Chapter 39: If only it was as first seen

When he was a child, Ma Yinuo's home was in an idyllic town, surrounded by mountains and rivers, with wide pools and narrow rivers, green tiles and red walls, and chickens and dogs smelling each other.

One day when she was 5 years old, the whole family was eating dinner around the table. "Bang bang bang!" Suddenly, there was a knock on the window from behind.

Maino looked to see a little boy with a bulging face who had been playing with him in the afternoon, holding a long branch in one hand and pounding the window pane with a small round fist in the other.

Her mother, Ms. Lin, got up to open the window and saw the little chubby boy lying on the windowsill with his upper body, two little short legs kicking a stake that had been moved from nowhere, trying to find his balance. So he stretched out his hand, and took hold of his arm, lest he fall, and asked, "What is the matter with you?" ”

The little chubby boy was not afraid of life at all, handed the green branch in his hand to Ms. Lin, and said loudly in a childish voice: "Auntie, we are playing outside, and your Ma Yinuo went home first, and I didn't catch up to play and climb the tree." I picked a few bunches of elm money for her and gave her something to eat! ”

Ms. Lin smiled and said, "Thank you, little friend!" I'll give her something to eat in a moment. ”

As he spoke, he took the elm money, and when he got down from the windowsill steadily, he let go of his arm with peace of mind, and watched him jump and run away happily.

Ms. Lin saw that the layers of green elm money were tender and full, so she quickly washed them and made them into sugar and elm money, and served them directly to the table.

Ma Yinuo tasted the sweetness of the season, and was so happy that he held chopsticks and laughed while chewing.

When her father asked her what the name of the little boy who gave her a gift, she didn't remember it for a long time, and said, "I forgot!" ”

Grandma said, "This is the fat child of the old Feng family on the west side of the bridge." ”

Lang rode a bamboo horse, and sent elm money to the back window. The handful of carefully selected elm money was Feng Jianzhao's first gift to Ma Yinuo.

Over the years, they moved several times and went their separate ways.

It may be that their fate was inadvertently strung together by the strings of elm money.

As soon as the first year of high school was divided, Feng Jianzhao recognized Ma Yinuo, who had grown into a fair lady, in the crowd at a glance, and was so surprised that he hurriedly ran to look at the list posted on the wall, wanting to verify his findings. On the list arranged according to the results of the high school entrance examination, he saw that Ma Yinuo's name was listed at the top of the class in gold.

For the first time in his life, he was empty-hearted about his achievements. Feng Xiaopang back then had grown into a sassy and heroic Feng Xiaoshuai, but he was not embarrassed to recognize his playmate when he was young, but instead worked hard to read.

In his sophomore year of high school, he was already in the top five in his class, and he ran for the vice president of the student union, and at the same time, by some "deliberate" coincidences, he became one of Ma Yinuo's good friends.

Seeing that there were more and more boys who were eager to chase Ma Yinuo, and the love letters had been rejected by her several times, Feng Jianzhao was a little anxious.

One day, in physical education class, he played basketball with several boys on the basketball court, and on the other side, Ma Yinuo participated in the mixed doubles audition on the badminton court.

Feng Jianzhao aimed in the direction of the badminton court while dribbling the ball, Qi Lele, who was on the same team as Ma Yinuo, his eyes were not on the badminton at all, he was always smiling at Ma Yinuo's hippie face, picking up a ball and handing it to her, and taking the opportunity to chat a few words, which made her smile like a flower.

Feng Jianzhao hit a three-pointer into the basket fiercely, not caring about enjoying the adoring gaze of his teammates, and crossed his waist to the badminton court.

Suddenly, he had a flash of inspiration, and across the court, he shouted at Ma Yinuo, who was swinging his racket: "Ma Yinuo! Let's be in this together! Maino! Stay with me! Maino! ”

The voice, high and melodious, clear and loud, crossed the court and turned over the net; That voice, just like the little fist that knocked on the window many years ago, also knocked on the small window of the teaching director.

