Chapter 25: Distraught
I was lying on the bed looking at the ceiling in a daze, and his solemn expression and those incomprehensible black eyes appeared on the ceiling. "But I'm angry." These five words lingered in my head for a long time, as if he had a repeater in my head. I'm probably crazy, and even if I do it all over again, I still care so much about anything he says.
So what the hell is he mad at me? My head is going to explode and there are still no clues. I started from the bed with my ass, and I was fed up with the guesswork feeling! I quickly took out my phone and finally couldn't help but edit a text message: "Hi, I'm Lin Mu." Did you sleep? Then type in the eleven digit number that had been engraved in my mind.
I nervously tapped my fingers on the bed board and stared at my phone, waiting, 1 minute, 2 minutes, 3 minutes......
"Can you stop shaking, sister!"
"Woods! Are you deaf? I said, can you stop shaking your legs? Excuse me. Lan Lan's voice was a little disgusted from across the bed.
I looked at my legs meaningfully, and sure enough, they couldn't stop shaking. So he grabbed the shaking leg and said to Lan Lan a little embarrassed: "I'm sorry, I've tried my best to control it, don't shake." He narrowed his eyes and smiled at her.
10 minutes, 30 minutes...... I stared silently at my phone for an hour and he ignored me!
My heart slowly turned from nervous to annoyed and lost, but I still couldn't believe the fact that he ignored me. So I reassured myself that maybe he had slept, yes, he must have slept! I picked up my phone and looked at the time, it was only 9:50, and I thought to myself, do I go to bed so early? This reason does not convince me.
Maybe his phone is dead, well, it must be so! I told myself that but I felt like I was just lying to myself.
The human heart is really terrible, once you fall into some kind of obsession, you can't convince yourself to break away from it anyway, it's like a needle in your head, and you won't give up soon after you don't pull it out, which is probably me at the moment. In order to find out why he didn't reply to my messages, I finally decided to call and verify my previous reassuring thoughts.
I typed in his phone number and told myself: it's okay, call boldly, his phone must be turned off, otherwise why wouldn't he reply to my text messages for so long?
I pressed the call button with trepidation, and it was through! I was so scared that I immediately threw away my phone, and then I took a long breath and secretly scolded myself for being so uncompetitive, what was this doing! Why throw away your phone? Can't you be generous?
"Ahh Sure enough, there is a mortal person in the name, which is annoying! I shouted, trying to express my frustration.
"Who are you talking about, Shen Xingfan?" Shuangshuang immediately took over the conversation, thought about it and said, "Xu Yan hasn't come back yet, it can't be that he is dating Shen Xingfan, right?" β
"Dating?" I couldn't help but flash the scene of Xu Yan's affectionate confession to him, and then he gently hugged Xu Yan into his arms, so I said angrily, "I didn't expect Shen Xingfan to be such a frivolous man!" β
"Who do you say is frivolous?" There was Xingfan's soft voice in his ears.
I looked around, and I couldn't believe my ears and said to Frost and Lan Lan, "Did you hear Shen Xingfan's voice?" β
"Nope." They looked at each other.
I knocked on my head, it seems that it is time to go to Mr. Wang to grab two more patches of medicine, my brain is really terminally ill, I had hallucinations before, and now I have auditory hallucinations, I shook my body, only to feel a chill.
I'm so annoyed that it's okay to hallucinate or something, what phone did I just call him, why did I hang up when I dialed it? Wait, did I just hang up? I stared at the phone I threw on the bed and tried to remember, I just threw it away in fright, but it didn't seem to be hanging!
Oh my God, what kind of social death moment is this, so ...... It wasn't my auditory hallucination, it was his voice coming from my phone! No, I trembled and stretched out my hand to the phone with the back facing up while praying frantically in my heart, and my heart felt like there were 10,000 grass and mud horses galloping, and the phone felt extremely hot in the palm of my hand, which was probably the legendary hot potato.
I quickly flipped my phone over but didn't dare to open my eyes to look at it, I was terrified, I was afraid that I would see the screen that was still on the call; I'm afraid that his voice will suddenly appear on my phone; I was afraid that my little caution about him would be exposed to him and there would be nowhere to hide. I tried to open one eye and squinted into a slit, and quickly glanced at it, and suddenly it dawned on me, and my heart that was hanging in the air finally let go, okay, fortunately, I just thought too much about myself.
