His memories swept towards her like a flood of beasts, and there was no way to erase the most painful memories of his heart, he probably felt. Everyone thought that maybe there were no things that were just childhood memories, and those things had nothing to do with him, and they wouldn't do him any harm, but what everyone didn't know was. Not only those behaviors when he was a child, but also the things he did became the most serious scar on his body, and a big lump in his heart could not be thrown away at all, and he could not forget or forget that it had been with him for more than 12 years of life, all the way.

Sometimes he will suddenly wake up in the middle of the night by a nightmare, in the dream his so-called stepmother stands in front of him, his father laughs evilly, he is like the adopted daughter in the fairy tale, he is disgusted, insulted, and looked down upon by the family, although these things did not happen in reality, but he was already afraid of cold sweat on his back, as if he couldn't find his biological mother, he couldn't find his mother, how to call his mother, he couldn't find the street running to the street, he smoked until the world couldn't find his mother. Dad smiled evilly and said, you only have one mother, from beginning to end, from childhood to adulthood, only that mother is the person in front of her, Lin Wan'er's mother, no, this is not her mother, this is Lin Wan'er's mother, and it has nothing to do with him.

Mingzhu was frightened and broke out in a cold sweat, but she couldn't wake up from this nightmare, he always remembered the woman in front of her father and her mother. But where is his real mother, where is his cutest mother, where is the mother who will coax her to play with her all the time in the middle of the night, and tell her to talk and write, he can't find it, and he can't see that mother when he runs to countless corners, but everyone says that you have only one mother from beginning to end, and she has been very loving until she was two years old, but it's a pity that the mother who holds her is her.

The mother before the age of two would coax her in the middle of the night and play with her, when her father was away. He will always hold her to give her all the security, even if his father is away, he will not feel lonely Mom, and this mother who has been forcing him to do housework since the age of two and force him to do all kinds of things he doesn't like. The person who was treated differently by another child who suddenly appeared at home was the same person, how could he be happy. But everyone around has only one mother from beginning to end, that memory is wrong when you were a child, your mother since she was a child, she has always been amiable, and she has always been so good to her, but only Lin Chu knows when she is in front of people. This mother used to be so good to him, but when he was behind his back, he accepted cold eyes, even. The family dog is not as good.

He was suddenly awakened by a nightmare, he didn't remember anything, he went out like crazy to look for it, but he couldn't find his mother, she came slowly, he squatted on the ground and cried, no, the dream came true, why couldn't he really find his mother, she squatted in the corner and cried and howled that he was ready to find any possible way to contact his mother, but he suddenly remembered that this is in a foreign country where there is no home at all and there is no family landline, because it is too expensive, it may be a bit burdensome, and he can't afford it. And he doesn't have a cell phone either. He banged on the wall in a hurry, he really was. Really everything, the nightmare just now has become a reality, she can't find her mother, the mother who has been with him for more than 20 years is not the one in the dream, but he has now exactly felt that this is reality, it is really like in a dream, he can't find his mother, he picked up the key and prepared to go out.

Today, no matter what, he has to find his mother, even if he is on the street today or accidentally noise in a certain corner of the world, he has to accompany his mother, she can't lose her, her life can only. With his mom because she was so dependent on him.

Therefore, even if Lin Chong's mother was unwilling to admit that her husband was really the so-called feeling of accidentally dying for the sake of this family, he had to convince himself to admit it, because if he didn't believe in it, how could he let the child believe it, so he endured his disgusting look, Lin Chu explained over and over again that his father must be a good person, how kind his father is, How much he loves this family, how much he loves him, all this is made up by him, including two in a family. Those things happened before he was two years old, some were true and some were false, he thought he couldn't even remember, so he made up some many, many lies to deceive him and said that his childhood was very good, but he knew in his heart that these things might have been made up by his mother, but he was actually not sure, because he did have a very vague memory before, and he wouldn't remember it very clearly like now, so he didn't pierce this layer of window paper. But the only thing it knows for sure is that his father is definitely not dead as his mother said, and his father must still be there because. Lin Chu's mother will secretly cry at night.

He shed tears, not because she lost her husband, not like in the TV series, nor like the heart-rending in the movie, there was no silent tears, he just scolded the scumbag of that person or watched. Those past jobs and the grievances at work and blame that man, this is not like what a lover expresses, so you come up with a more accurate idea in your heart, what he saw when he was a child is true, it is definitely not what his mother said, Dad left for this family, and lost, but maybe Dad didn't lose at all, but Dad became someone else's father in another family and became someone else's father.

Sure enough, when I was 18 years old. Everything is very good because. Lin Chu's mother had been lying to Lin Chu, he thought that he had already taken Lin pictures to the point that at least all the lies he thought he had woven so much already felt like he could write a book.

He has been telling this kind of lie for 16 years, and he knows every lie in his heart, and he has woven a whole set of logical chains, everything has time to meet, and he has connected all the details of love together, he has. And the details of the family harmony are kept in mind as if these things have happened, when he doesn't tell Lin Zhi, he will still go over and over in his mind, over and over again, interspersed and interspersed, you make sure that this matter is like the kind of thing that has happened as if it is a fact, its only purpose is to let the daughter have full power, believe that what she said is true, and don't want the daughter to keep asking her father where he is, or have any bad childhood memories of her father, Thus influencing his future life.

And Lin Chu himself also knew his mother, why did he do this, and he didn't blame his mother at all, she was very grateful to her mother for always weaving a very beautiful fairy tale for her, but he couldn't lie to himself anymore, although he could lie to her mother on the surface and say that he admitted that he was telling the story, but he had no way to lie to himself in his heart and said that it was true, because he had experienced the true face of this kind of thing since he was a child, and he had experienced the true face of this kind of thing since he was a child. He'd seen the most disgusting side of his dad, and he knew he knew everything.