Chapter 31: She's Useless
After being sad to the extreme, all emotions seemed to be drained in an instant, and only an empty heart remained.
Outsiders may not know why Yan Juan and Xie Chen hit it off at first sight, and they have become close friends for many years.
But it is impossible for the rest of the Yan family not to know.
It was also his relatives who died for it, and only he was able to escape death.
There are too many similarities between Xie Chen and her, as if she is another her in the world.
Therefore, Master Yan's extremely derogatory words to Xie Chen were not said to Yan Xuan!
At least in Yan Juan's opinion, it was for her.
"Do you think that I have been copying scriptures day after day for so many years, and I have already copied myself stupidly, so that I will think that as long as you say it, I will do it?"
With her back against the door, she had already retreated.
Master Yan thought back to what he had just said, and what he said in and out of his words was that Xie Chen was not good, and he did not mean to target Yan Xuan.
But the little girl who didn't think about his family insisted on sticking those words to herself.
Watching Yan Juan's overwhelmed outburst and refuting his words word by word, Master Yan didn't realize the seriousness of the matter at first.
But when he looked at Yan Wan again, he saw her crying.
When she said she deserved to die, too.
"No, don't cry, you listen to me first......"
Master Yan tried to get close to her, but after she showed strong resistance, he had to stop at a distance not far away.
"What is there to say?" Yan Juan's eyes were cold.
She said: "I believe in drinking and telling the truth, and I believe in not choosing what to say. What many people say inadvertently is the most true, just like what you just said. ”
As for crying?
The dried tears didn't even leave tear stains, except for the slight infrared at the corners of her eyes, where did she look like she had just cried!
"Wanwan, you believe Daddy, what Daddy just said is Xie Chen, not you, you and Xie Chen are completely different."
Old Man Yan thought about it, and felt that it was the improper organization of his language just now that made Yan Juan so emotional.
He tried to explain it to Yan Xuan, but it didn't seem to work so well.
Because the little girl opposite him replied, "You don't need to explain, I know what you mean." ”
"Although I don't like to read since I was a child, I still know something as obvious as pointing at Sang and scolding Huai."
The chill in my heart seems to be getting stronger and stronger.
Yan Wan's hand was already pressed on the hidden door, and she said, "I know that I am too useless." ”
"Even if you have made it as clear as you say, Daddy, I still hope that everything that happened today is just a dream, and when I wake up from the dream, everything will still be the same as before."
"You are still the father who loves me very much, when someone outside says bad things about me, you will take your eldest brother to the door to teach them a lesson, so that they don't dare to talk nonsense again."
And not like it is now.
I don't know how many rumors from the outside world have spread, and I don't see any reaction from him, and he even really uses the rumors from the outside world to restrain her.
Master Yan said a lot of persuasions, but suddenly he couldn't say anything.
When he came back to his senses, Yan Wan had already pushed open the door of the study.
Before leaving, she said, "I'll act as if nothing happened today." ”
"I haven't been to the study in the front yard, and I haven't heard my dad say I'm unlucky, I hope the damn person is me, just act as if nothing happened!"
The little girl's action of going out was unhurried, but after she stood in the yard, through a door, Master Yan ran when he saw her pulling her legs, and even because she ran too fast, she accidentally tripped over the corner of her skirt and fell to the ground.
She must have fallen a little hard, and she couldn't get up from lying on the ground for a long time.
Master Yan walked out of the door, planning to catch up with her and call her.
But she had already gotten up from the ground, patted her skirt casually, and limped on.
"I'm really just saying thank you!"
His voice dissipated into the empty courtyard.
However, the person he hoped would hear it had long since left.
Even when I heard this, I still disdained it and didn't take it seriously.
He knows that his character is extremely stubborn, and as long as it is something he believes in, he will not change.
And Yan Juan is his biological daughter, so she naturally inherited his stubborn character.
What the little girl has already decided in her heart, no matter how he explains it, the final result will not change anything.
Yuqi was sent back to the courtyard early because Yan Juan wanted to have a secret chat with Master Yan.
She sat on the eaves with a small bench, embroidering a handkerchief for a while, and most of her attention was on the direction of the courtyard gate, very worried about Yan Wan, who had not yet returned.
When Yan Juan's figure finally appeared in her sight, she immediately dropped the things in her hand and quickly greeted her.
"What's the matter, girl?"
Yuqi stepped forward and saw Yan Xuan's gray dress, and noticed that her walking posture was not quite right.
There was a sigh in his heart: "Master, is he punishing a girl!" ”
"No, I just fell in the little garden, and it's not a big deal."
Yan Xuan, supported by Yuqi, slowly walked towards the house.
Dirty clothes have to be replaced, but what to do with dirty feelings?
Soon, Yan Juan changed into a set of clean clothes under the service of Yuqi.
When changing clothes, Yuqi also saw the wounds on Yan Juan's knees and ankles, and looked at the wounds that only come after wrestling, but the small garden of Yanfu didn't even have a rockery, it was a real garden as its name suggests, and there were all flowers in it, and nothing else.
The flat bluestone path, their girls can also fall?
Sounds like an excuse.
Yuqi thought to herself, and didn't think about getting to the bottom of it, what the girl didn't want to say, why did she disturb the girl's mood for a moment of curiosity!
However, she didn't expect that she had just found the medicine and wine for bruising from the cabinet, and before she could reach the girl, the girl asked her to go out first, saying that she wanted to be alone quietly.
"But your injuries haven't been dealt with yet!"
Yuqi was holding the medicinal wine, and he didn't want to leave for a while.
She asked tentatively, "Why don't you give you some medicine first, and then go out as soon as you finish the medicine, what do you think?" ”
Yan Wan looked down at her legs, and she couldn't see anything through her skirt.
Even if you were still like this, you could feel the pain in your knees and ankles.
Most of the time, she doesn't like pain.
Now is a special time, and there is nothing wrong with having such pain to make her more sober.
"It's just a little injury, it's nothing at all, you go out first!"
As she said this, Yuqi could only leave first.
However, before leaving, she put the medicinal wine she had just found on the dresser next to the bed, and the custodian Yan Wan could reach it with her hand.
When Yuqi returned to the courtyard, the needle and thread and handkerchief she had just dropped were still on the ground, and she picked up her things and dusted them, feeling very sad in her heart.
The girl looked very bad, and I don't know what the old man said to the girl.