Chapter 60: Boundless Heartbreak
"Concubine, I'll be here soon, I'll be able to see the queen mother soon!" Changyi hugged his sister in his arms sadly, his eyes were full of pity, although he was sitting in the clouds, he almost fell off the clouds several times.
In the silence of the night, the sound of the two of them hurrying was to startle the birds perched on the roof of the palace in the distance, fluttering and flying over the city wall......
At this time, Xuanyuan's heart was already like ashes, as if at the moment when her father spoke, her world had lost all its color, in the distance, the world was gray, reflected in the silence of death, suffocating, she quietly leaned on Changyi's arms, no matter how he called, there was no sense.
Ying Long had already received the order, and when he saw the two of them at this time, his expression showed a little heartache and a little worry, but he finally stepped aside silently and did not say a word......
"Concubine, why are you here?" The movement in the garden alarmed the ancestor who was originally weaving cloth in the room, and when he looked up, he saw that the footsteps that were slightly chaotic in the hurry were actually from his own children, and the instant joy on his face immediately disappeared, and he could not find a trace of half a star......
"Who asked you to come back?!Who asked you to come back?!"
"Queen Mother......" Hearing her mother's call, Xuanyuan finally regained her senses, her body was weak, and she fell to the ground, calling out in a sad voice.
"Concubine" The ancestor was stunned, pounced, hugged her daughter, looked at the bloodstains on the placket, and exclaimed, "What's wrong with you?"
Because the first two children are boys, the youngest daughter has had the most maternal love and the greatest attention since she was a child, in order to let her have a lively temperament, there is no restraint since she was a child, and at this time, the most innocent girl is slumped in her arms, without the slightest anger.
"What's wrong with you?" the ancestor hurriedly checked his daughter's pulse, and only looked at his son when he noticed that he had not been injured.
Looking at the sorrow between his son's eyebrows, he suddenly realized: "You went to see your father?"
Seeing that the two of them were silent, they knew that they were in a corpus, "Who asked you to meet?!"
"We can't get in, so we can only ask for the will of our father!" Changyi muttered.
"Why are you so stupid!
"Queen Mother......" Changyi looked at his queen mother, and there was a glimmer of crystal in his gloomy eyes.
"Do you think I don't know your father's intentions?" The ancestor looked at the sadness in his son's eyes, and finally couldn't bear too much harsh criticism, and said helplessly: "He married me and got the support of Xiling, married Fang Lei and got Fang Lei's support, married Yutong and got Yutong's support, married his mother-in-law, and got a spinning wheel for winding silk and a loom for weaving silk." After using us, he turned his attention to you again, he asked Qingyang to marry the daughter of the Xiling clan, consolidated the marriage with Xiling, and let you marry the daughter of the Shushan clan, Changfu, as his wife, and got the support of the Shushan clan. ”
The ancestor paused slightly, and there was already a little tremor in his voice......, "You can do it, after all, it is a man's family, if you don't like it, you can marry your beloved woman again, not to mention that you want to inherit the clan, but my concubine, my poor concubine, is going to marry a man who almost killed him!"
"Queen Mother!" Changyi knelt there, knocked his head deeply on the ground, his eyes were full of remorse, "Queen Mother, don't say it again, please don't say it again!"
"Do you know why I keep my concubine outside and never restrained?" The concubine let the tears slide down, and the crystal tears fell on Xuanyuan Concubine's pale face, slowly rolling to the ground, and finally disappeared without a trace, "Just because, I don't want my daughter to repeat my mistakes! I just want to do everything I can to keep my daughter and let her live the life I dream of but out of reach......"
"Mother, I was wrong! I was wrong...... Changyi kept kowtowing, as if this was the only way to offset his own mistakes......
The blood slid down his forehead and dripped to the ground, instantly submerged in the black dirt, blooming with dark red blood.
"Changyi!" "Changyi!" the ancestor hastily wiped the tears on his cheeks, "Changyi, come, come to the queen mother!" Hugging his son, the ancestor said in a deep voice: "Take your sister, go! Don't come back!
"But the queen mother!" Changyi's tears slowly flowed, but he was shocked by his mother's bold decision.
"Leave me alone!" the ancestor smiled bitterly, "The queen mother has been like this in this life, whether she is imprisoned in the palace or not, there is no freedom at all! Even if the door of my palace is open, I am only imprisoned in this Xuanyuan Hill." In that case, it's just a matter of the size of the cell, so what else?!"
The ancestor looked at his daughter and lovingly wiped the tears from her cheeks, "If my freedom can be exchanged for the freedom of my concubine, then it will be worth it!"
