When I got back to my dorm, I said hello to the others and packed up my things and went to the public bathroom on the first floor to take a shower. Standing under the showerhead, I felt like I had finally recovered some of my energy from exhaustion.

The day has been too indescribable, full of flavors. In the afternoon at grandma's house, so warm, so romantically reminiscing about the love fairy tales of the old times, coming back at night to laugh and run happily on campus, this day could have ended perfectly on that cheerful note, but I didn't expect that an accident made the air pressure low can not be lower. The capacity of this afternoon was so great, so many things happened, too many emotional transformations, that when I said goodbye to Xu Zhekai and turned upstairs, I actually felt a kind of relief.

After taking a shower, the whole person was a lot refreshed, and when I returned to the dormitory, I was not in the mood to chat with other people, so I climbed into bed, closed the bed curtains, and hid myself in the quilt. Xiaoru sat on the next bed, lifted the corner of my bed curtain, poked her head and asked with concern, "Are you okay?" I smiled at her and pretended to be relaxed and said, "It's okay, it's just a little tired from running outside all afternoon, don't worry." "How long Xiaoru and I have been together, how can I not know that I am not as relaxed as I said, but she didn't say much, just told me that if I wanted to talk, I could climb into her bed at any time. I smiled and nodded, and Ru's head moved out of my bed, putting the curtain back on for me.

I lay down and tried to get a good night's sleep, but I couldn't. The scene in front of the office of the Youth League Committee kept coming to my mind. Dai Siyuan's words, Ji Yang's words appeared in my ears alternately, Ji Yang stood in the room and looked at me and Xu Zhekai through the crack in the door, which also made me feel particularly uneasy, and that look clearly wrote grievances, unwillingness and stubbornness to gamble and lose.

Judging from Xu Zhekai's performance today, Dai Siyuan and Ji Yang's words finally made him face up to the fact that Ji Yang is different from other suitors, the other girls are all from the appearance association, and the reasons for pursuing are also slightly superficial, and they are not lasting, as soon as a new goal appears, or seeing that Xu Zhekai has no response, he will automatically retreat. But Ji Yang is different, she really appreciates Xu Zhekai, and is really willing to follow, wait, and help him, that is love, not just love.

I don't know what kind of mentality he will face Dai Siyuan and Ji Yang in the future, after all, before the words are spoken, everyone can maintain tacit decency, but once the words are spoken, even if it is an unintentional move, even if it is an accidental event, everything will change more or less.

I can't help but recall another time and space, when Xu Zhekai broke up with me so decisively, and I am even more curious, in addition to the excuse of "going abroad and not planning to come back", what other reasons made him leave so simply and easily ended our beautiful relationship for more than two years. Could it be that in that time and space, he also ran into such a scene, but, with a slight difference, I was not around at that time and space? Thinking of this, I felt a little ridiculous for my own brain hole, but at the same time, I thought, even such a thing as crossing can happen, what else is impossible?

Thinking about it, my head hurt slightly, and I tried to avoid reminiscing about it, so I took the radio next to me, put on my headphones, and randomly tuned the radio station I usually listen to, distracting myself.

At this time, the mobile phone placed next to the pillow vibrate. I picked up my phone, it was a text message from Xu Zhekai, several, each of which was long.

"Yiyi, I admit that Ji Yang and Dai Siyuan's words tonight did shock me, but it doesn't mean that Ji Yang will shake my love for you. I just didn't realize that my rejection would have such a big impact on others in the past, but rejecting her and keeping my distance is also something I have to do. I can't love you deeply and have illusions about her at the same time, and then I will be sorry for you and for her. ”

"Like now, even if she can't figure it out now, sooner or later she will understand it one day. Even if Dai Siyuan is not her final choice, she will eventually meet her love. ”

"Although this matter has a certain relationship with us, especially with me, it is not something we can control. We've seen it, we've heard it, it's there, and if we hadn't seen it today, if we hadn't heard it, it would still be there. ”

"So, Yiyi, don't think cranky, don't put pressure on yourself, don't doubt me because of this, I'm sure of what I think in my heart, and I can grasp my heart."

"I know you're a little unhappy tonight because of my silence, but I want you to know that my silence is just because I was a little overwhelmed at the moment when the facts were in front of me, and I also knew Ji Yang's intentions in the past, but knowing it was not the same feeling as hearing it with my own ears. I hope you understand. ”

"Yiyi, nothing else matters, I didn't like her in the past, I still won't like her in the future, I love you, I'm pretty sure. So, turn the page and we're going to see nothing, hear nothing tonight. Guarding our love together is what I want to do the most. As for them, there will naturally be happiness waiting for them, but it is a little slower than ours. ”

I flipped through the text messages sent by Xu Zhekai one by one, and my eyes were a little moist. I suddenly felt a little ridiculous, what am I struggling with? What I encountered tonight was the scene where Dai Siyuan confessed to Ji Yang's rejection, and it wasn't Xu Zhekai confessing to Ji Yang, and it wasn't even Ji Yang confessing to Xu Zhekai. What am I thinking of here? Tangled with what? Question what? I'm just making the same mistake I made many times before, taking the things of the past time and space to punish Xu Zhekai in the current time and space. Use the results of the past to measure the process of the present. It's naïve, stupid, unfair thinking, and I don't want that.

