Chapter 044: We Say We Don't Separate

It was already past eight o'clock in the evening when I came back from my grandparents' house. Xu Zhekai and I took a taxi and stopped at Xiaonanmen, Xu Zhekai was still carrying two bags in his hand, which contained delicious food for the two of us from my grandmother. Fruits, braised pork knuckles, fried chicken wings, etc., and some delicious snacks.

I smiled and said to Xu Zhekai; "I was supposed to go to see them, but I came back with a bunch of things."

Xu Zhekai pinched my face and said, "Who told grandma to say that Yiyi is too thin, so she needs to eat something delicious." I don't understand where you are thin, you are obviously quite sufficient, and your face is not small! After saying that, he looked at me with a wicked smile.

Naturally, I knew what he meant, so I flew up and kicked him in the ass, and then shouted as I chased him, "What's wrong with my face?" People are obviously slapping their faces, okay! ”

Xu Zhekai responded while running: "That's right! That's right! Slap face! Bear slap face! ”

was making a fuss, and met Professor Wu of Xu Zhekai's department in the square in front of the main building, Professor Wu is over 60 years old this year, and he is a very elegant, handsome and lovely old man, at this time he is walking with his wife.

Some of the old professors of our school live in the staff family building on campus, so they shuttle through the various teaching buildings to teach students during the day, and walk outside the teaching building at night to exercise.

Xu Zhekai was busy messing with me, but he didn't see that Professor Wu was already close at hand, Professor Wu had already seen him, and shouted with a smile: "Xiao Xu, you are running very fast!" ”

When Xu Zhekai heard the voice, he quickly stopped, and when he saw that it was Professor Wu, he immediately smiled, and was a little embarrassed. Greeting: "Yo! Professor Wu! Take a walk! ”

Professor Wu smiled and nodded, and Xu Zhekai continued, "Take a walk! Good walk! I'm going for a walk too. ”

Professor Wu and his wife, who is also an old professor in our school, seems to be from the Department of Foreign Languages. Professor Wu's wife glanced at Xu Zhekai, then at me nearby, and said with a smile: "Child, your walking speed is not slow!" ”

A few of us laughed at what I said. Say goodbye to each other and continue each other's "walks".

Not long after passing by Professor Wu, Xu Zhekai suddenly stopped and said, "Alas! When I saw my professor, I remembered that the explanation of the terms he asked me to help sort out last time hadn't been given to him. Yiyi, accompany me to the main building, and I put the sorted materials in the drawer of the office of the Youth League Committee. ”

The main building is just behind the square and we just dropped by. At this time, there are very few people in the main building, the teachers have basically left work, and the students who are still here are basically the student union cadres of various departments, preparing some activities, or helping the teachers sort out some materials.

The elevator stopped on the fifth floor where the office of the Youth League Committee of the Department of Philosophy was located, and I followed Xu Zhekai to 506 on the right. When we arrived at the door of the office, through the glass above the door, we saw that the lights were on in the room, and Xu Zhekai muttered in a low voice, "Who is still working overtime at this point, it's really dedicated." ”

The door was hidden, and Xu Zhekai just wanted to push the door in, but a boy's voice came from inside.

"Ji Yang, you know my thoughts very well, although I have only told you once, but for so long, you should be able to feel that I am not just talking about it that time, I really like you."

The voice is very familiar, combined with the content and object of the speech, I suddenly guessed that it was the speaker who spoke, Dai Siyuan!

I looked at Xu Zhekai in surprise, Xu Zhekai's eyes widened, and he retracted the hand that was about to push the door. It's not going in, it's not going, and when he was hesitating, Ji Yang's voice came from inside:

"I know what you said and what you did, but I can't lie to myself, and I can't lie to you, I'm with you now, it's not fair to you."

"Xu Zhekai has a girlfriend, and the relationship between the two of them is so good, don't get into the horns, give yourself a chance, and give me a chance." Dai Siyuan mentioned Xu Zhekai.

I glanced at Xu Zhekai, shook my head, and said to him with my lips: "Woe water!" "Of course I'm talking about Xu Zhekai, I used to tease him, saying that he was a blue face and a disaster, blocking Ji Yang's good marriage.

Xu Zhekai heard himself mentioned inside, took a few steps back, and wanted to drag me away. I really wanted to hear how Ji Yang answered, so I insisted on not leaving, Xu Zhekai had no choice but to stand next to me and wait.