"Queen Mother...... "Too much heartache made her unable to bear it anymore, and she fell softly in the arms of the queen mother, crying loudly, this cry is so desolate, it contains too much unwillingness and too many grievances......
"Don't care about me, concubine!" gently brushed his daughter's cheeks, and the ancestor smiled sadly: "If you are really married to Yu Gang, the life of the queen mother is really impossible to let go, let's go, get out of here, live freely, find your beloved, even if you can't stay for life, as long as you love, it will be better than a life of helpless confusion and decadence......"
The light in the hall of the "Queen Mother's ......" was dim, and the light purple tent seemed to be covered with a layer of golden fine ash, fluttering in the candle flame as thick as an arm on the main hall, as if her boundless heartache was at this moment......
"Okay, don't cry anymore!" the ancestor gently wiped the tears from his daughter's cheeks, and carefully measured the exquisite cheeks, "Take out your courage! Everything will pass! When you reach the age of the queen mother, you will understand that you should thank God for giving you tempering again and again, only in this way will you be grateful and grateful for the precious freedom you have!"
"Queen Mother" Xuanyuan knelt straight, buried her head deeply on the ground, her heart hurt slightly, as if there was a very thin silk thread pulled there, every heartbeat was pulled up fiercely, like a suffocating person suddenly gasping for breath, but for a moment, he was forced to choke his neck again.
"Good boy!" The ancestor covered his mouth tightly, tried to calm his emotions, and it took a long time to barely control himself, helped the two children up, and said softly: "Your father has set up an enchantment outside, this enchantment can only enter and not exit, even the queen mother can't open it, but you don't have to worry, as long as you can disguise your subservience, after a long time, he will inevitably relax his vigilance, so that you have an opportunity to take advantage of it, and I will find an opportunity to send you out." "The ancestor gently rubbed his daughter's hair, for the sake of his daughter's freedom, he had been sending her outside since she was a child, and now that I think about it, after this parting, the days of seeing each other in the future are numbered.
"However, this is the burden on the queen mother and brother!" Xuanyuan suddenly raised her head and looked at her mother, her eyes could not hide her loss and apprehension.
"Don't be afraid, there is your grandfather behind the queen mother, your father will never dare to act rashly, and Changyi married a servant of Chang, with the support of the Shushan clan, and Qingyang married a woman, no matter which force, as long as your father wants to stabilize the throne, he will not dare to act rashly. The ancestor said coldly: "Zuo can only keep me here, what else can I do?!"
"But the queen mother ......" Although the queen mother said easily, Xuanyuan Yu knew that things were by no means so simple, she looked at her mother in horror, as if she wanted to see some clues from her eyes, but how could her mother's long-standing eyes be able to peep lightly.
"Don't hesitate any longer, Concubine. With a long sigh, he gently hugged Xuanyuan Concubine in his arms, "Do you think that if you marry Yu Gang, you will change your current situation?" Your father's ambition is the most clear, but now Jiuli is getting stronger and stronger, so he wants to form an alliance with Shennong in an attempt to annihilate it, but our Xuanyuan and Shennong have long been suspicious, and such a weak alliance can only be barely maintained by marriage, and then?" When Jiuli is defeated, Xuanyuan and Shennong will not be able to tolerate two tigers, so naturally there will be a battle, so what will happen to Yu'er at that time? Yu Yan is the only prince of Shennong, so Yu'er is the princess of Shennong, will she watch her tribe be washed in blood by her husband, or will she watch her husband be beheaded by her father? Either way, you will be hated by your clansmen! You will never have peace! "The ancestor's eyes showed a tenderness that was rare to see." Then you will know how insignificant it is that you are facing it now......"
Xuanyuan looked directly at her mother, her eyes were already filled with crystal tears, she choked up several times, and finally barely calmed down, and said: "I know that my departure will inevitably bring great disasters to the queen mother, but I let myself be pampered by the queen mother and brothers, I know that I am the most selfish girl in the world, and I am so lucky, because there are people in this world who are willing to spoil me so much!" After speaking, Xuanyuan Yu hugged her mother tightly, put her mouth to the queen mother's ear, and whispered: " Thank you, thank you, thank you for being so arrogant and spoiling me like such a lawless and willful girl. ”
The ancestor gently stroked his daughter's hair, with the most gentle smile on his face, Changyi knelt quietly aside, looking at all this with soft eyes, but his heart fluctuated, born in such a cold-blooded royal family, but with such a warm family affection, like the only source of heat in the cold winter, the coldness of his body gradually melted, how unfortunate I am, and how fortunate I am......