time, he finally raised his head and stared at her, as if there was a cloud, his eyes were pure and straightforward reluctance, which made people have to avoid, avoid him and avoid the ambiguity in his heart. After thinking for a while, he finally nodded and said, "Then I'll send you." ”
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"That's it!" Bei Bei stopped in front of the elevator, Peng Cheng walked too hard, he struggled to get out of bed, trying to hold her fingers tightly, and the fingers were squeezed together.
She comforted him and pulled her arm out of his hand: "Don't go down with me, toss again, the wound is bleeding again, and you still have a fever." ”
"It's fine. His arm fell into the air, he was a little unsteady on his feet, Bei Bei hurriedly supported him again, one was not paying attention, Peng Cheng reached out and pressed the button of the elevator.
"It's the same everywhere, it's not a few steps, and when you get here, I feel better. The elevator door opened, Bei Bei stood motionless, she looked at Peng Cheng's eyes, gentle but firm, she had to leave him here, so the elevator door closed again.
Peng Cheng stared at the girl who was facing away from the elevator and resolutely stopped moving, and was generally reluctant in his heart. He was about to say something when the elevator door suddenly opened again, as if it were broken, and it deflected twice.
This time the elevator door seemed to be desperate, he held Beibei's hand and squeezed it vigorously, looking at her pitifully, like a stray puppy that longed for charity and was unwilling to let her go, Beibei couldn't help but hug him.
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Walking out of the hospital building, the girl still felt that there were a pair of eyes staring at her, she looked back in the direction of the hospital, Peng Cheng did not appear at the door. She glanced at the location of the fourteenth floor, and saw that in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows on that floor-to-ceiling floor, Peng Cheng was standing alone, fourteen stories high, Bei Bei couldn't see his face clearly, but he suddenly lay on the glass of the floor-to-ceiling window with his hands, leaned forward hard, and looked at the chest of the patient gown, which was a piece of red.
Bei Bei waved his hand vigorously, and she saw that his body seemed to lean forward, in front of the glass window, as if he was about to jump off.
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"You're leaving me, aren't you?Will you still come to see me?" On the train home, Bei Bei saw Peng Cheng's message, and he had already sent it over and sent it many times.
"Of course I'll go to see you. She didn't lie, as Qin Tian also said.