I turned on my phone and edited a message to send to Xu Zhekai: "Dear little poplar, as you said, it's lucky to happen to meet someone who likes each other, let's not be affected by external factors, let alone ruin this luck personally." I believe that you can handle the relationship with Ji Yang well, and I also believe that our love will have the best outcome. Good night and I wish you all the best in your dreams! ”

In less than a minute, Xu Zhekai's text message replied: "Good night, I wish us to always be with each other in our future lives." ”

Closing my phone, I closed my eyes and drifted off to sleep. The headphones came the song played by the radio DJ: "Love is a superstition at the right time, oh, so you are here too......"

I had no dreams all night, and when I woke up the next morning, my mood was a lot lighter, and when I changed my clothes, I also deliberately picked out an orange T-shirt, looking at myself in the mirror, I really looked like a sunflower, Xu Zhekai's analogy was really right.

Xiaoru looked at me and smiled, she didn't mention last night's incident, but said happily: "Yiyi looks good!" It's a beautiful day! ”

I laughed and replied, "It's beautiful every day!" ”

Yu Han got up early and went to the library with Chen Shuo, Liu Jia was called by a senior sister to help, and she was not there, and Xiaoru, who was usually tired of being with Jiang An, was still there, I was a little strange and asked her: "By the way, why are you still in the dormitory at this time, why didn't you go to breakfast with Jiang An?" ”

Xiaoru said, "Of course I don't worry about you, seeing that you came back yesterday, we thought you and Xu Zhekai had a quarrel, and they both had something to do in the morning, so they sent me to accompany you, and I was relieved to see that you were fine." ”

I was very moved, packed my schoolbag and said to Xiaoru: "Let's go, sister, please have breakfast, just order!" ”

We walked out of the dormitory with a smile, but unexpectedly met Ji Yang downstairs in the dormitory. I nodded at her, and was about to leave with Xiaoru's arm on my shoulder, but was stopped by Ji Yang.

"Shen Yiyi, can I have a few words with you?"

I looked at her hesitantly, and Xiaoru was also surprised. I took out the meal card from my pants pocket and stuffed it to Xiaoru, "You go to the cafeteria to buy food first, wait for me, I'll go over in a while." Xiaoru looked at me, then at Ji Yang, didn't say anything, and left.

It's time to go out to eat and go to class in the morning. There were a lot of people coming and going downstairs in the dormitory, and we were standing here a little too much. Ji Yang said, "Let's go to the laundry room on the first floor and say. With that, he turned around and went into the dormitory, and I followed her in.

At breakfast time, the laundry room was empty, just in time for conversation. Ji Yang opened his mouth first: "How much did you two hear yesterday?" ”

Oh, straight to the point, it's her style. "Start with Dai Siyuan confessing to you." I answered truthfully.

"Do you think I'm ridiculous?" Ji Yang asked, his tone cold.

"No, I think you are very frank, and Dai Siyuan is also very frank." I'm telling the truth.

Ji Yang was stunned and sneered again. "I didn't mean to say it to you, what is there to be frank?"

I didn't speak, I looked at the girl in front of me, tall figure, tight waist, wearing a black dress, long hair draped over my shoulders, and delicate makeup painted on her face. I don't know how she came to me so early in the morning after such an embarrassing scene last night.

As if seeing my thoughts, Ji Yang continued: "I came to you today to tell you that it was good that the two of you heard the conversation between me and Dai Siyuan last night, I have never said those words in front of Xu Zhekai, and I am not as frank as you just said." But my feelings for Xu Zhekai are no less than yours, and even earlier than you started. It's just that he happens to like your type. But who knows if his preferences will change in the future? I will continue to like him, and I will continue to treat him in my way as before, this is my right, but you can rest assured, I will not deliberately sabotage you, nor will I actively intervene between you. But if you don't make it to the end, I'll never let the opportunity slip away easily, and I'll keep chasing him until he knows who is best for him. ”

"How do you know you're the best fit?" I asked rhetorically.

"I don't know, I just think Xu Zhekai is more suitable for finding a mature and calm one. This will be more helpful for him later on. ”

I smiled and replied to Ji Yang, "Do you think falling in love is a partnership to do business?" Good luck finding the best partner! With that, he turned around and walked out of the laundry room.

Ji Yang's voice sounded behind him: "I will always wait!" ”

When I went to the cafeteria to find Xiaoru, there was an empty plate in front of her, and an untouched breakfast, preserved egg porridge, fried dough sticks, eggs, and small vegetables, all of which I usually eat.

Xiao Ru watched me sit down and reached out to push the breakfast in front of me. He said, "I've finished eating, this is for you, eat it quickly, if you don't eat it again, it will be cold." ”

I picked up a spoon and scooped a spoonful of preserved egg porridge into my mouth, "It's so fragrant!" I laughed.

Xiao Ru also smiled, as if she was relieved. I know that she saw Ji Yang looking for me, and combined with my state last night, she was a little worried.

I smiled and said to her, "Thank you honey, don't worry, it's all settled, it's all right." ”

Xiaoru said, "Really? ”

"Hmm!" I nodded vigorously.

"Really?" I also asked myself in my heart. Maybe.

Xu Zhekai, if you can, let's love to the end.