Heart tremors
Cheng Yi leaned on the back seat of the car, his face was a little pale, he left the table early at the dinner just now, and wandered alone in the corridor for a long time, before they left, almost nothing to eat that day, not to mention that now the carriage is closed, Xie Su's wine smell is so close to his nose, Cheng Yi is a little uncomfortable and only feels a churning in his stomach.
Xie Su turned his head to look at Cheng Yi's appearance, and suddenly laughed out loud, but Cheng Yi was very calm about Xie Su's laughter. Because many times before, Xie Su would scold him before drinking, or teach him a lesson, without any reason, every time.
But when Cheng Yi was ordered by Xie Su to be locked in the room alone, every late at night, Xie Su would uncharacteristically open his door alone and squat in front of him, also like this in front of him, looking at Cheng Yi with a smile on his face full of wine, and softly asking him if it hurt.
"Xiaoyi, do you hurt?" Xie Su was obviously drunk, and with a smile on her face, she began to ask the question repeatedly.
"It doesn't hurt, Mother." Cheng Yi lowered his eyes and whispered, still answering as usual.
Xie Su looked at the young man in front of him fixedly, and he didn't know what he thought, and said in a somewhat stunned tone: "You have grown up and become more and more like him." ”
Cheng Yi listened quietly, and didn't ask who he was, because Xie Su had also said this sentence many times, and he thought that it should be the man in the photo, the man named Cheng Tingsheng, who was also what everyone kept saying, his father.
Cheng Yi didn't feel or touch in the slightest, the word father was as plain to him as any word in the book, just a word.
"That person feels like you, elegant and humble, but he is a restless character."
When Xie Su said this, his tone was full of amazement, and he lost his aggressive momentum in the past, which was the Xie Su that Cheng Yi would never see on weekdays.
"It's a pity, that man should have lived this life in peace and joy, he should have been like that......"
"Mother," Cheng Yi looked at Xie Su's sad expression and shouted with some worry.
Xie Su leaned on the back seat a little stunned, the window was slowly lowered, a cold wind blew in, and the smell of wine in the carriage also dispersed accordingly, blown by the wind, Xie Su's chaotic mind had a little soberness, and when she heard Cheng Yi next to her calling her, Xie Su closed her eyes and frowned and didn't want to make a sound.
She regained her old look, as if the trance just now was just Cheng Yi's illusion alone, he looked at Xie Su frowning expressionlessly, and slowly retracted his voice and sat quietly in his position.
This kind of Xie Su made him at a loss, obviously his attitude towards him was so obvious, he thought that he didn't care anymore, but now he realized that he was still longing, longing for the warmth that this person showed a little at a moment, just for a moment to make him so happy.
Xie Su's expression did not change, she didn't seem to remember her previous changes at all, she just turned her head to the side, looked out of the car window with slightly drunken eyes, and didn't look at Cheng Yi again the whole time.
……
Su Jin had already returned to Cheng Yi's room, thinking that Cheng Yi had been away for so long, she frowned and looked out the window with some worry, until she saw the slowly approaching car lights not far away, and then slowly lowered the curtains.
Cheng Yi got out of the car, and subconsciously looked up at the window of his room, the light in the window was still dark, and there was no sign of anyone from the outside, thinking about the deeds of Su Jin who climbed in regardless of the danger before, thinking about what happened if Su Jin couldn't wait for him for a long time and used the same method to leave, Cheng Yi frowned a little worriedly.
What if I get hurt?
With a slightly calm face, Cheng Yi quickened his pace and followed behind Xie Su and walked into Cheng's house.
Cheng Yi, who was about to find a reason to go to the room, followed Xie Su upstairs and into the study with some anxiety.
Xie Su slowly sat on the desk, and Cheng Yi stood quietly a few steps away from the desk, this posture was the most normal way for their mother and son to communicate, and the previous moment of warmth was just a moment after all.
"Do you know what I'm bringing you to see those people today?" Xie Su sat in his seat, looked at Cheng Yi who was standing in the center, and asked lightly.
Cheng Yi listened and shook his head a little puzzled.
Xie Su let out a sneer, "For what, didn't the old man tell you very clearly before?" ”
Cheng Yi raised his eyes to look at Xie Su and asked, "Mother, I don't understand?" ”
Xie Su looked at him fixedly, the emotion in his eyes was unclear, "Your surname is Cheng, do you know what this surname represents?" ”
Cheng Yi didn't say anything, only to hear Xie Su continue: "It means that you don't have to do anything, everything I have now will easily become yours one day in the future, understand, Cheng Yi?" ”
"But, haven't you always done a good job?" Cheng Yi was really shocked when he heard these unrealistic remarks that could be called a little crazy for him now, "Why do you want to give it to me?" ”
"I don't want that."
The young man frowned in some surprise, shaking his head lightly as he spoke, and there seemed to be no surprise in his eyebrows about the wealth that many people could not reach in their lifetime, but was full of faint resistance.
Xie Su looked at Cheng Yi's unconsciously resistance, and couldn't help but feel a little trance in front of him, it seems that many years ago, there was also a man named Cheng Tingsheng, like the current teenager, standing straight in front of her, always looking down at her with that kind of high-minded, compassionate eyes, the man's clear voice seemed to be still in her ears,
"Xie Su, I'm different from you, that's never what I wanted."
"Xie Su, has anyone told you that you are very pitiful."
"Xie Su, I have to go to her, if you want the Cheng family, I'll give it to you, just ask you to treat this child well."
Xie Su thought about it, her emotions gradually became excited, her hand slowly clenched, and the irrepressible anger made her raise her hand violently and smash the objects on the desk frantically towards Cheng Yi who was standing in the center of the study.
He couldn't tell what hard object had fallen on the boy's forehead in the confusion, he seemed to have gone through this process many times, feeling the blood spreading from the corners of his forehead, his eyelashes trembling, flowing by the blood, falling on the stall, quietly, without a trace of emotional movement.
Xie Su stared coldly, slowly approached, and his slender nails gently scratched the side of Cheng Yi's face, "Don't want Cheng's?" Oh, my son, this is not up to you. ”
"Xiaoyi, I haven't figured out your location from beginning to end, the young master of the Cheng family is the halo I gave you, as for this Cheng family, whether it's yours or not, it's just a thought on my mind."
"You never have the right to choose."
Fingernails scratched the boy's face, leaving a faint red mark.
Xie Su suddenly withdrew his hand, turned around, and said in a cold voice: "Go out, after tomorrow, you still go to school as before, I don't really want to see you recently." ”
After Cheng Yi finished speaking, he walked out of the study without saying a word throughout the whole process.
Walking outside his room, Cheng Yi paused, raised his hand to wipe the blood on his face in a little panic, hesitated, and pushed open the door.
Before this, he had been worried that Su Jin would suddenly leave at some point, and his heart had never been settled.
But at this moment, he suddenly hoped that Su Jin was really gone.
How embarrassed is he to look like this now, teach him how to face Su Jin?
But when he pushed the door open and walked in, he raised his eyes and saw Su Jin sitting quietly at the desk, the room was dark, and the moonlight outside the window mixed with a little light, shining on her girl, as if it would glow.
In an instant, Cheng Yi's eyes suddenly became hot. Obviously, before this, he had always done a good job, no grievances, no choking, and no sudden inexplicable tears.
As long as you wipe the wound and get some sleep, everything will be the same.
Su Jin, why did my heart turn so upside down when I saw you.