I sighed and thought to myself, since he didn't get the call, what would I say if he called me back later? I had 10,000 opening lines in my head, but I didn't wait for a phone call, or even a text message, for a night. I hugged my phone and fell asleep at some point.
"Big wood, big wood, open the door." Ah Yue's voice was sharp and harsh.
I opened my eyes in a daze, and found that it was the next morning, I quickly opened my phone to take a look, and found that only 10086 had sent me a sales message, and I didn't know whether I was disappointed or happy, but I felt that I was so ridiculous that I sang a one-man show all night. The bedroom was empty and I was the only one, so I got out of bed lonely and went to open the door for Ah Yue.
"Da Mu, why are you still sleeping? Are you not going to have a morning class? β
"Say it quickly." I asked feebly, squinting.
"I don't have classes in the afternoon, so why don't you go shopping with me." Ah Yue's face was excited.
"No, I'm going to the library."
"Don't, you said you didn't know what medicine you had taken wrong, and suddenly your grades improved by leaps and bounds, why are you the only one in the first place in our academy, why are you still running to the library all day long?"
"Make money." With that, I climbed into bed again, closed my eyes, and prepared to squint for a while.
"What money do you make?" She questioned.
"Are you embarrassed? You have robbed me of my living expenses for nearly a month, and you support me if I don't make money? "Indeed, after I came here, I haven't adapted to the poor life of 800 a month, I didn't stop the car at once, and my pockets have long been empty.
"Is it important to make money or to accompany me?" This clingy little goblin is really amazing, and he actually began to be coquettish.
"Of course, it's important to make money! Oh, don't bother me, go to class, I'll squint for a while, you asked Yang Enyue to accompany you in the afternoon, haven't you been messing with him every day lately? Indeed, since the last scumbag incident, Ah Yue felt that he was at a loss to Yang Enyue, and he wanted to invite him to a meal, but he didn't expect to come and go, and gradually changed his opinion of him. Although these two people are still bickering as soon as they meet, anyone with a discerning eye can see what is going on.
"Don't, go and go, I like you to go with me." She winked at me with her big innocent eyes.
"I'll talk about it in the afternoon. I beg you, hurry up to class, you're going to be late! I pointed to her the time on my phone.
"Annoying? Don't let people sleep? Xu Yan's sudden insertion startled both Ah Yue and me.
"Oh, you're sleeping too? I thought it was only our big wood who was still sleeping, so I'm really embarrassed. I'm going to class, you go on, bye-bye~" As he spoke, Ah Yue tiptoed to close the door.
Xu Yan was actually there, and after Ah Yue left, the air began to fill the air with an indescribable smell of embarrassment. I was so frightened by Xu Yan that I was immediately refreshed and sleepy. I thought to myself, in that case, I would go to the library now and check the materials that I had changed, so that I could finish the translation list I received outside the school.
I cautiously got up from the bed, for fear of alarming her, but I didn't expect her to sit up and yell at me angrily: "Lin Mu, are you interesting? The tone was full of disdain.
"I, what's wrong with me?" I asked without confidence. I don't know how I offended her, but we are roommates and good friends.
"What's wrong with you, don't you know yourself?" She asked, as if trying to suppress the anger in her heart.
How can this Xu Yan be virtuous with Xingfan, and all the questions he asks are some brainless questions. I thought back to my intersection with her during this time, was it because of yesterday?
"Xu Yan, I don't know about Xingfan yesterdayβ" I was about to explain, but she interrupted me.
"Xingfan?" She smiled coldly and continued, "Didn't you say fair play? That's how you're playing fair with me? β
"Where have I offended you? I don't bother to pay attention to you! I asked myself if I had done anything to be sorry for her, and I opened my mouth to it.
"What do you have to pretend? I heard you on the phone from the balcony last night. Did I mention that you and Shen Xingfan are a special match? She gave me a disdainful look and went into the bathroom and locked the door.
Who else did I call my mom last night? I also called Xingfan, but he didn't answer. What is this? I really wonder who are all around me, and all of them have brain problems!
I knocked on the bathroom door: "Hey, you open the door, I'll go to the bathroom." β
Silent.
"Neurotic, right? Not to mention, when I first introduced Xingfan to you before, you really said that Shen Xingfan and I are very compatible. I muttered cautiously, and casually dressed and ran to the library.
Shen Xingfan's mood: This woman, are you embarrassed to say that I am frivolous? Still say I'm annoying? I pestle in front of my eyes every day, upsetting me, and embarrassed to say I'm annoying?