Chapter 24: Mid-Autumn Festival Friendship (2)
Sure enough, Xingfan glanced at me with a sharp and lethal look, and there seemed to be countless knives shooting at me in his eyes. It's just that he doesn't know my relationship with him after that, so why does he look at me like this? My heart trembled and I felt goosebumps that were weird and horrible for me, so I quickly and brazenly showed him my eight white teeth.
Seeing that I looked like a dead pig was not afraid of boiling water, his mouth opened slightly, his eyes glanced to the upper left corner, rolled his eyes at me, and then showed me a Shen Xingfan-style signature smirk. Heavens, I suddenly felt a chill down my spine, and the goosebumps that were originally on my body fell to the ground, because as long as he smirked like this whenever he encountered something that made him extremely unhappy, and every time he smirked like this, nothing good must have happened.
But what is he bothering about? Was it because of what happened on the pitch yesterday or because of ...... Anyway, no matter what the reason is, I have to pray that he can control the little demon in his body, and don't let it out to do evil, how to say that he is Shen Xingfan, who has always been extremely measured in his behavior, I have to have confidence in him.
"Then I'll be respectful and obey." He said and returned Xu Yan's balloon to Xu Yan, casually took the guitar lying on the ground, and tied the balloon he had been holding in his hand to his arm and continued: "An old song 'Just walking in the rain'"
He skilfully held the guitar to his chest and swept his fingers over the guitar as if to test the guitar's pitch. I looked at him like I saw him still loving music when he was a student. For him, music is probably his only hobby besides basketball. At that time, he always played some soothing and brisk melodies gently and smiled softly at me, at that time, I was only quiet in the beauty I weaved, and forgot to savor the depression behind those music.
Later, when I finally couldn't pretend not to hear those hidden emotions, I began to try to learn the guitar for him, my fingers frayed and cocooned, and I wanted to pass on the real happiness to him in the way he liked, and I naively thought that I would get a little closer to him like him. However, he just seriously bandaged my worn fingers and gently told me that I didn't need to make any changes to cater to him. I still can't forget his expression at that time, obviously the corners of his mouth were slightly raised, and the words he said made people think that he was considerate and impeccable, but his eyes drooped downward, and there was no emotion in his eyes, and he was not at all as radiant as when I first met him, as if he was just trying to play a role, and this role was not distracting for him. Sure enough, he didn't seem to have played the piano since.
A few years ago, on his birthday, I gave him a guitar, and I engraved on it the name of the song he played and sang when he first asked me out, and I wanted to tell him how passionate, sincere and beautiful we used to laugh. As for him, he just flicked it and left it in the corner, and the guitar was lying in the dust.
“Just walking in the rain, so alone and blue, All because my heart still remembers you.” He sang lightly, full of melancholy.
I reveled in his singing and piano, and remembered the first time he asked me out, and on the way back to the dormitory, we ran in the rain. This is probably the good old time we had, I smiled bitterly, and happened to bump into him looking at me with the same bitter gaze.
After the end of the song, everyone applauded continuously.
"It is worthy of being the top ten singers on campus last year, and we are really blessed today." Although Xu Yan was holding the microphone and talking to everyone, there was only room for Xingfan in his eyes, and he was quite affectionate.
"That's not a blessing for you!" Someone in the crowd shouted at Xu Yan.
I saw that Xu Yan's whole person exuded a slightly arrogant light, enjoying everyone's praise and envy.
"In that case, if I play and sing again, I wonder if everyone will feel disgusted?" Xing Fan seemed to be very aware of the current affairs at this time, adding another fire to the already ambiguous atmosphere, and in an instant, the audience continued to boil, Xu Yan opened his mouth even more in surprise, and forgot to answer for a while.
"A song 'The Blower's Daughter' for the one who upset me. His eyes swept over me and I quickly looked away.
The Blower’s Daughter? She who upset him? He...... He said that she wouldn't be Xu Yan! Didn't he just ask me who she was and how she sang love songs so quickly! Sure enough, the man doesn't have a good look, and when he sees a beautiful woman, his eyes are straight, and he can't remember who his surname is!
"Frivolous!" I gritted my teeth, and with a little hatred I couldn't help but pop these two words out of my mouth, and I turned my face away, not even bothering to look at him. The reason why I'm so angry is probably because I hate what he can't sing, why is it this song!
"I can't take my eyes off you......" he sang affectionately, but there was a hint of undoubting in his affection.
I twisted my head to look at the sky, the bright moon was so bright, but it couldn't light the shadow in my heart, I sniffed, inexplicably felt that my nose was a little sour, I really had no bottom line, I actually cried sadly for such a song, I secretly scolded myself, and raised my head at a forty-five degree angle, idol drama honestly did not deceive me, sure enough, tears turned in my eyes, and I didn't mean to go down. It's okay, it's okay, otherwise it's really a shame to be thrown home.
