Chapter 17: The mission is declared a failure
It's going to be normal today! I stood at the door of the study room of 06 Automation Class 2 and didn't dare to knock on the door to enter, I don't know what I'm afraid of, obviously I haven't been so nervous about yesterday's English speech contest, I'm afraid there is really something wrong with my brain.
No, I'm prone to make mistakes when I'm nervous, so I have to calm myself down first. I looked for the nearest window, closed my eyes and breathed a sigh of relief at the sky. There was not a glimmer of starlight in the dark sky, and the moon was covered by thick clouds, and a faint light was faintly visible. It's just that the shape of the clouds illuminated by the moonlight is so familiar, and it feels like it's glowing white and it's approaching me. I looked at it with wide eyes for a long time, and then I felt my eyes start to tremble, this is not ...... That white shadow? My heart was shocked, goosebumps suddenly appeared on my body, and my body retreated unconsciously in horror.
A pair of hands grabbed my shoulders strongly, but the man didn't make a sound. My heart lifted into the air, and the silence around me made me wonder if I had entered another plane. Because it was an early autumn night, I put a thin coat on my body, but even so, the cold of the hands penetrated into my skin through my coat, which was a bone-chilling cold that I had never felt in early autumn.
I felt my breathing start to rapid, my heart was beating faster, my brain was racing and I still couldn't think of any countermeasures, what should I do? I wanted to turn back, but I didn't dare to turn back, I was afraid that when I turned around, I would see a face that would scare me out and smile wickedly at me. I've always felt like I'm a yin physique, but I really haven't encountered anything weird except for the ghost press, but recently it's a time travel and those terrifying diaries in the diary, and now it's ...... Now it's this haunting white shadow again! I felt like I had been immobilized by some kind of immobilization, and I couldn't move; I wanted to shout, but my throat felt like something was pinching me, and I couldn't make any sound. I obviously felt cold to the bone, but sweat was pouring from my forehead. It's over, what should come is always coming, and the scene in front of you is not an escape from all solutions.
Just when I was trembling and wanted to face the reality, I felt a warm breath in my ears: "Are you okay?" β
Star ...... Xingfan. I hesitantly turned my head and opened my mouth to her, struggling to get his name out of my mouth.
"What's wrong with you?" He looked me in the eye, as if he had read something from my eyes, and asked softly.
"I ...... I...... I'm so scared. Somehow, the moment I saw him, my heart hanging in the air was finally steady, and at the same time, I was instantly crushed by his gentle care, and the tears in my eyes couldn't stop seeping out. I tried to control my emotions, but I still had lingering thoughts about what had just happened.
"Don't be afraidβ" Before he could finish speaking, I threw myself into his arms, wondering what others would think of me; I don't care what he thinks of me; I can't even take care of the thirteen years between me and him.
He reached out and patted my head lightly as if to comfort me and said, "It's okay, it's okay......"
I don't know how long I've been in his arms, I just know that I'm like a withering flower, and he's my nourishment, and I have to do whatever it takes to get the energy I need to avoid dying. It was only when my mind calmed down that I realized how inappropriate and appropriate my actions were.
"Well, I just ......" I withdrew from his arms to explain my unusual behavior just now, but this kind of unusual behavior can not be explained by normal people's thinking, I can't really tell him that there is something wrong with my brain, right? Forget it, since it doesn't make sense, don't explain, "I didn't scare you just now, did I?" I forced a smile.
"No, no." He frowned slightly, as if he couldn't believe that I hadn't given him a satisfactory answer to what I had just done.
"So, let's go to the classroom, shall we?" I realized that today was my first class as an English teaching assistant in their class, so I pretended to be relaxed and said to him, but my palms were still sweaty.
Although he couldn't understand what I meant for a moment, he obediently followed me into their study room. It's just that the moment we walked into the classroom, the class burst out with all kinds of noises, probably because what I did before was too ingrained in everyone's minds.
I cleared my throat and began to introduce myself and explain who I was here today, I have always been a person who distinguishes between public and private, and since I am a teacher today, I naturally do not allow anyone to challenge my class. I glanced around, and happened to see Fan Lei in the corner with his head down and his phone smiling greasy as he messaged.
I walked up to him unhurriedly, knocked on his desk with my hand and said, "This classmate, tell me why you chose C for this question." β
He hurriedly hid his mobile phone, as if he was afraid that I would see some ulterior secret, and in a panic he flipped out the real question paper of CET-4, muttered to the classmate next door to him, and began to explain the reason for choosing C in this question.
