Chapter 396: Kill Me with Your Own Hands
Tang Shijin noticed something, and his expression froze.
Before she could speak, she felt a tightness on her waist.
She fell into a familiar embrace, and he immediately flew forward, like a fast meteor catching the moon, she wanted to open her mouth, but he pinched the acupuncture points, couldn't make a sound, and didn't have the strength to struggle, she could only watch, countless sparks and smoke, quickly sliding under her feet.
The wind was blowing on her cheeks, and she quickly summed up the matter in her mind and came to a result.
She nodded to herself inwardly, thinking that she really shouldn't trust literati, literati have always been a thoughtful and eccentric thing.
It's the same with Yan Baiwei.
She didn't know what he was stimulated by and what he wanted to do.
His light skills are really good, and he uses all his strength to unleash it, which is anti-scientific speed...... It is estimated that in her life, she will never be able to compare with him.
However, the arm holding her waist was really thin enough, and her back was half against his shoulder, and she was quite panicked.
In fact, she sincerely hopes that he can live a good life, and if she lives well, she doesn't have to worry about it, so that she can do what she wants to do.
Thinking about it this way, she felt that she was really scumbag.
I don't know how long it took, but his speed slowed down and then he stopped abruptly.
He withdrew his hand that was pinching her acupuncture points and held on to the tree and gasped violently. breathed, but his hands were still tightly wrapped around her waist.
She reached for it, but he wouldn't let go.
Tang Shijin was a little annoyed: "Yan Baiwei! ”
He hugged her tightly, clinging to her tightly, his face was buried, and she wrenched his hand hard: "Okay! Stop it! Yan Baiwei! You let go! ”
He didn't answer, he didn't let go, he just hugged him so tightly, she was really angry, she used her strength to pull it, and it felt like she was about to break his arm, but he just didn't let go.
Tang Shijin really couldn't do it, and scratched him angrily: "What do you want to do!" ”
As if sensing her unbearability, he chuckled softly.
Then he slowly let go, turned her into his arms, and looked into her eyes: "Jin'er." ”
She didn't dare to look him in the eyes, so she reached out to push him, but he didn't move or fight back, but no matter how much she pushed, she couldn't push away.
Tang Shijin said angrily: "Yan Baiwei! Are you going to compete with me?? ”
He stubbornly held it and didn't answer, Tang Shijin was really angry, slapped his arm away with one palm, his whole person shrank subconsciously, and then hugged him again without saying a word, Tang Shijin kicked it again without hesitation.
He suffered this kick, but the whole person still moved forward, Tang Shijin was angry, anxious and helpless, punched and kicked him, and he couldn't hold it...... She was ruthless and slapped it hard.
There was a muffled bang.
The palm slapped him on the back, and he staggered forward, his hand pressed to the ground, and spat out two mouthfuls of blood.
She was stunned and glared at him, and he slowly turned his head sideways and glanced at her.
At that glance, her heart was really broken.
She cried violently, hated it, and turned around and kicked the tree a few times.
With a heavy back, he pounced on her again, hugged her fiercely, and he whispered, "I don't hurt, Jin'er." ”
She covered her face and cried, and he said softly, "Jin'er...... You, don't you like Jiang Hu, don't you like Jiang Huxing? ”
He buried his face in her neck socket, breathed warmly, and choked up: "Jin'er, I have no relatives, I don't have a home...... I only have you, I only have Jin'er, don't you want me, don't like Jiang Hu, don't like him, don't like others, please, Jin'er......"
She was angry, hateful and desperate, covering her face with her hands, and her whole body trembled from crying.
She hated the feeling of not being able to control herself.
It would be nice if she could really like Ego!
If only she could really like someone casually, that's great!
But the most hateful thing is that she intellectually knows that he is a bastard, but emotionally she just likes what he likes...... Others have done thousands of things, and she doesn't even bother to look at them, but when he just raises his eyes to look at her, she is distressed and is about to die.
She hates this self who is swayed by feelings.
I also hate him who is always dangling in front of her eyes.
He grabbed her shoulders so hard that she turned around and pressed back against the tree, a pair of dark eyes staring at her at a very close distance, unblinking.
He muttered and repeated: "Jin'er, don't like Jiang Hu, don't like him...... You like me, do you still like me? I'm not good anywhere, I don't have a conscience, I'm a bastard, I'm not as good as a beast, but it's just to your liking, isn't it? You raised me for four years, saved me several times, my life, I am a person, it's all yours, you don't want me, I don't want it anymore......"
He choked up again and again: "I know you'll be angry, but I have no other way, I really have no other way...... I'm going crazy, Jin'er, I'm really going crazy. I just don't have any interest, I just want my little Jin'er, I don't want anything else, what do the people and what does the country have to do with me? Every time I think about those things, I feel like I'm wasting my time thinking about Jin'er......"
His eyes were all red, "I was wrong, it was all my fault, I was stupid, I don't deserve to beg you to forgive me...... You spoil me again, Jin'er, you spoil me for the last time, don't want me, if you want to be a killer, I will be a killer for you, if you want to ghostwrite, I will ghostwrite for you, I will give you a slave for the current person, anything! I'll do whatever you tell me to do, and if I can't, I'll learn...... Please don't want me, Jin'er......"
He whimpered violently: "Otherwise, you will kill me, if there is no longer a good look, you will grow old...... Then, the best result I can think of is that you can kill me with your own hands, Jin'er, Jin'er......"
He jerked his head down, pulled her hands away, and took her lips in one gulp.
Then he let go of her hand, hugged her waist with both hands, and the whole person pressed up, panting and swallowing hard.
Her tears, his blood......
This kiss is like chewing people's hearts and swallowing them, but the place where the heart is dug is still empty, cold, and painful, and the whole body in pain is convulsed.
It really hurts!
Why does emotion, something that cannot be seen or touched, hurt so much?
She finally broke down, crying and putting her arms around his neck, crying in response to his kisses, crying and calling his name: "Yan Baiwei...... I hate you......"
He didn't say a word.
But she responded with a little bit, as if her master had put his little hand on the forehead of the beast.
The despair and madness that wanted to destroy the world were soothed by this little hand.
He gradually became gentle.
Wutong County, Zhulin Village, Sanssouci Villa...... On Yan Baiwei, who met for the first time, there was a gentleness that was particularly deep and inclusive, belonging to the strong and the elderly, and the gentleness that fascinated her.
I don't know how long it took.
He slowly walked away a little, his forehead against hers, and in the moonlight, quietly looked into her eyes.
She cried for so long that she couldn't stop sobbing.
He said softly, "Jin'er? ”