Just as I was secretly rejoicing, Xingfan's face suddenly appeared in front of me, approached my face, stretched out his hand to wipe away the tears in my eyes, frowned and asked a little inappropriately, "Are you so moved?" ”
I jumped up from the ground in fright, and my forehead hit Xingfan's forehead directly. "Ahh I screamed, and I just kept scolding myself in my heart, and sure enough, I was so embarrassed that I didn't even know when the music would stop! I don't even know when he'll come over! Even someone's hand touched my face, and I'm still there!
Suddenly, Xingfan and I were surrounded by different people, and they all came over to ask about our respective injuries.
"Shen Xingfan, are you okay with your forehead? Does it hurt? Lin Mu is really, I don't know what I'm thinking in my head, I just sleepwalk when I fall asleep, and I start to wander before I fall asleep! Relying on his own head to hit you like this? Do you want me to take you to the infirmary? "This damn Xu Yan, what kind of nonsense is he talking about, just be diligent, he is in a panic, what sleepwalking, she said it! And rely on your own hard head? Where is my head hard, and now the person who screams in pain is obviously whether I am good or not, and if I don't care about me, forget it, and go to Xingfan to chew the root of my tongue, I really poured blood mold for eight lifetimes before I met a roommate like her.
"Sleepwalking? Is she sleepwalking? "It's just that I didn't expect Xingfan to ask Xu Yan about my situation with interest.
"What kind of sleepwalking, you sleepwalking! Your whole family sleepwalks! I shouted at Xingfan angrily, and seeing that he didn't continue to discuss my living habits with Xu Yan, I found a slightly quieter corner and sat down.
He walked straight up to me and sat down, and only asked softly, "Is your head okay?" ”
The balloon he had attached to his wrist floated in front of my eyes with the wind and struck me on the forehead as if it were provocative.
"Really, even balloons know how to bully people!" I reached out and grabbed the balloon to pop it, but my name appeared on the balloon, wasn't this the balloon I just gave Chubby? How was he there?
"You...... What exactly do you mean? "I looked at the names on the ball and fell into deep thought.
"What are you talking about?" He carefully snatched the ball from my hand, and a smile flashed across his face as if he had succeeded in a bad deed.
"All! What do you mean by what you said last night, and just now, didn't you just know Xu Yan, just sing such a song...... And how is this balloon here for you? I adjusted my emotions and asked him with a serious face.
"Are you angry?" He leaned over and grinned.
"You're funny, aren't you? What am I angry about! It's really laughing! "I tried my best to hide my heart.
"But I'm angry." He put away the smile on his face and said softly, but his expression was extremely solemn, and his eyes stared at me sharply, as if to see me through.
"You...... Are you still angry? I felt a little inexplicable and muttered.
He didn't speak, but continued to look at me with his godly eyes, and seeing that I was a little flustered, I really began to review my behavior, but even if I wanted to break my head, I couldn't figure out why you were angry.
"You're ...... What are you angry about? I asked cautiously.
"What do you say?" He stared straight at me, and I was getting weaker and weaker.
"How do I know?" I didn't dare to look into his eyes, and I scolded myself in my heart for not growing at all, and I was still led by his nose.
"Do you really not know what you did to me at night?" He raised his voice slightly, causing everyone in the game to stop and look at us.
Suddenly, the field was quiet, and even Xu Yan, who was busy presiding, stopped to look at us.
But what did he call it? At night? If it's so ambiguous and contemptuous, I'm afraid I didn't learn it from Jiang Shu? But did I do anything nasty to him? Isn't it just that I secretly exchanged the quota of English teaching assistant with Ah Yue? Or was it that I hugged her that day because I was too scared? But it's been so long since all these things have passed, and he only now remembers to settle accounts with me, isn't this reflex arc too long?
When he saw that I didn't want to say anything, he got up and wanted to leave. I let out a long breath and thought to myself that I was finally leaving.
But I didn't want him to take two steps and turn back to me and say, "By the way, don't forget to return last night's clothes." With that, he walked away.
"Oh......" the audience began to heckle and scream again.
Did this guy do it on purpose? Deliberately saying this kind of misleading words, it's a bit like the Xingfan I know. In the face of the doubts of the classmates present, I didn't bother to explain, but said, "It's not what you think." And he departed.
And what I don't know is that Xu Yan and I have really had a gap so far.
Shen Xingfan's mood: Is she sleepwalking? So she didn't know what she said to me? If that's the case, why was she so excited to hear that song?