"Finished?" I asked.
He nodded, looking like he was holding a divine ticket, and he didn't know why this expression appeared on this face, which was especially disgusting.
I pretended to pick up the paper and read it again, and then said to him, "I'm sorry, I don't choose C for this question, I choose B, or you can tell me why you chose B." β
The crowd burst into laughter, and he smiled awkwardly and began to explain in embarrassment.
"Well, very good! Actually, this question is A. I laughed out loud, and the class laughed so much that everyone was on their backs. Well, I'll admit, I'm just a fake public person.
"You're kidding me?" He began to show a fierce light, staring at me viciously, completely revealing his sexuality, he should really let Ah Yue take a good look at this face, and he was embarrassed to pretend to be innocent in front of Ah Yue all day long.
"Students, what is the most important thing for us to take the exam? That is, the examination questions should be clear, and the head should always be clear, if you are like this classmate, you don't bring your brains to class, then the fourth level is waiting to hang, and you don't want to get the graduation certificate. "Oh my God, my old-fashioned rhetoric is even more corny than my mother's, but it feels so good to be a fool of yourself, but it's just a little too boring in this English class. In the name of being an English teacher, in fact, it is to be everyone's problem-solving robot, to put it bluntly, it is a walking tool, and it does not give full play to my advantages at all.
But the reason why I'm here is not to give full play to my English advantages, I can't put the cart before the horse, I stared at Xingfan who was seriously brushing the question and fell into deep thought, indeed, I saw the person, but how can I let him take off my guard against me? Why don't I pretend to have a headache and ask him to take me back to my dorm? Or pretend that you don't understand the question very well, and let him stay after class to discuss it alone? Then the moon was dark and the wind was high, and the lonely men and widows were ......
Um, oh my God, I'm really convinced of my own brain, but it doesn't seem to be wrong. Well, I couldn't help but laugh out loud on stage.
"Teacher, teacher? Mr. Lin Mu! "At some point, a somewhat familiar face appeared in front of my eyes, and it shook and shook in front of my eyes with his hand.
"Ah, what?" I came to my senses.
"Shen Xingfan in our class is indeed quite good-looking, but I personally prefer Jiang Shu." She looked in the direction I was looking and muttered meaningfully.
"No gossip during class hours! Say which question you don't understand! I put away the indecent smile on my face, sat up again, and assumed the posture that a teacher should have.
I'm just a tool, a tool. It's just that Xingfan didn't have any questions to ask me that he didn't understand, in my impression, his English score was really good, but it wasn't like he didn't have a question. I got up and spun around in front of his seat, and he didn't pay any attention to me.
Class is finally over!
"Shen Xingfan, you stay for a while!" I shouted at him. He quickly put away his backpack and stopped in front of me, and I pretended to collect the test papers, just waiting for the rest of my classmates to be gone so that I could spend some time with him.
"I'll help you." When he saw that I had folded and folded a few test papers, he immediately stuffed them into my bag with lightning speed, "Okay, is there something wrong?" β
"Oh, that, actually, I wanted to say ...... just now"
"You hugged each other just now, we all saw it!" At some point, another somewhat familiar face came to Xingfan and me, made a grimace at us, and quickly evacuated.
When I saw that there were only me and him left in the class, I pretended to touch my head and put on a headache-splitting expression: "Shen Xingfan, my head hurts so much, can you help me go back to the dormitory?" β
He hesitated for a moment, then reached out to help me but said, "That's what you asked me to stay for?" β
Am I so clumsy in acting? I scratched my head in embarrassment and quickly pulled out a test paper: "Actually, I wanted to discuss the content of the test paper with you." β
"I heard that you won the first place in the Yucheng College Cup in the English Speech Contest yesterday, and you still need to discuss a college English level 4 test paper with me at your level?" He asked rhetorically.
I didn't know this guy was so difficult. It seems that I can only use my killer weapon: "I like you." β
What kind of killer is this, for him now, he is simply a nymphomaniac.
Sure enough, after he was stunned for a few seconds, the corners of his mouth rose and said, "Jiang Shu is next door, or I'll call him over." β
"No, ......no," I had to admit.
He turned off the lights and walked out of the classroom.
"Hey, let's go, wait for me, I'm scared!" I followed him in a hurry, and looked around again, for fear that Jiang Shu would come out of nowhere.
Well, today's mission was declared a failure.
Shen Xingfan's mood: What is she afraid of? Which of the things she said to me were true and which were not?