Chapter 168: Won't Forgive Him So Soon
This time, Lu Boyan thought that Su Jian'an should not forget about the matter so quickly and forgive him.
The sleepy Su Jian'an fell into a dream.
In her dream, the whole world turned into a mountain forest, and she fell into the misty forest, unable to find a way out, so she could only stand on the top of a high mountain, looking at the boundless green.
Suddenly, lightning and thunder, wind and rain poured down without hesitation, as if to wash the world to the point of collapse.
No one came to her, no one could come to save her, she was drenched in heavy rain and felt lost and helpless like never before......
I have the impression that all her sufferings began after the death of her mother.
When her mother left, she realized that the world was full of sinister, that human feelings were warm and cold, that human nature was beautiful, but there were also darkness and dirtiness. All the ugliness and evil came to her and let her look at it without any scruples.
She missed the time before she was fifteen years old, when she naively thought that her mother would accompany her for the rest of her life, she thought that the whole world was kind, and she didn't realize that she liked Lu Boyan. And Lu Boyan is far abroad, and it will not bring her any pain.
She wanted to go back to the old days, to the days when she had her mother by her side.
"Mom's ......"
Su Jian'an muttered the most affectionate name in the world, and tears came out of the corners of her eyes and flowed into Lu Boyan's heart.
"Januan."
Lu Boyan held her hand and called her name, but she was immersed in a nightmare, and she didn't mean to wake up, but the corners of her eyes became more and more wet.
She was obviously less than half a meter away from Lu Boyan, but Lu Boyan felt that they were in two parallel worlds.
Lu Boyan didn't know what she dreamed of, so she could only hold her hand and wipe away the tears from the corners of her eyes for her, and sure enough, it didn't take long for her to calm down, Lu Boyan's hand accidentally touched her face, and was scalded by the temperature on her cheeks and retracted her hand.
He subconsciously reached out to probe her forehead, and sure enough, she had a fever.
The nurse hurriedly came in and took Su Jian'an's temperature, thirty-eight degrees seven.
"Mr. Lu, your wife needs an infusion to reduce fever."
The cold needle pierced Su Jian'an's veins again, dripping down and melting into her blood.
She must have had a fever for not long, but her cheeks were red and her lips were the color of blood.
Lu Boyan frowned tightly and looked at Su Jian'an, whose cheeks were red, wishing that the person with the fever was her, and the nurse said, "You can use a cold towel to compress her forehead to help cool down." ”
Lu Boyan wrung a cold towel out of the bathroom and put it on Su Jian'an's forehead, but it didn't work, her face was still red, and her lips were dry as if they were about to peel.
He poured a glass of water, moistened Su Jian'an's lips with a cotton swab, and tirelessly repeated the action until he fed her a small half glass of water.
After the drip, Su Jian'an broke out in a cold sweat, and she began to say some dream words vaguely again, Lu Boyan wiped her sweat with a hot towel, and overheard her shouting: "Lu Boyan ......"
He was slightly stunned, thinking that he had misheard, so he stopped and listened carefully, she was really muttering his name.
Lu Boyan ...... Lu Boyan ......"
Her voice trembled a little, with a slight cry, and the whole person seemed very uneasy.
"Januan." Lu Boyan held her hand tightly, "I'm here." ”
Su Jian'an didn't feel him at all, and called "Lu Boyan", and after a while, tears flowed out of the corners of his eyes, and then he was quiet. She didn't say anything again, and she no longer called Lu Boyan's name, as if she had been completely disappointed in Lu Boyan.
Lu Boyan put the towel back in the basin and looked at her through the faint light, and the strange self-blame gradually overflowed the entire chest......
She must have dreamed of the scene on the mountain again, when the rain was pouring down, lightning and thunder, and he knew how scared she would be.
In the moment she was most scared, she might have wished he could be by her side, but he didn't.
Su Jian'an did fall into that dream again.
She dreamed that the boundless green was still spreading around, as if it were going to the ends of the earth, and she felt that she would never escape this misty forest.
Helpless, she only thought of Lu Boyan, so she kept calling his name.
Lu Boyan, Lu Boyan......
Over and over again, like when she was a child she followed him and called him, but he didn't show up, just like he wouldn't look back at her when he was a child.
It suddenly occurred to her that they were going to divorce.
Yes, Lu Boyan doesn't want her anymore, how can she still appear? He would never be with her again.
Su Jian'an fell to the ground weakly, only to feel tiredness and despair attack her one after another, drowning her, deep in this endless misty forest.
Perhaps, her life has really come to an end.
……
The next day, Su Jian'an woke up in a daze.
First of all, the smell of disinfectant water penetrated into her breath, and then she opened her eyes, and everywhere she could see was pale, not boundless green, she was not on the mountain.
Consciousness slowly regained consciousness, and she felt pain in many places on her body, but the most obvious place was her hand, not pain, but something tightly gripping.
She turned her head with some difficulty, and saw the familiar short hair, familiar shoulders, and familiar face.
He lay on her bedside in an almost imminent position, but he also slept so soundly, with a faint blue layer on his lower eyelids, it could be seen that he had not slept for long.
