Chapter XXXVIII
The three words "our family", which are exactly the same as Sister Feng, actually came out of Feng Jianzhao's mouth. It was also so heavy and so high-pitched, so high that the little extravagant hope that Ma Yinuo might have for him to look at the matter rationally and objectively collapsed.
Instead, Ma Yinuo smiled, although the tears still flowed down his face, and he never stopped. At this time, she looked at the man she once loved deeply in front of her, and she had an inexplicable strange feeling, as if she was looking at an outsider, a stranger she had never met, roaring there for no reason.
It was useless to say more, she gave up explaining, giving up struggling. Because, the more she struggled, the more the thorns of his words strangulated her wounds deeper.
In an instant, a thought rolled through Mayino's mind. If you stay away from their home and let their family live their own life, how happy they should be and how happy they should be.
Ma Yinuo found that this idea was rolling around in his heart, and he was about to take root.
She knew how hasty and dangerous this idea was; She knew that this thought would make her lose the love that was about to be cultivated, but she just couldn't help but like this thought. When she decided to let this idea take root in her heart, she felt both painful and relieved. After the liberation, there was even a very relieved sense of pleasure, even if this pleasure was exchanged for a drop of blood, she still couldn't help but like it.
She didn't know if she was doing the right thing, but she was still willing to listen to her inner voice, and said it to Feng Jianzhao word by word: "We...... Let's break up......"
Feng Jianzhao still didn't know what kind of watershed he was standing on. At this time, if he pulls her, he will give her a hand. melt her grievances, and the two can get back together; If he pushes her, the two of them may be scattered, and Luan Feng will fly apart.
At this moment, he could have put his heart in his heart and gave Ma Yinuo enough confidence that she would be willing to face the complicated family affairs in the future for him; He could have given Maino enough confidence to continue believing in the white-headed wish of his youthful vows.
It's a pity that Feng Jianzhao didn't realize what a critical moment it was, let alone realize that he had to grasp this critical moment.
His complaints and anger were like inertia, blurting out: "Why do you say break up as soon as you quarrel!" Are you talking about a breakup? Am I so unimportant to you?! ”
Maino was no longer able to argue with him.
It's ironic to think about it, when she was young, she was young and vigorous, she used to casually mention breaking up, every time Feng Jianzhao spoiled her and coaxed her, as if she was really going to lose her, she had to cherish her every time. Since the past two years, her mind has gradually matured, and the people around her have also talked about marriage, Ma Yinuo has long understood that the word breakup cannot be mentioned casually, even if Luminggu is sad, she did not mention half a word.
And now, she really mentioned breaking up, but Feng Jianzhao was so disappreciative of the angry and accusatory.
My heart is cold, tired, and tired.
She said calmly, "I know, I used to say this to scare you. But you recall, how long has it been since I've said that? This time, I'm serious, and I'm really discouraged. After a few years, if you can figure it out, you don't have to regret it, I really loved you for eight years and didn't want you to suffer. If you can't figure it out...... It's impossible not to understand, I can't make you understand, in the future, if you marry someone else, she will definitely let you understand. ”
Seeing Ma Yinuo's pale face and strange expression saying something "understand" and "don't understand", Feng Jianzhao panicked, he was in love with Ma Yinuo, seeing her like this, her face was full of tears, but she was not noisy or noisy, she was really hurt. Although he still hasn't "understood", his love for her makes him feel distressed.
"It's not...... I'm not trying to criticize you. I mean, you can't just talk about a breakup. His voice softened.
"I'm serious." Maino didn't want to say anything more.
"How is it possible to break up? How could the two of us be separated after being together for so long, and besides, this is a little bit of a big deal. Feng Jianzhao didn't expect the situation to take a turn for the worse so sharply, and when they first met, they just chatted for a day. He wanted to say "don't make a big fuss", but the atmosphere of the scene made him realize that he couldn't say such things.
"yes, we've both been together for so long, you've been working for two years, and I'm about to graduate." Ma Yinuo sighed with emotion and asked a question she had always wanted to ask in her heart, "Then why don't you keep proposing?" ”
"My sister said, it's better to wait for your job to be stable, and let's get married again."
"Your sister said?" It is said that there is a mother's boy, but I didn't expect that my boyfriend, who has always been independent, turned out to be a sister boy. It was as if he was looking at a stranger there, his lips twitching, but he couldn't make out what he was saying.
Feng Jianzhao realized that he had lost his words, and he was so anxious that he didn't know how to explain, so he hurriedly said, "No." I also want to be formal, and when I have almost saved up for the down payment on the house, I will sincerely propose to you. ”
"Didn't I tell you, my parents have prepared the money for me to buy a house. I know you have strong self-esteem, so I will let my family take as much as you have saved, so that you will not feel uncomfortable. We are half of us, and although we are not enough to buy a big house now, we are also enough to buy a small house. ”
Speaking of this, Feng Jianzhao has always been grateful to Ma Yinuo, thinking about her being with her all these years, thinking about herself everywhere, for fear that she will be embarrassed. Today, I don't know what's wrong, I am so confused, and I regret it very much for blaming such a lovely person.
"Baby, I know it, I know your heart for me. Don't be angry. Today I didn't control my emotions, I talked nonsense, and I made you sad, don't take it to heart. You keep crying like this, I really feel very distressed. As he spoke, he remembered to wipe her tears, but was avoided by Ma Yinuo.
"It's not that you don't control your emotions, but you don't want to control your emotions when you mention your family. The two of us are just boyfriend and girlfriend now, and we haven't gotten married yet, so your sister set rules for me, and I feel wronged to tell you, and you are dancing again. Are you still the one I trust? I'm looking at you now like I'm looking at a stranger. ”
"It's not ......." Feng Jianzhao didn't know how to explain it, and pale denied.
"I'm so tired. I'm going back. "A brain-burning interview in the morning, a heartburn quarrel in the afternoon, and the fact that he didn't sleep well last night, Ma Yinuo felt like he was drained and just wanted to leave quickly.
"Baby ......"
"We broke up, in the future, don't call me baby again."
When Feng Jianzhao heard this, he was completely dumbfounded. Over the years, there is no mistake that cannot be made up for by a "baby", and if there is, then repeat it a few more times.
She liked the exclusive title so much, so she forbade him to call it again.
He understood that Ma Yinuo was serious this time, and he definitely didn't want him to apologize and accept a breakup.
"No! How can I agree to a breakup? He was too anxious to express it.
"It's not a divorce, I really don't need your consent. As long as I let go alone, I'm not together. A breakup is a unilateral decision that takes effect immediately once announced. ”
Ma Yinuo, who was hanging two lines of tears, showed a bitter smile, his lips were red, his teeth were rotten, but he was already disheartened.