Chapter 59: My Heart Is Old

The heavy bamboo slips were placed on a full table, and the Yellow Emperor was busy in the palace at this time, and those official documents that could never be read were like a never-ending nightmare, spurring themselves to overload from time to time. He frowned tightly, and the dizziness caused by the faint headache seemed to remind him that he was becoming more and more powerless......

Pinching his eyebrows hard, the brass candlestick faintly revealed his still young face, the slanted sword eyebrows, the slender sharp black eyes, the angular facial contours, the cold and arrogant and lonely noble temperament, up and down the body, no trace of aging can be seen in any case, the muscles are tight and powerful, there is no trace of fat, even his youngest concubine is crazy obsessed with his body. How can such a self be old?!

However, he is still old, when his face is not old, his heart has been full of vicissitudes, in this chaotic world, too many intrigues have exhausted him physically and mentally......

Since when did the heart begin to get tired, like a ship floating on the sea, rusted by the waves? Do you start desperately taking concubines? Those young concubines are as delicate as a fresh flower, fresh as the morning dew that rises early, and only with them, it seems that they are also young. Or start from more and more of your children and grandchildren, those young lives are like a life-threatening talisman, urging you to age faster and faster......

Perhaps, these are not reasons, the most important reason is to see through life and lose the ...... of navigation

Those who are getting farther and farther away from the hegemony of the yellow map have gradually lost their confidence and motivation......

The room is silent, although the time is good, my heart is old......

The sound of the beaded curtain striking was crisp and pleasant, awakening the contemplative king at this moment.

"Emperor!" the guard knelt on the ground, his head buried deep in his chest, "Princess Yu begs to see!"

His fingers trembled slightly, and the pen in his hand suddenly fell on the table, splashing ink and dots, and he was stunned for a moment, and finally said, "Order her to come in......"

Looking down, the pair of children kneeling in the hall were like two cold ice cubes, so blurred, so cold, so cold that even the moment of softness that was accidentally revealed in the Yellow Emperor's sight had disappeared in an instant.

"Are you back?" the Yellow Emperor looked at his daughter kneeling in the hall lightly.

"Yes" Xuanyuan Fei straightened up, looking at the dignified and majestic father in the main hall, he had rarely seen his father since he was a child, maybe he was tired of conquest, maybe he was busy with government affairs, or maybe he had many wives and concubines, in short, he was only one of his many children, and he was the most scattered child, maybe he had already been so disappointed in himself that he never spent the slightest energy on himself......

At this time, this man, who had never fulfilled his fatherly duties for a day, sat upright in the main hall and let himself and his brother kneel below.

Courtiers, courtiers, perhaps, in the eyes of their fathers, they are first ministers and then sons.

"Father, I want to see the queen mother!" Xuanyuan didn't say anything else, she and her father had already decided that there could be no more communication between the two of them.

"Yes!" The Yellow Emperor raised his head lightly, looking at his daughter, I don't know when, his daughter has grown up a lot, even older than his young concubines, is he too negligent?

"It's just, you have to tell me first, why did you appear in Jiuli?" said the Yellow Emperor lightly, his slightly raised eyes shining brightly.

"Because I'm friends with Chiyou. Xuanyuan had already expected that the Yellow Emperor would ask this question, and had already thought of a countermeasure, so she stubbornly raised her head and looked into her father's eyes.

"It's just a friend, that's as simple as that?" the Yellow Emperor's tone raised, and he was a little sharp.

"Just friends. Xuanyuan said lightly. Perhaps because of the inherent stubbornness in her temperament, Xuanyuan Yu was a little annoyed with her father.

"If it's just a friend, how could he let Yu Yan and Yanju go for you?" the Yellow Emperor didn't feel the slightest relief, but asked sharply.

"Then the father should go and ask Chiyou!" Xuanyuan said stubbornly.

In the main hall, there seemed to be a smell of gunsmoke, and in an instant, it was filled with uncontrollable edges, and Changyi looked at his father nervously, and such a bold rebuttal may have attracted monstrous anger.

The Yellow Emperor pressed the armrest of the throne tightly, lest he accidentally vent his anger, "I only ask you!"

"I have nothing to say!" Xuanyuan looked at her father deeply, without flinching.

After a while, the Yellow Emperor finally laughed angrily and said, "Since this is the case, then think about it, when you figure it out and go to see your queen mother again......" said and waved his hand, and motioned for them to go down.

"I can't figure it out, but I must see my queen mother today!"

"Bold!" I can't remember when no one dared to disobey my will, Xuanyuan Yan's straightforward retort has made the Yellow Emperor thunder angry.

"Bold? Is my courage still too big? If I were bold, I wouldn't be managed like this by you? I was in distress in Jiuli, and what you asked was not how Yu Yan held me hostage, but why you were concerned about why Chi You saved me! I only ask you, do you not care about me, but want Yu to harm me, are you satisfied?!" Xuanyuan Yu's heart was like being swept through a gust of wind, and her heart twitched together, she couldn't bear it anymore, and finally asked aggressively.

The Yellow Emperor was stunned for a moment, and he no longer thought that Xuanyuan Yu would dare to talk to him like this, and he was stunned at the moment.