It was on that day that the two of them were summoned to the teaching office for the first time; It was on that day that the two of them were together; That is, on that day, Qi Lele, Zhou Lele, Han Lele, Miao Lele, all of them were out of play.

Eighteen-year-old campus love is not so straightforward, and stumbling and awkward is also a common thing. But Maino is very coaxing, a roll of biscuits, a hamburger, and a "baby" can make her smile.

Once, a girl was talking to Feng Jianzhao intimately and laughing, Ma Yinuo was unhappy, but he smiled and said to the girl: "My girlfriend is not happy for me to talk to you." ”

As a result, the girl wrote a letter full of several pages on the reverse side, which stated that she understood why Ma Yinuo was angry, but she just wanted to be friends with Feng Jianzhao, not to snatch him.

The scheming girl asked Feng Jianzhao to forward the letter to his girlfriend, saying that it was a sincere letter of apology, and asked him to read it first. Feng Jianzhao, who was upright, felt that the letter was really sincere, so he did it anyway, and said to Ma Yinuo happily, you will definitely be able to dissipate your anger after reading it.

Angry that Ma Yinuo couldn't eat, he sat on the seat and brushed up on physics problems.

But when he bought her a hamburger to put on a physics problem, she smiled and didn't care.

Now, this particularly coaxing girlfriend is so determined to break up with herself.

Feng Jianzhao was stunned, not knowing what to say to redeem it, a few words appeared in his heart over and over again, but he couldn't make a sentence, "My favorite girl....... Just leave me?"

Ma Yinuo turned to leave, and he hurriedly followed, saying that he would take her back to school. She didn't refuse, but she didn't say anything to him along the way.

When they got off the bus at the gate of the South Campus of Garson University, and they walked in the direction of Ma Yinuo's dormitory, Feng Jianzhao suddenly realized that he had not walked this road for a long time.

This campus, with green pines and cypresses, winding paths, clear ponds, and covered bridges reflected; The woman next to her is as bright as the moon, and her eyebrows are slightly delicate.

But this beautiful woman has been disappointed a lot.

In the past two years, whenever there was a separation at the school gate, Ma Yinuo would coquettishly beg him to send him off and accompany him to walk back on campus, but every time he thought it was too troublesome to send it back and forth, he let her go back by herself every time.

He searched for his memories, and it turned out to be like this every time.

Unexpectedly, every time!

As he walked forward with Ma Yinuo, he said emotionally, "I finally understand what you mean by what you said in Luming Valley, that I am not as good to you as I was before. In the past two years, I have indeed changed, become impatient, and become unwilling to accompany you well. It's not all because it's busy, it's that I shouldn't. ”

Ma Yinuo still didn't speak, but his heart was flat.

No matter what she said before, he didn't understand these words. Until now, he finally understood, but his understanding came too late, and it had been two years since Ma Yinuo first said to him, "Can you treat me as well as before?"

Once, she said, now you won't send her me; He said that it was a waste of time to have to return again.

Once, she said, "The shoelaces are open, and if you help me tie them, I will be happy; He said, I'm a man, it's a shame in public, you can tie it yourself.

Once, she touched the little rabbits sold on the street and said they were so cute; He said, "It's not dirty, you've touched a rabbit, don't touch me with your hand."

Now, she and him, the two of them, have been, unconsciously, walking on both sides of the cracks in the stone pavement.

When she arrived downstairs in the dormitory, Ma Yinuo was just about to go in, but Feng Jianzhao pulled her over and held her in his arms, completely ignoring the public. Ma Yinuo didn't struggle to refuse, but he didn't respond by hugging him, his arms hanging listlessly in the air, his heart like ashes.

Feng Jianzhao felt his girlfriend's boundless indifference, knowing that this quarrel was an extraordinary blow to her, she couldn't help but have red circles in her eyes, blamed herself, and wanted to apologize properly, but she didn't know where to start.

The moment Feng Jianzhao let her go, Ma Yinuo turned around and entered the dormitory building, without saying a word, without hurry, calmly with determination.