Chapter 411: Fear
She thinks that she has given her heart to everyone around her, but she doesn't know that she is always afraid, afraid that once she gives wholeheartedly, what she gets is still empty joy.
Cher is afraid of losing, losing her hard-won rebirth, losing her heart.
Why stop at a critical moment? It's not that she's really sensible, it's that she's never tried to really love someone.
Was she wrong?
"Cher, Cher...... What happened to you? Why don't you speak, look at me like this, am I saying something wrong? Xuanyuan's call interrupted Xue'er's self-reflection.
Cher's straight eyes at him made him feel uneasy.
Coming back to her senses, Xue'er said "oh": "It's nothing, I just think what you said is right." She smiled, this smile was relieved, and it was grateful.
The sparkling look in his eyes made Xuanyuan Mo's heart beat wildly.
It is said that a fifteen-year-old little lady who has not yet grown up, no matter how beautiful her appearance is, she is still green, but Xue'er is so beautiful, and that green feeling is mixed with sweet taste, which is unforgettable.
"You know what? You are really beautiful, try not to smile like this to outsiders in the future!" Afraid that Xue'er would see his thoughts, he hurriedly stroked his chest and explained, "Didn't the third brother tell you?" If you laugh like that, there are few men who don't like you! ”
"Crying and laughing are my rights, I don't care what others think, my face is easy to age, no matter how beautiful my face is, it is just a flash in the pan, there is no eternal thing in this world.
If others like me, I can't help it, as long as I don't want to!
Besides, the fourth brother is my family, if I can't be myself in front of my family, then this life is too boring! ”
Xue'er is still smiling, her face is indeed a country and a city, and she likes it too, let alone someone else?
Xuanyuan Mo's heart was filled with bitterness, and he couldn't cry or laugh on his face, thinking that your first Huo Huo person was me, and he really didn't want to be just her fourth brother!
"Don't you know that the pursuit of beauty is every little woman's dream, just like little women like to wear makeup, for what? Still not trying to make yourself more perfect?
Don't you men strive for perfection? Are you men willing to have an ordinary face! ”
She likes her looks, and she likes both faces in two lives.
In fact, if you look at her carefully, she finds that there are many similarities in the appearance of her two lives, maybe this is born from the heart, and there is nothing strange about the similarity.
What she didn't think deeply about was that when the original owner left, this body was only six years old, what kind of temperament would a six-year-old girl have?
Yun's beating and scolding, Dong Changhe's indifference, made the original owner show his cowardly side in front of outsiders.
After she occupied this body, her unique resolute, arrogant, and independent temperament was unconsciously integrated into it, which slowly revealed the beautiful face of the original owner.
There are many kinds of beauties, and when Cher is arrogant and stubborn, she is like a thorny rose; And when she is gentle and harmless, she is like a peony that captivates the country and the city; When she is silent and quiet, she is like the orchid of the hollow valley; When it is smart and naughty, it gives people the feeling of being like a bud waiting to be released; And when she is fragile and helpless, she is like a glass flower that shatters at the touch of a button......
Xuanyuan was stunned for a long time, not because of how shocking Xue'er's words were, but because her words were impeccable.
He also reflected in his heart, why did he have different feelings for Cher?
Is it because of everything about her, or just because of her alluring face?
Because of this question, Xuanyuan Mo has not seen Xue'er for more than a year after leaving Changhai County, and he has never written a word to Xue'er, of course, this is just an afterword.
He was silent in front of him, drinking the wine in front of him one by one, and he fell into his own thoughts and couldn't extricate himself.
Xue'er was also very discerning, so she didn't bother him, and stared at the moon in the sky alone in a daze.
The next day, Xuanyuan Mo left, and simply said goodbye to Xue'er.
In the mansion of the Youwang in Shangjing, Xuanyuan Che was teasing his eldest daughter in the courtyard of the Zhao family at this time.
When he rushed back to Beijing, the Zhao family had already given birth to the child for many days, although it was a little regrettable that he did not personally welcome the birth of the child, but after all, the Zhao family was just a maid in the room, and the child's origin was there, and he did not feel much guilty.
The child is very beautiful, his eyes and mouth are like him, and he is his own at first glance, so love is inevitable.
In fact, his feelings for this child are complicated, and he also prayed in his heart at the beginning, hoping that the best thing Zhao will come out of is a daughter.
But he didn't want God to really fulfill him, and he didn't know whether to thank God or not!
He was born in the royal family since he was a child, and he knows that there is an eldest son in the family, and how sad the life of the next concubine is, there are comparisons everywhere. This is why he has always supported his prince brother and is willing to become a vassal at a young age.
He's still a little worse, after all, he's not a prince, and the pressure is less.
The prince has lived in the shadow of his eldest brother since he was a child, and he must be the most perfect everywhere, and he must be careful everywhere, otherwise he will be easily compared by his eldest brother.
Sometimes he also thinks about how good it would be if the crown prince was born early?
That's why he had that idea when Zhao was pregnant.
It's been a long time since he came back from Changhai County, and during this time, he obviously feels that Xue'er is really different from before.
Although she said that she forgave herself, in fact, he had already felt that faint sense of alienation.
It wasn't until recently that he figured out the meaning of Xue'er's words, but he really couldn't let him go like this and let her live the kind of life she longed for.
He is selfish in the face of love, and he is willing to use his power to trap Xue'er with a marriage contract for a lifetime, and will not give her freedom.
He believes that as long as Cher marries him, she will definitely fall in love with him again after a long time.
"Oh, oh......" Xuanyuan Che's thoughts were interrupted by the voice of the child in the cradle, and he asked with a smile, "Are you greeting your father?" You have to grow up quickly, and when the time comes, your father will tell you stories......"
The Zhao family, who had been silent next to her, also stared at the daughter in the cradle with a loving face, although her birth disappointed her, disappointed why was it not her son, but because of this child, His Royal Highness raised her identity.
She is no longer a maid in the room, but a concubine of His Royal Highness.
Because of this child, Her Highness can often come to her courtyard to sit, and occasionally she can say a few words to His Highness, although those words are nothing more than around her daughter, but she is already very satisfied.
His Royal Highness likes this daughter very much, and fatherly love can't be pretended, and Zhao can clearly feel it.