She didn't.

He didn't scream again, but carefully took her into his arms, hugged her tightly and gently, and gently stroked her hair.

She was softly held by him, her eyes closed.

To this day, this embrace still makes her feel nostalgic, lying on his shoulders and smelling his smell, she inexplicably feels comfortable.

I want to kiss him, I want to hug him, I want to sleep with him, I want to use my legs, hook his waist, and fight him to the death......

Even a strand of hair on his body is as long as she likes......

But in fact, what does it mean to be agreeable?

To put it bluntly, it's not that I just like it.

She smiled wryly.

He subconsciously hugged her tightly: "Jin'er." ”

She still shouldn't be him.

After a long, long time, Tang Shijin put away his scattered emotions, and the whole person gradually sobered up.

I don't know why, she suddenly remembered a passage in the confession book: All my conceit comes from my inferiority, all my heroism comes from my inner weakness, and all my words are because my heart is full of doubts. I pretended to be ruthless, but I actually hated my own affection. ①

She took a long breath and tried to free herself from his arms, but he held on.

Tang Shijin gently patted him on the back.

He hesitated for a moment, then slowly let go of his hand, not daring to look into her eyes.

She looked at him: "Yan Baiwei." ”

He didn't answer, her lips tightened, and she said word by word: "I won't like anyone easily, I'm a very difficult person, so you don't have to worry that I will like Jiang Go, I just want to recruit him." ”

He stretched out his hand and squeezed her hand, she didn't refuse: "But Yan Baiwei, I never sway my decisions because of my emotions, you make me angry, it's not just Zhuang Zhilan's time, we have a lot of incompatible things in terms of concepts, or it can also be said that I am originally an outlier, and I am incompatible with no one." ”

"I'm also a human being, I've been afraid of the well rope for ten years, I can't be stupid again, to put it bluntly, I don't believe you at all......"

"So I think it's good that I've found my own path to follow, and I've cleared the useless thing of emotions out of my future when I've designed all this."

Yan Baiwei said in a low voice: "Jin'er, I didn't understand it before, but now I know, I won't do anything to make you sad again, not a single thing, not half of it," he looked at her pleadingly: "Jin'er, do you believe me......"

Tang Shijin said quietly: "But have you ever thought that in fact, even if there is no matter of Zhuang Zhilan, we will part ways sooner or later...... I am not a person who can 'teach each other husband and children', my path has never been tolerated by the world, and my future and your future are in conflict. ”

"I know." He looked at her quietly in the dark: "Jin'er, I've thought about it, I've thought about it many times." I don't want any future, I don't have any coveting for the throne, I want to fight, but it's just for the world, for the people. What you have done, in the final analysis, is the same as me, let me help you, okay? In every way, I am no worse than anyone else. ”

Tang Shijin said calmly: "It's not good." ”

His hands tightened: "Why?" ”

She said word by word: "I don't like my territory, there is a person who will influence my emotions and judgments, the people I recruit, all of them are under my control, I don't like your all-round ability and being too smart." ”

Yan Baiwei was speechless for a long time.

In this sentence, how cold it is, how warm it is.

How ruthless, but how merciful.

After a while, he whispered: "Then Jin'er, what do you want me to do?" ”

She said coldly: "What you do has nothing to do with me. ”

"Relevant," he said in a gentle voice, as if coaxing a child: "How can my affairs have nothing to do with Jin'er?" I can live, it all depends on my Jin'er, and everything I do is related to Jin'er. ”

He paused: "Jin'er, no matter how long the road is, there is an end, not to mention that for you, at most, in three years, you can get what you want...... And what about three years later? Jin'er? What about after the power tilts to the opposition? ”

He gently hugged her: "It's better for me to go forward too, let's go forward together." After three years...... I am willing to share the world with my Jin'er. ”

Tang Shijin took a long breath.

I couldn't tell what it was like to feel in my heart for a while.

As long as he was sure that her feelings for him were still there, he seemed to be at peace, and all the tenderness and wisdom were all back.

Tang Shijin was silent for a long time, and said coldly: "After you get what you want......

She paused and sneered: "Forget it, I'm too lazy to say, what you love, it's none of my business, don't tell me." ”

She tried to push him away, but he hugged him tightly.

She is always extra sharp when it comes to important things, and if she doesn't say it, it just shows that she cares.

She was actually far ahead of him and thought about his future.

When I think about it, I feel really sad.

Yan Baiwei said softly: "Jin'er, are you looking at me well, I said, no matter the world or the throne, in my heart, it is not as good as my Jin'er, do you look at me?" If I do anything that is not to your liking, you will kill me, and I will kill you...... If I do well, you will spoil me again, the last time, come back to me, when the time comes, you will still do whatever you want, want to do business and want to be an official, I will rely on you, who dares to say that I will help you all, okay? ”

She didn't want to admit that she was really tempted by the prospect. Confused.

But violating her principles because of her emotions is the last thing she can tolerate.

She still wanted to push him away, but he held on: "Jin'er, you promise me, otherwise I won't let you go, the two of us don't do anything in this life, just be husband and wife in this deep mountain and old forest." No matter how I think about it, I think it's better than the days I go out, I can't sleep all night long, and the clothes you bought for me are wider. ”

His voice was heavy, and his words were clearly coquettish.

As he spoke, he took her hand and gently placed it on his face: "I don't lie to you, look at me...... Does Jin'er feel sorry for me? ”

She touched his face gently.

She was really distressed, and every time she saw him, she couldn't bear to look at him more.

After a long time, she closed her eyes and accepted her fate: "When you and I have my wishes, in another three years, if you still think today, I will try to forgive you." ”

He was overjoyed: "Okay." ”

He cupped her cheek in both hands and kissed her hard.

Then he said: "By then, I am already old, will Jin'er dislike me?" ”

Are you enough!!

She shook her hand and was about to leave.

He wrapped his arms around her, took her hand, and wrapped it around his waist: "Will it?" Jin'er? ”

She just wouldn't answer him.

He hugged him for a while, then smiled, and said softly: "I know no, when I met Jin'er, I was already old and ugly, but unfortunately my little Jin'er is good at everything, only her eyes are not good, and the only reliance I have in this life is Jin'er's eyes that were born for me." ”

Tang Shijin: "......"

Don't be so sensual, really......