Chapter 169: Jian An, I Love You (1)

In the huge single ward, only Su Jian'an was left.

She bit her fingers and sat on the sick chuang, tangled like never before.

Listening to Su Yicheng's meaning, Lu Boyan still cared about her.

In that case, why did he do that before? first ignored her, then quarreled unreasonably, promised a divorce, and told her to leave immediately...... It's just a look of wishing she could roll as far away as possible.

She once suspected that she had done something wrong and upset him, so she put down her posture and pride to ask him, but he spoke harshly.

If you don't want to see her again, why bother looking for her?

"Mr. Lu stayed in front of your illness until three o'clock in the morning. He kept giving you cold compresses with a towel, and then wiped your sweat and fed you water, and it was the first time I had seen such a considerate man......"

The nurse's words suddenly came to mind, and Su Jian'an's mind became even more confused, she buried her head in her knees, and hugged the back of her head tightly with both hands, like an ostrich who just wants to escape the troubles of reality.

At this moment, the door of the ward was pushed open, and the familiar footsteps were getting closer......

Su Jian'an's body froze suddenly, and she suddenly wanted to maintain this posture, never raise her head, and never face the facts.

Lu Boyan didn't give her such a chance.

He walked up to the sick man and called her, "Jian An." ”

Perhaps because of staying up all night, his voice was a little hoarse.

Su Jian'an remembered that when she woke up in the morning, Lu Boyan's first reaction was to probe the temperature of her forehead.

His warm, dry palm pressed against her forehead, and she realized that she missed the feeling of intimacy and care.

It was a completely different feeling from being cared for by Su Yicheng. Su Yicheng's concern made her feel warm, but Lu Boyan's concern brought her a subtle sweetness and satisfaction.

When she left home that morning, she thought she could calmly accept the truth and face the divorce calmly. Just like what she agreed with herself before she got married, to be content, it is enough to be able to become husband and wife with Lu Boyan.

Now she knew that she was greedy for more.

It's only been half a year, Lu Boyan has made her develop too many bad habits, she has become very dependent on him, she wants him to be by her side when she encounters difficulties, she wants to share the joys, sorrows and sorrows of life and work with him, and she even wants to live with him for the rest of her life......

But before getting married, she obviously wanted to be independent, just like she was not married, and never bother Lu Boyan, so as not to bore him.

It turned out that she overestimated herself.

Su Yicheng is right, she always has to face and solve this matter.

Thinking of this, Su Jian'an finally raised his head and looked at Lu Boyan.

She wanted to laugh very much, and wanted to greet Lu Boyan casually.

But she couldn't do it, Lu Boyan's gaze was so deep and complex, as if there were thousands of emotions she couldn't understand.

She couldn't laugh or say a word, but remembered the lightning and thunder on the mountain, and the moment she fell off the steep slope......

She thought that she would never be able to see Lu Boyan again, let alone tell Lu Boyan in person that she liked him.

At that time, because of Lu Boyan, she had such a strong desire to survive. She wanted to survive and tell Lu Boyan everything, but now that Lu Boyan was in front of her, she couldn't speak.

She was afraid to see Lu Boyan's mocking expression, and she was afraid that he would disdain her feelings that she had carefully hidden for more than ten years.

For no reason, Su Jianan was suddenly so aggrieved that she wanted to cry.

Lu Boyan watched her thick long eyelashes tremble slightly, and his heart trembled slightly, he stretched out his hand and stroked Su Jian'an's cheek......

Su Jian'an just felt that the temperature of his palm was so familiar, and his movements were cautious, just like holding her cheek when he kissed her before.

Her eyes suddenly warmed up, and she blinked subconsciously, lowering her eyelashes to hide that her eyes were already covered with a layer of mist.

She angrily pushed Lu Boyan's hand: "You go away, don't touch me!" ”

Lu Boyan grabbed her shoulders and took her into her arms, she couldn't even react, let alone refuse.

Su Jian'an was deeply embedded in Lu Boyan's arms.

In her impression, Lu Boyan had never hugged her so hard, as if she was going to disappear in the next second, and he had to work so hard to keep her.

"Jian An, I'm sorry." Lu Boyan apologized, perhaps because of his hoarseness, his voice sounded deeper than before, "I shouldn't have driven you away and let you come to this place to risk your life." ”

"......" Su Jian'an's eyes were glazed.

She has never seen such a low-profile Lu Boyan, he is a character in the shopping mall, saying one thing or another, only others flatter and accommodate him, when does he need to apologize to others like this?

But she came here and almost died, and it was indeed because of him.

"Those photos were taken secretly by Chen Xuanxuan following you, I know that nothing happened to you and Jiang Shaokai that night." He said.

"Know you still doubt me?" Su Jian'an was really angry, and pushed Lu Boyan hard, "Are you just waiting for me to admit that you like Jiang Shaokai, so why don't you use this reason to divorce me?" Even if I don't mention the divorce that night, you'll definitely mention it to me in a few days, right? Lu Boyan, you bastard!

"How much do you want to see me? How tired are you of the life of a fake couple, so that Shen Yuechuan can make up some excuses that will be debunked at any time to deceive me? You must have been happy when I filed for divorce, didn't you? ”

The more she talked, the more she felt aggrieved, Su Jian'an's eyes became redder and redder, but she just didn't let the tears fall, and stubbornly kept wiping her eyes, wiping the corners of her eyes red.