Su Jian'an looked around again, and the bedside table read "The First Hospital of Z City".
She's still in Z City, that...... How could Lu Boyan be here?
Aren't they going to get divorced? Why would he hold her hand and lie on the side of her hospital bed like this, looking like he had been watching her all night?
Before Su Jian'an could come up with an answer, she saw Lu Boyan's eyelashes move, and she subconsciously closed her eyes, pretending that she hadn't woken up yet.
It was also at this time that Su Yicheng pushed the door in, he looked at Su Jian'an, and then at Lu Boyan who was lying next to the bed, and was about to go out to wait for Lu Boyan to wake up, when he saw Lu Boyan raise his head.
"You're awake, just right." He walked over, "You go to the hotel to wash up and have breakfast, and I'll call you when Jian An wakes up." ”
Lu Boyan first probed the temperature of Su Jian'an's forehead, and the fever had subsided, so he got up with confidence and left the ward.
Su Yicheng walked to Su Jian'an's hospital bed and sat down: "Okay, don't pretend." ”
He watched Su Jian'an grow up, when she was a child, she often lay in bed, and the servants at home couldn't do anything about her, almost every day he broke her trick of pretending to be asleep and dragged her up from the bed.
Therefore, he knew too well whether Su Jian'an was really sleeping or pretending to be asleep.
Su Jian'an also knew that she must have been recognized by Su Yicheng, so she opened her eyes hesitantly, didn't dare to look at Su Yicheng, and whispered: "Brother......"
"How does it feel?" Su Yicheng said, "The doctor said that your leg was broken, and other places were only minor injuries. Is there anything that hurts? ”
Su Jian'an shook her head: "There is nothing very painful...... she said as she bit her lip and stopped talking.
Su Yicheng knew what she wanted to ask, and helped her sit up: "Lu Boyan came earlier than me, and he set off from City A early yesterday morning. ”
Su Jian'an was stunned, and looked at Su Yicheng unexpectedly: "Why did he come so early?" I hadn't had an accident at that time, but the flight had been grounded due to the weather. ”
"It's better for you to ask him about this." After a pause, Su Yicheng asked, "After going through this time, do you regret filing for divorce?" ”
Su Jian'an bit her lip and didn't speak, and slowly lowered her eyebrows.
After a while, she said in a low voice, "Brother, I can't take back what I said." And...... He has already agreed. Maybe the agreement has already been prepared. ”
Su Yicheng just wanted to say something, but the knock on the door rang out at this time, and the nurse walked in with a tray: "Mrs. Lu, let me take your temperature." ”
The electronic thermometer was aimed at Su Jian'an's forehead, and the temperature was quickly displayed, and the nurse smiled: "Thirty-seven, normal temperature, you don't need any more infusions today." After so long of rain yesterday, we all thought your fever was going to last to this day. It seems that Mr. Lu's careful care last night had an effect. ”
Lu Boyan's careful care?
Su Jianan looked at the nurse suspiciously, and the nurse remembered and said, "You have been asleep last night, you must not know, Mr. Lu stayed in front of your hospital bed until more than three o'clock in the morning." He has been using a towel to give you a cold compress, and later wiping your sweat and water, and this is the first time I have seen such a considerate man. ”
Saying that, the nurse left Su Jian'an's medicine: "After breakfast, remember to take these medicines." ”
After saying that, the beautiful female nurse pushed the cart and left, Su Jian'an sat on the bed in a daze, and it took a while to digest the nurse's words, and suddenly felt a little uncomfortable at Su Yicheng's gaze.
She and Lu Boyan both said that they were going to divorce, this one ...... It's weird.
Su Yicheng suddenly smiled and said, "It's not bad for you to make such a fuss. ”
"What do you mean?" Su Jian'an looked at the ceiling incomprehensibly, "Brother, why do you say Lu Boyan did this?" He can obviously ignore my big trouble. ”
Su Yicheng didn't answer and asked: "Why did he do this, don't you have an answer in your heart?" ”
Su Jian'an fell silent, and Su Yicheng said again: "Let me tell you this, if you are a person who has nothing to do with me, and I don't care about your life or death at all, I won't stay up all night and do my best to take care of you." ”
"You mean......" Su Jianan picked her fingers hesitantly, but she didn't have the confidence to say that answer.
"You know everything I'm talking about." Su Yicheng got up, "Okay, I'll let Lu Boyan come over." Let's go. ”
"Brother!" Su Jian'an just didn't know how to face Lu Boyan, so she pretended to be asleep just now, and hurriedly called Su Yicheng, "Can't you stay with me for a while?" Just for a moment. ”
"When did you become so timid?" Su Yicheng touched his sister's head, "You always have to face and solve this matter." Don't be afraid, no matter what the ending is, you have me. ”
“…… What if Lu Boyan and I divorce? ”
"You're still my sister after you're divorced." Although Su Yicheng knew that it couldn't happen, he still comforted Su Jian'an, "My brother can support you for a few lifetimes, so whatever you want to do, you just do it." It's just that I don't want you to make the wrong choice. ”
Su Jian'an understood what his brother meant, nodded, and watched him leave.