Chapter 147: Hesitation
It has to be said that he has always maintained a kind of doubt about the credibility of this matter.
After all, at such a time, no matter who said it, it was possible that they deliberately said it in order to sow discord between themselves and the imperial brother...... It's just that...... The inexplicable sense of trust he had in him made him feel that this thing was not impossible.
Perhaps this is the kind of interdependence that arises in times of trouble...... Whenever a person has such a sad emotion and finds that someone is with him, he will more or less have a sense of dependence on that person, right? Perhaps, that is, why he will hesitate and hesitate in such a situation......
This is not the life he wants, and it is not the outcome he wants...... If one day, I can control my own life......
Then he must change his life against the sky and rewrite his past, present, and future...... Even if you are just born in an ordinary family, study in a private school, and live a dull life, it is much better than being a pawn to be slaughtered by others in this reality!
"Why, at a time like this, you still don't believe me very much?"
The kid asked, and couldn't help but feel that asking this question was simply adding to his own blockage.
Plugging your heart......
If it weren't for Ling Yi'an's own life in his hands...... Did he tell him that? You know, in such a situation, once a person like himself takes the first step, there is no room for maneuver. Since he is not afraid, since he dares to tell Ling Yi'an these things without reservation...... So what is there for him to hesitate about......
At such a juncture, who is the passive side, can't he see it......
Speaking of which, as long as you are an individual, when you reach your current situation, you will feel more or less confused and at a loss...... As long as it is an individual, in such a situation, it will feel at a loss and have nothing to do......
In that case, it would be better to ...... It's better to simply gamble on such a gamble, bet, this kid, the famous His Royal Highness King Heng, will he believe what he said......
At such a moment, no one wants to be the one who is overlooked. What's more, being neglected by one's own relatives and being neglected by one's own family...... is ignored by himself, from childhood to adulthood, as the closest and dearest person......
If it is oneself, one's brother, and one's own brother, who treats himself with such cruel and vicious means, then I am afraid that it is even more uncomfortable than losing his parents...... After all, at such a time, the loss of both parents is sad, angry, and no matter what, you will not be a person without a goal. Because the murderer of his parents will be forever recorded in his heart, and no matter what happens, it will be a memory and scar that cannot be erased.
But......
If you are hurt by someone closest to you...... The result is very different.
Because it is the closest person, the initial reaction is generally unbelievable...... After all, it's hard to be convinced, and it's normal for anyone to be skeptical...... After the unbelievable energy has passed, most people will find it a very infuriating thing.
After all, at such a time, after so many years of friendship, why can't you be a person who can be completely trusted in that person's heart, and you have to put a cross on the friendship for so many years?
This is what he doubts, and it is something he has no way to accept. He believed that this was also what puzzled Yi An......
"Should I trust you 100 percent? You should know that I still have some control over you in this place...... If you don't want to tell me the truth, then your life will be fed to the water ghosts hiding under the Lethe River. ”
Ling Yi'an said, with some threat in his tone, which made the kid feel very uncomfortable, he couldn't help but raise his head, looked at him with some indescribability, and muttered to himself, "Since you know everything in your heart and know that my life is in your hands, then what else do you have to hesitate about? If it weren't for me, you wouldn't have been able to know these truths...... Besides, you should also be clear about one thing, and that is...... I'm not going to joke with my own life. ”
That's it...... He is not unreasonable...... During the time he spent with him, Ling Yi'an could indeed see how much this kid wanted to live...... In other words, this kid didn't dare to fool himself with his life.
"If you really don't believe it, you can continue to be Ling Huanyu's lackey here. One day, he will use you clean, eat you clean, and kick you away...... You know in your heart that it's not impossible, isn't it?"
Kick the ...... away
Listen, not a good word. It even made him feel a little sick.
Perhaps, I am not suitable to do such a thing...... However, in such a situation, if he can't stand up and do this, then Ling Yi'an will be obsessed forever, and Ling Huanyu will completely use him because of his brother's 100% trust in him...... Maybe it will extend its claws to more people...... This was not what he was hoping for...... Not what he expected...... On the contrary, what he hopes is that there will always be more peace and fairness in this world, and that these people can always live in peace...... Instead of being in such a situation, in the face of the exploitation and oppression of others, I dare not rise up and resist......
If you are a person, you should show some grace, in short, don't be defeated by this short-term difficulty in front of you, right?
"You're ...... at this time Don't get confused. ”
Ling Yi'an said, scratched his head gently, and then slapped it a few times, hoping that he could be like the person in front of him, he could sober up earlier and get out of his sad emotions...... Then think about what the countermeasures should be...... Where should I start to break this sad and angry situation......
He suffered, so Yi An knew in his heart...... But what he didn't know was whether the enemy was really unaware of it now, or whether he was just sending a dead soldier over and setting himself a smoke bomb......
Anyway, these are unknown factors...... Perhaps, only when you really explore it can you perceive one or two points of this.
"What you say doesn't seem to be unreasonable. ”
Ling Yi'an said, as if he was muttering to himself...... Whatever the case, there seemed to be no way for him to completely empty his head and put something completely irrelevant......
After such a fork, he really had no way to guarantee whether he would be able to send Qingwan and Yunyou to Guirui Fengyu on time...... He had only one thought in his mind now...... That is, he must go out from here, and he must find the right opportunity to catch Ling Huanyu fiercely, and ask him clearly before he stops......
It's just that......
It's not that you don't have anything to do......
After all, Qingwan is also the person he cares about very much...... Yunyou is also a gentleman who once sacrificed his life to save himself. At this time, in the process of being attacked by the enemy, as long as you are an individual, you should know this truth, that is, no matter what, you should not be in such a situation, and then run to make enemies for the sake of your own speed......
This is a very undesirable and unwise approach, no matter what, you are the one who wants to win, since you want to win...... To put it bluntly, we should think of a way to strive for all the objects around us that may become the object of development, all of them, and not one of them, will become our allies.
Only in this way can you guarantee that you are 100% sure. Even if you are not 100% sure, you should have some or some of your own ideas...... You can't listen to other people's orders at such a critical moment...... Give up your life to complete the tasks assigned to you......
Isn't that more than worth the loss......
No, at such a time, how can you lose your own ambition and contribute to the prestige of others?
He thought about it, and felt more and more that he should seize the opportunity in this matter......
"Actually, don't say you don't believe in these things. Even me, a person like me who stays by the emperor's side every day and escorts him, doesn't believe ......"
"And how do you know?"
Ling Yi'an asked, unexpectedly going around for so long, and he and the person in front of him went back to the original topic......
To be honest, he couldn't figure it out, why could this kid know Ling Huanyu's deeds well......? All of this was calculated by someone?
Ling Yi'an thought, and then shook his head helplessly. He didn't know why he had such thoughts, maybe it was because of this reason that he revealed sadness in his helplessness, and felt that there were really few people in this world who he could really believe......
Even now, in front of himself, the whole person's life is in his hands, and he can be pinched to death with a slight pinch......
A meager human life......
"Because, maybe you don't know...... In the previous days, the emperor had always been coy, smiling and accompanying those people in the court, pretending to be crazy and stupid, without caring about his own image...... Only in the dead of night......"