Looking back on half a life, but seeking to be worthy of it

Cheng Yi walked outside the room, stood quietly by the corridor, looked at the crowd below, gathered in twos and threes, drank and flattered.

Cheng Yi just watched fixedly, there was no trace of emotion in his eyes, like a fog, alienated and indifferent, out of place with his surroundings.

And the long-haired young man who had been leaning on the top floor was bending over at this time, holding his chin with his hand, looking at Cheng Yi downstairs with interest.

"The eyebrow bones are very handsome, clear but not turbid, this little son of the Cheng family is born with a good appearance." The long-haired boy said in a lazy voice.

The old man standing behind him didn't make a sound quietly, just bent down and continued to refill the empty teacup beside the young man.

"Young master, the tea is cold."

The young man slowly turned his head, looked down at the tea poured on the table, smiled lightly, and picked up the teacup with an old movement.

Time passed slowly, and Xie Su and the others were ready to leave.

Li Xu was a little drunk, and he was holding the arm of a male waiter to be able to stabilize, his face was flushed, and he didn't know what he was talking about.

Cheng Yi stood aside, and the smell of wine coming from Xie Su's body beside him, although he had smelled this smell on Xie Su's body many times in the past, it would always make him frown uncomfortably.

Several people got into the car, and when Cheng Yi was about to get into the car, he heard Guo Changjian behind him suddenly call him: "Xiaoyi." ”

Cheng Yi paused, turned to look at Guo Changjian.

Guo Changjian looked at the young man in front of him, maybe it was because Cheng Tingsheng had been away for too long, causing his memory of him to gradually blur. At first glance, the young man in front of him did not seem to look much like his father.

But now the person in front of him has warm eyebrows and eyes, and his demeanor is humble, and he seems to have the illusion of overlapping with that person.

The deceased has passed away, maybe he thought too much, this is the child that Cheng Tingsheng personally picked up back that year, in front of the whole board of directors, the heir announced in person, how could anything go wrong?

Thinking that he might be because of Xie Su's woman, he was suspicious and worried too much.

After figuring it out, Guo Changjian gradually let go of the mustard that had always existed in his heart, smiled with relief, and said to Cheng Yi with loving eyes: "Xiaoyi, grow up quickly, the old man is waiting for you here at Cheng's family." ”

Although Cheng Yi sounded a little confused, he still nodded his head, smiled lightly, and sat in the car.

The car drove quickly, Guo Changjian stayed in place, quietly looking at the car that was driving away, and the drunk Li Xu, who was walking not far away, walked to Guo Changjian's side in a daze, and said in an unclear tone: "Everyone has gone away, Mr. Guo is still watching here, it's really moving." ”

Guo Changjian glanced at Li Xu lightly, ignored his teasing, and turned around and walked towards the driver who had been waiting for him for a long time.

Li Xu naturally felt Guo Changjian's naked ignorance, he had worked with Guo Changjian for many years, and the most unbearable thing was this person's attitude of always being high, and a burst of anger rose to his heart for a while, and he sneered at Guo Changjian's back in a fierce tone: "Who doesn't know that Mr. Guo is a veteran-level person of the Cheng family, and he is the person who has accompanied the Cheng family all the way." ”

"Now this one of the Cheng family is still a hairy boy, and Mr. Guo can't wait to show his face in front of people." Li Xu said loudly, and finally used a slightly mocking tone, "If it is really a comparison, I am afraid that I will not be able to catch up with Mr. Guo's loyalty to the master of the Cheng family in a few lifetimes." ”

As soon as he said this, he was implying that Guo Changjian was a dog of the Cheng family.

The person in front of him stopped, different from the previous glorious years, his hair had turned white, and his face was full of precipitation and indifference after a thousand sails.

"You're right, I'm a dog of the Cheng family." Guo Changjian responded lightly, "But now, I'm just an old dog." ”

Li Xu's alcohol gradually sobered up, and listening to Guo Changjian's words, he was silent and stopped talking.

"I've never wanted anything as a person, and I can be said to have lived for the Cheng family all my life." Guo Changjian looked at Li Xu, who was no longer young in front of him, the years always seemed to be extremely cruel, not only changing people's appearance, but even their souls seemed to be stained.

"The people around you come and go, I'm afraid you have forgotten how we developed Cheng step by step into what it is today." Guo Changjian looked at Li Xu steadily, his body had obviously aged, but there seemed to be something in those somewhat chaotic eyes that had never changed his ways, eager as a young man,

"When the Cheng family was in turmoil and people's hearts were scattered, I never thought about carving up half of the points from there, even if I had the strength, and what were you doing, don't you need me to remind you?"

Li Xu was speechless with the smell of wine all over his body, his stomach was bloated, and he was panting rapidly.

Guo Changjian looked away, turned around and said lightly, "According to this thought, my old dog is indeed loyal, Mr. Li, contemptible people have no great talent, just thinking about Huangquan Road, looking back at this life, worthy of a clear conscience A few words are enough." ”

After speaking, he raised his feet and walked to the assistant in the distance, and quickly got into the car and walked away.

Li Xu stood in place in a daze, and the assistant next to him was about to speak, when he suddenly saw the stunned Li Xu suddenly laughing, laughing and laughing, laughing and coughing, "Ahem, haha, this old immortal, half-body old guy with loess still has this kind of childish thoughts, haha." ”

The assistant next to him was inexplicable by Li Xu's laughter, and he didn't know what to say for a while, but he just watched Li Xu smile and smile and gradually shut up, looking at the direction Guo Changjian left with complicated eyes, and couldn't hide his old state, "This Guo Changjian, what a Guo Changjian, I haven't seen this person clearly for half my life, I haven't seen it clearly." ”

After speaking, he shook his head, waved his hand, and was supported by the assistant to walk step by step, sat in the back seat of the car, closed his eyes and slowly let out a mocking laugh.

I don't know if this laughter is mocking himself from the initial enthusiasm, gradually getting lost in the wine and money, losing his original intention, and becoming the self who is now full of calculations and absurd all his life, or is mocking Guo Changjian's inflexibility, stubbornly adhering to the ridiculous principles and the stubbornness of the original intention.

This is the way it is at this time, when at some point turbidity becomes a norm, then the corresponding innocence becomes a sin.

But Guo Changjian has excessive sobriety, and in Li Xu's turbid group, he has become the one who is out of place.

You have been guarding the Cheng family for a lifetime, and I don't know if you will get the answer you want in the end, can that child bear your expectations?