Lu Boyan grabbed her hand tightly, no matter how hard she struggled, he didn't let go, he said, "Jian An, I can explain." ”

Su Jian'an looked at him with red eyes: "I've asked you many times, is it because I did something wrong that you became so strange." But you don't say anything, you just quarrel with me, suspect that I like someone else, and let me go...... Are you finally willing to tell me now? ”

She smiled, and instantly turned into the unyielding heroine of the bloody drama: "I, no, listen!" ”

After speaking, she had to break away from Lu Boyan's hand again, where would Lu Boyan let her get her wish, she had to work harder, and finally stubbornly tried to break Lu Boyan's hand, but found that her sleeves were stained with blood.

Bright red, blood stains that haven't had time to dry, can't be hers.

She grabbed Lu Boyan's hand and looked at it, and sure enough, there was a cut on his palm, and there was more than one wound, deep and shallow wounds, of different lengths, oozing blood.

"How did you get hurt?" She finally stopped struggling, just looked at Lu Boyan calmly and asked, "Why is it hurt?" ”

Lu Boyan didn't pay attention to her question at all, and raised the corners of her lips slightly: "Jian An, you still care about me, right?" ”

On your head!

Su Jian'an pushed Lu Boyan angrily, and was grabbed by him again, and he said urgently: "If you listen to my explanation, I will tell you how I was injured." ”

Su Jian'an compromised and took a step back: "You go and deal with the wound first." ”

"No, no." Lu Boyan suddenly became as stubborn as a child, "Jian An, there are some things that I should have told you a long time ago." ”

His appearance was a little abnormal, Su Jian'an frowned: "What are you going to say?" ”

After pondering for a moment, Lu Boyan finally spoke in a low voice: "Jian An, on the first day of marriage, I knew that you had someone you liked. ”

"......" Su Jian'an's heartbeat suddenly missed half a beat, and she stared at Lu Boyan unconsciously, her eyes were full of nervousness, for fear that Lu Boyan's next words would touch the biggest secret in her heart.

"I thought you liked Jiang Shaokai." The smile on the corner of Lu Boyan's lips looked more like self-deprecation, "In the past six or seven years, except for your brother, Jiang Shaokai is the only one of the opposite sex by your side. So, I thought the person you liked was him. ”

"......" Su Jian'an's belly: Who stipulates that you can only like the opposite sex around you?

"Do you remember the eve we got our license, when I told you that our marriage was only two years? Your reaction is actually happy. Later, you always talked about divorce, and repeatedly reminded me that we were going to divorce in two years. Lu Boyan looked at Su Jian'an, and his deep eyes were filled with coldness, "Jian An, do you know how many times I almost couldn't control myself from going up and pinching you?" ”

"......" Su Jian'an mossed her neck and unconsciously shrank into the chuang - Lu Boyan has violent tendencies, she knows it.

"Something happened the other day and I lost faith in our marriage. You ask me why I've become so weird, it's not that I don't want to answer you, it's that I can't. ”

In other words, Lu Boyan couldn't answer Su Jian'an for the time being.

"That's why that night, you suddenly asked me if I liked Jiang Shaokai?"

"Jiang Shaokai sent you back the night before yesterday, you were drunk, let me not touch you, and said Jiang Shaokai could. The next day, I received a photo of you at the door of the bar, Chen Xuanxuan's angle is very good, and you and Jiang Shaokai look like a close couple in the photo. He looked at Su Jian'an and said word by word, "Jian An, I'm just jealous of Jiang Shaokai." ”

Su Jian'an looked at him blankly as if he couldn't understand Lu Boyan's words.

After a few seconds, she was sure she had heard correctly, and her heart pounded like never before, as if it was about to leap out of Xiong's mouth.

She had also teased Lu Boyan for similar questions before, huh? Husband, are you jealous?

Every time Lu Boyan would admit it generously, and asked her with bad intentions, I'm jealous, what are you going to do?

She only thought that this was a game between the two of them in verbal kung fu, and she wanted to embarrass Lu Boyan, and Lu Boyan was not far behind and threw the hot potato back to her.

She never thought that Lu Boyan was telling the truth, and she didn't dare to think that Lu Boyan would be jealous because of her jealousy.

However, every time she mentioned Jiang Shaokai intentionally or unintentionally, Lu Boyan would indeed be unhappy. Last time in the supermarket, he even naively didn't let her buy the snacks that Jiang Shaokai likes to eat.

In fact, if she had thought about it carefully, she would have found clues a long time ago.

But she didn't have confidence in herself, and even now that he had said it himself, she still had to confirm itβ€”

"You ......" her voice was full of uncertainty, and her heart rate was about to explode, "Why are you jealous of Jiang Shaokai?" You know we're nothing. ”

"You're nothing, I'm still jealous." Lu Boyan said, "Four years of college is the age when you slowly understand a lot of things, but the person who accompanies you is him." You go to class together, do experiments after class, and even eat together. ”

Su Jian'an's gaze slowly became suspicious: "How do you know so clearly?" When I was in college, you were still abroad. ”

"But I know exactly what happened to you in China." Lu Boyan was not joking.

"You're looking for someone to spy on me." Su Jian'an shook his head in disbelief, "Why are you doing this?" ”

"Jian An," Lu Boyan looked at Su Jian An, word by word, loudly, "I love you." ”