"Yu Yan doesn't really want to harm you......" After a while, the Yellow Emperor lowered his eyes slightly, and finally said.

"Maybe he didn't really kill me!But if Chi You didn't give in at that time, at this time, there would be no more of me Xuanyuan in front of you, is it the only way you are satisfied?!" Tears fell down Xuanyuan Girl's cheeks, like falling flowers in the autumn wind, and in an instant, she was broken and sad......

"No matter what, Jiuli is the land where the demon gods are raging after all!" the Yellow Emperor said angrily.

"Yes, but it is also the most benevolent place!" Xuanyuan continued.

"You ......" The Yellow Emperor was speechless for a while, looking at His Royal Highness's daughter and not knowing how to speak.

"Father, the benevolent and moral Yu in your mouth stabbed your daughter's neck with a poisonous needle, and the ferocious Chiyou in your mouth saved your daughter by giving up the opportunity to win the old enemy in one fell swoop. Father, how can this be explained?!" Xuanyuan was aggressive.

Under this series of attacks, Rao is Yellow Emperor could no longer hold on, closed his eyes slightly, took a deep breath, and finally opened his lips and said: "As the emperor of Xuanyuan, no matter what you do, you can't take your own likes and dislikes as the standard, but should focus on the overall situation! Now, Jiuli is growing stronger and stronger, which has seriously affected the interests of our Xuanyuan and Shennong, in this case, if you can't join forces with Shennong, it can only be a repeat of Shennong's mistakes, and when the time comes, there will be no place for us anymore." The Yellow Emperor set his eyes on Xuanyuan's concubine, "Don't say that you are an emperor at that time, even if your mother, Xuanyuan's queen, what do you think will be the end?!Your grandfather, your brothers, your uncles, and even your father and mother will all fight on the battlefield, and what awaits them in the end is death, or, do you think Chiyou will forgive them in your face? Or, our Xuanyuan will bring countless tribes to submit to Jiuli because of your will?"

"No......" Xuanyuan Yu suppressed herself deeply, and shouted in a deep voice: "I didn't mean that!"

"Do you know why Qingyang didn't come?" The Yellow Emperor looked at Changyi lightly and said coldly: "Because he knows that this is no longer the matter of the concubine himself, this is already a war between the two tribes, and it will not stop ......."

Changyi lowered his head deeply, his fists clenched tightly, and a bluish-white halo appeared.

Being in the royal family, he is not a prince who is ignorant of the world, but in the blood-soaked political competition, how can he not know the true meaning of these wars, and because of this, he does not want his sister to repeat his mistakes, in this regard, he has already reached an agreement with Qingyang, that is, to take care of his sister to grow up carefree, and not like other princesses in the royal family, on the road of no return to marry with relatives. However, as he grew older, he became more and more powerless and exhausted, and he gradually realized that the mission of the prince was not something he could control, and those heavy things had long been weighed on his heart, so that he did not even have room to struggle......

The Yellow Emperor looked at his son, his eyes flashed with satisfaction, and he knew that he had once again succeeded in destroying this son's faith. He looked at the depressed Xuanyuan Concubine, and said lightly: "Emperor Yan has sent someone to summon a message, hoping to form an alliance with us, and a messenger will come soon, and maybe mention your marriage, you go to meet your queen mother, stay with your mother, and let her teach you how to be an emperor and a queen!"

"Queen?" Xuanyuan had already sat on the ground under the repeated blows, and when she heard this, she looked at her father blankly.

The Yellow Emperor got up, slowly walked down the throne, looked at his daughter who had collapsed to the ground, and said awe-inspiringly: "Yes! Emperor Yan has already proposed marriage for Yu, and the one who is asking to marry is our Xuanyuan Emperor Xuanyuan! I am also planning to promise to him, you should prepare as soon as possible!"

"Father!" Hearing this, Xuanyuan was like a heavy blow, she fell to the ground, anger, sadness, hatred, disappointment, one by one in the bottom of her heart, and finally only the despair of the ashes was overwhelming, she looked at her father sitting high in the hall, tears flowed down line by line, the only trace of warmth left in her heart slowly passed, and the rest was endless coldness that wrapped herself layer by layer, she sat on the ground and shouted sadly: "He almost killed your daughter!"

"Yes, but after all, I didn't kill it!" The Yellow Emperor looked down at his daughter, a trace of pity flashed in his eyes, and more resolutely, "In that case, if I were to be so decisive!"

Under the repeated blows of this kind of flesh and blood, Xuanyuan could no longer bear it, and her fingers trembled and pointed at her father, trembling like fallen leaves in the autumn wind. A mouthful of blood suddenly spurted out, spilling on Changyi's clothes, and at this time she finally knew that in her father's heart, she was not as good as the throne of power after all!

"Concubine!" the Yellow Emperor's eyes darkened, and he exclaimed.

She leaned weakly into Changyi's arms, silently raised her head, stopped crying, and looked at him coldly, no sadness, no hatred, no anger, no sorrow, just such a faint gaze......

"Take your sister to your mother's place...... The only trace of worry slowly cooled down in this cold snow-like gaze, he waved his hand curtly, lowered his eyes, and did not dare to look into his daughter's eyes at this moment.