Ji Yang was silent for a while, and then continued: "Isn't it true that you say that I drill the horns of the bull?" We all know that liking a person has nothing to do with whether this person likes us or not, you are good, and I am not bad, but we just can't be liked by the person in our hearts as we wish, this is not something we can control. I also want to give up Xu Zhekai and be with you, but every time I make up my mind and meet Xu Zhekai again, I find that it still doesn't work, I still can't convince myself to let go, at least not now. You should be able to understand how I feel. ”

Dai Siyuan let out a heavy sigh, and then said, "I understand, so you don't have to persuade me to let go." We are the same people after all. ”

Ji Yang seemed to be talking to Dai Siyuan, and he seemed to be talking to himself, "I have liked him since I was a freshman, at that time he hadn't met Shen Yiyi, and there were girls from other departments chasing him, but he didn't pay attention, every time he worked with him, he took good care of me, I thought I was different from other girls in his eyes, but later I found out that he was just because he was more familiar with me, and he was just a simple polite care." It wasn't until that debate that Shen Yiyi appeared, I looked at Xu Zhekai's eyes when he looked at the other party's seat, and looked at Xu Zhekai's eyes full of appreciation when Shen Yiyi spoke, and I knew that I was completely hopeless. When the two of them were together, I wanted to mix, but I felt that Xu Zhekai would look down on me and hate me even more, so I could only stay in the student union and stay around him like now, so that we could at least have something to say, otherwise, he would be completely away from me. ”

Ji Yang's thoughts, anyone with a discerning eye knows, and Xu Zhekai and I also know it, but hearing her express it to Dai Siyuan so bluntly, it still makes my heart shake violently, I can feel that Ji Yang's liking for Xu Zhekai is not less than mine, but I am luckier, and the person I like also likes myself, in a different place, I am her, what will I do? No solution.

I turned my head and looked at Xu Zhekai who was standing behind me, his expression was very serious, he glanced at me, he didn't speak, I don't know what he was thinking, and I don't know if his heart is shaking like me at this moment. However, I know that in another time and space, after we separated, Ji Yang must have moved him in the end, otherwise, how could the two of them be together and fly to a foreign country together.

I turned around and was about to leave, I didn't want to hear it, and I regretted staying outside the door to hear it. If my appearance was like an uninvited guest breaking Ji Yang's dream, then Ji Yang in the past time and space was like a stone, shattering the peaceful love life between me and Xu Zhekai, and now, I don't know how lethal these words just now are, whether they will still ripple in Xu Zhekai's heart, or set off turbulent waves. In the past time and space, before Xu Zhekai said to break up, I had always been very confident in him and our relationship, but now, under the shadow of the past, I am no longer so confident, and I am even beginning to be less sure of Xu Zhekai's thoughts at this moment.

Just as he was about to leave, Dai Siyuan's voice sounded in the room: "Then have you ever thought about why others quit the student union in their junior year, and I still stay here, I just want to stay with the person I like just like you." If you think I've caused you a problem, I'll quit tomorrow and leave. When you need me, I'll come back. ”

Before Xu Zhekai and I could leave, Dai Siyuan came out of the house, and the moment he opened the door and saw us, Dai Siyuan was shocked, and then regained his composure, he didn't say anything, and turned left to go downstairs without looking back.

The door was open, and Ji Yang in the house also clearly saw us by the door. The three of us looked at each other through the door, and Xu Zhekai gently closed the door, pulled me up and left.

While waiting for the elevator, neither of us spoke. The scene just now obviously had a huge impact on both of us. I know that Xu Zhekai didn't do anything wrong in this matter, Ji Yang has always liked him, and he has always shown that what she just said was not deliberately said to us, everything is just a coincidence, if we don't come tonight, who will know. However, it was just such an accident that the four of us were separated by a door and confessed everything to the open, which was very embarrassing.

The elevator came, I walked in first, Xu Zhekai followed, and pressed 1,. I whispered, "It's okay." Xu Zhekai shook his head and did not speak.

The elevator quickly reached the first floor, and Xu Zhekai and I walked outside the main building.

The cool breeze of the spring night breeze was very comfortable on my body, and it also blew my chaotic brain a little more sober. Xu Zhekai's mood also adjusted a little, he took my hand and said to me as he walked slowly, "Yiyi, sometimes, most of what we do feels is right and deliberate, but we rarely think about whether this decision will cause trouble and harm to other people involved. You see, the two of us went in happily, but we didn't expect to bump into other people's unhappiness because of us, and the things of life are really not the best of both worlds. ”

"So, what do you want to say?" I asked.

"It's nothing, I just feel a little emotional. In the past, I took it for granted that we were able to meet each other and be with the people we liked, but now it seems to be just luck, and we all have to cherish this luck. Never separate. ”

I stopped, looked at his serious expression, looked at his star-like shining eyes, nodded solemnly, took the initiative to stretch out his arm, and he quickly took me into his arms.

I had mixed feelings. Since, you who I like so much happen to like me so much, and since we both have such good luck, then, why, in another time and space, do you still have to let go of my hand and go so far without looking back? What about not separating? Xu Zhekai, have you forgotten?