Chapter 142: For the sake of his daughter

The thing that everyone didn't expect was small, and you had been recalling this in your mind, and he had seen it with his own eyes, so his father had kissed and gnawed on that strange daughter, and he could actually hear his father call that woman affectionately, as if he had been calling her mother that before, but he hadn't called me recently. At the beginning of the Ming Dynasty, there were today's scars in his heart, because he really didn't know what the world of adults was like, and his father also asked him to teach that strange aunt and mother, but in his memory, his mother was not like this at all, and his mother had a very fragrant fragrance on her body, and there were soft places on her mother's body, and it could easily lie down. Happy to find your own familiar security.

Listening to the familiar heartbeat, and then lying on his mother's chest and closing his eyes, everything is very beautiful, maybe this is life, the first way it looks, he enjoys this very much. I feel that but when my father forcibly asked Lin Chu to teach that strange aunt and mother Shi Lin, it was still very unbelievable, because in his memory, the taste of my mother was not like this at all, and this person smiled very strangely, it was not my mother at all, so he felt that this should not be a strange woman whose mother was halved, or that her mother had put on makeup, or that she had changed her identity somewhere, and that it was simply that the two people were not his mother.

He is still young, although he is only two years old, but she knows very well that her father seems to have some unknown secrets, but he doesn't know whether to tell his mother, his voice is not very neat, and he doesn't know how to express these things in the world, he has only been in this person for two years since he was a child, so he doesn't know what he is facing in front of him, therefore. Everything was imagined to be unknown, and he never told his mother about it, and when he grew up, he suddenly recalled the strange feeling when he was a child, the strange things that appeared when he was a child, such as when his father suddenly asked him to teach some strange aunts and mothers. Suddenly I understood, and all of a sudden I understood, all of this was planned by my father, not at all what my mother said, my father was trying to save him, or was it that my father was tired and running around every day for the sake of this family, and he accidentally lost his life.

That's what it looks like.

That's right, Lin Chu's mother didn't want Lin to be injured, and she also wanted to maintain his little childlike innocence, so that his father's appearance would always appear in his immature mind before he was at least two years old, so that he would always have a very good childhood, but his life was not easy to do, and he lost his father since he was a child. Mom is working hard. Solved for him later. Ideological problems, he knows that this kind of emotional thing is the most difficult to let go, especially when you leave the factory order, he will definitely understand what these things he is talking about now, so if something really goes wrong or there is something to revenge, or what is the weak mentality, let him be a mother, therefore, these white lies, he must instill in his daughter, even if you believe it, it's okay not to believe it, he doesn't want his daughter to believe it, His father turned out to be such a scumbag and he didn't want his daughter to have any worries about love, and he had any fear of the family, because as a mother, although she was also a girl in her early 20s, she had just graduated and found a job she liked and found someone she liked, but it didn't matter, because she was already a child's mother after all, she had to worry about the child's future and be fully responsible for him. It doesn't matter, at least she, the mother, can't be wronged as long as he is in his son, that's all the psychology of a mother.

Therefore, even if Lin Chong's mother was unwilling to admit that her husband was really the so-called feeling of accidentally dying for the sake of this family, he had to convince himself to admit it, because if he didn't believe in it, how could he let the child believe it, so he endured his disgusting look, Lin Chu explained over and over again that his father must be a good person, how kind his father is, How much he loves this family, how much he loves him, all this is made up by him, including two in a family. Those things happened before he was two years old, some were true and some were false, he thought he couldn't even remember, so he made up some many, many lies to deceive him and said that his childhood was very good, but he knew in his heart that these things might have been made up by his mother, but he was actually not sure, because he did have a very vague memory before, and he wouldn't remember it very clearly like now, so he didn't pierce this layer of window paper. But the only thing it knows for sure is that his father is definitely not dead as his mother said, and his father must still be there because. Lin Chu's mother will secretly cry at night.

He shed tears, not because she lost her husband, not like in the TV series, nor like the heart-rending in the movie, there was no silent tears, he just scolded the scumbag of that person or watched. Those past jobs and the grievances at work and blame that man, this is not like what a lover expresses, so you come up with a more accurate idea in your heart, what he saw when he was a child is true, it is definitely not what his mother said, Dad left for this family, and lost, but maybe Dad didn't lose at all, but Dad became someone else's father in another family and became someone else's father.

Sure enough, when I was 18 years old. Everything is very good because. Lin Chu's mother had been lying to Lin Chu, he thought that he had already taken Lin pictures to the point that at least all the lies he thought he had woven so much already felt like he could write a book.

He has been telling this kind of lie for 16 years, and he knows every lie in his heart, and he has woven a whole set of logical chains, everything has time to meet, and he has connected all the details of love together, he has. And the details of the family harmony are kept in mind as if these things have happened, when he doesn't tell Lin Zhi, he will still go over and over in his mind, over and over again, interspersed and interspersed, you make sure that this matter is like the kind of thing that has happened as if it is a fact, its only purpose is to let the daughter have full power, believe that what she said is true, and don't want the daughter to keep asking her father where he is, or have any bad childhood memories of her father, Thus influencing his future life.

And Lin Chu himself also knew his mother, why did he do this, and he didn't blame his mother at all, she was very grateful to her mother for always weaving a very beautiful fairy tale for her, but he couldn't lie to himself anymore, although he could lie to her mother on the surface and say that he admitted that he was telling the story, but he had no way to lie to himself in his heart and said that it was true, because he had experienced the true face of this kind of thing since he was a child, and he had experienced the true face of this kind of thing since he was a child. He'd seen the most disgusting side of his dad, and he knew he knew everything.