Chapter 32: Self-abandonment

After Yuqi left, the room became quieter.

With the sound of charcoal burning in the brazier, Yan Juan stood up and walked in the direction of the door.

As he got up, his sleeves swept past the side of the dresser, and the wind blew the red tassels on the bottles.

The injuries on the ankles and knees have not been treated in any way, and the friction of the clothes between walks has made the pain caused by the wounds more intense.

However, Yan Wan still insisted that she walk like a normal person, and the injured ankle hurt and left.

She closed the door that Yuqi had not brought with her when she left, looked back again, looked at the silence in the room, and suddenly fell on the Taishi chair outside.

The Taishi chair was stacked on top of the wardrobe, and Yan Wan finally climbed up with great effort.

In addition to the door to the outer room and the window facing the courtyard, there was a vent in the top of the wardrobe, and a tree grew right outside the vent. If you climb out of the vent, the process may be a little more thrilling, but as long as you are not too unlucky, there should be no major problems.

Yan Juan leaned against the wall and slowly stepped on the Taishi chair.

I don't know if she was injured in the ankle, or if the Taishi chair was not stable in the first place, and it was shaky for a while, let alone climbing up to the vent, it seemed dangerous to simply maintain balance.

What she tried her best to do would eventually be as she wished.

Standing on tiptoe, half of his body poked out of the vent.

With the force under her feet, the whole person was suspended in mid-air, and the Taishi chair that gave her strength below finally couldn't bear so much pressure, and fell to the ground with a dull sound.

The jade chess outside knocked on the door and asked repeatedly, "Girl, are you okay?" ”

She wanted to enter the house, but the door was slammed back.

I can't push it open, and no matter how much I worry about it, it's all through a door.

Then Yuqi heard Yan Juan say: "I'm a little tired and want to rest, don't come and quarrel with me." ”

It seems to be her delusion.

For a moment, Yuqi felt that his girl's voice seemed to be separated by something, but when she thought about it carefully, through a door, the words she heard were not so clear, and it seemed to be understandable.

After sending the jade chess, Yan Juan struggled to move in the vent.

When she looked up, she found that the tree behind the house was so far away, that she couldn't even touch the leaves with her little arms, let alone the branches.

No wonder no one ever said that this tree was going to be cut down, so it was just a beautiful display!

Yan Juan found herself as if she had reached a dilemma.

There is no way forward, nowhere to go back.

Calling Yuqi and the others over is also a way, and it can also help her get out of the current predicament safe and sound.

Unfortunately, she didn't want to.

Yan Wan looked down at her skirt, the waist was wrapped around a two-color belt, if one end of the belt was fixed at the vent, the length of the two belts superimposed on each other seemed to be able to hang down close to the ground.

The only thing worth pondering is whether the quality of her belt can support a person as big as hers.

Dead horses are treated as live horse doctors.

It really didn't work, she just jumped through the vent.

When the time comes, whether you live or die will have a destiny.

Simply, destiny is favored by her.

The quality of the clothes produced by Fairview is still very guaranteed, and she went out smoothly with a belt.

Standing on the ground behind the house, Yan Wan held the crumbling skirt in both hands, and the waist seal used to fix it was dropped by her on the vent, and the belt could not be taken back for a while. I can't let her go out and still carry her skirt like this, how ugly it is!

When she left Master Yan's study, she did say that she would forget everything that happened in the study.

But it's one thing to say, and how difficult it is to actually do it, only those who have experienced it know firsthand.

Instead of letting her stay in the house and immerse herself in the pain of cognitive subversion, it is better to let her go out and walk around, and maybe she can suddenly see it!

In the end, Yan Juan still appeared on the street outside the house.

She didn't go back to her room, nor did she go to Yuqi and the others, after all, that would make all her previous efforts in vain.

And it's just that it's missing a belt, and it's not that there is no clothing on it, so it's really not a big deal at the moment.

She had torn off a small section of her skirt and hem, but with the help of some other tools, she could not have torn it with her hands alone.

The pedestrians on the street say too much, and they say too little.

Yan Juan stood in the corner, observed for a long time, and decided not to go to the street.

What can you do on the streets?

There seems to be no other possibility than adding some material to the rumors about her.

Even if she already has the idea of giving up on herself, Yan Juan doesn't want to become a crazy person in other people's mouths.

She looked back at the dark alley behind her, and she had a goal for her next trip.

Jinguancheng looks magnificent, and it is an excellent place to go.

But under the light, there must also be shadows.

There will be abductors and thieves in other cities, and there are naturally some in Jinguan City.

When Yan Juan used to read books, she heard a sentence called 'Rather than be broken than complete'.

Earlier, she thought she was jade, but after talking to her father today, she realized that she was actually the one behind.

Since it's not precious, then no one will feel sorry for it if it's broken!

The one who would feel sorry for her slept in the winter lake, buried in the dark where no one knew.

"Breaking the jar actually makes sense!"

Yan Wan said before stepping into the darkness.

Maybe she'll meet a kidnapper in the alley, or she'll meet other bad guys, but that's okay, she's already hidden an open dagger in her sleeve, and even if she can't save herself from the wicked, it's easy to finish herself.

Despair and resentment can't be vented to those close to them, and it's not a thing to always hold it in your heart.

So let's look at God's arrangement.

Whether to let her hands get bloody, or let her return to the trajectory of her original life.

"Is it true that both sides of Huangquan Road are planted with Manshu Sawa? I haven't seen the kind of boiling tweed that is rumored to be! ”

Secretly thinking to herself, Yan Wan walked through the alley with one foot deep and one foot shallow, and her ankle, which was already painful, became even more painful because of her actions.

She thought she would encounter something, but in fact, she had already walked through seven or eight small alleys, and met two or three wild cats, four or five wild dogs, and as for people, she had not seen a single one.

"Maybe it's because there are people from the government living nearby, so those bad people don't dare to come here."

When he walked out of the alley again, and still nothing happened, Yan Juan made a guess.

She thought that maybe if she walked a little further west, she should be able to get out of the area where the people in the government were gathered.

Taking a deep breath, Yan Juan looked at the dark alley opposite, and was about to rush inside.

Suddenly, a slightly hesitant voice came from behind him.

"Wanwan?"