Chapter 31: Do You Want My Life?

It was some time again.

Li Lizi saw Li Mingyu again.

Just like when they first met, in the atmosphere of the bar.

is still sitting in the corner last time, just looking at Li Mingyu under the light.

She can always catch Li Mingyu's face in the crowd, and she has already laid a beam of light for him in her heart.

And as before, she came on her own.

But this time, Li Mingyu should not be able to see her. Because, she is no longer the poor student in the school uniform.

Li Mingyu once told her not to come to the bar again. She listened at the time. But now that the two are separated, the situation is different again.

She saw Li Mingyu sitting at the bar drinking alone, he didn't bring a woman today, and he didn't know if he was waiting for someone.

Whether it was or not, when he was slightly drunk, Li Lizi asked the waiter to send him another cocktail made with floating emerald pills in front of him.

The color of the bewitching sparkled his eyes. Sure enough, as she expected, Li Mingyu cast his eyes on her.

She got up and took the initiative to walk to Li Mingyu's side.

Li Mingyu looked at her, there was not much change in his eyes, but the corners of his mouth showed an ambiguous smile.

It's the smile she's always wanted to see. Li Mingyu's smile has never been shown to her.

He didn't recognize her.

Today's Li Lizi is wearing just the right amount of heavy makeup, wearing a black off-the-shoulder hip dress, a pair of white legs are exposed, and she has completely lost her natural and simple appearance in the past.

Coupled with the effect of alcohol and lights, Li Mingyu would not think of the woman in front of him and Li Lizi at all.

After three rounds of drinking, Li Mingyu naturally took her into the car.

Soon, she saw the familiar house again.

I opened the door and entered the house. She had loved everything in it like her own child, but now she had to pretend to be a stranger before stepping into it.

Li Mingyu didn't notice the faded smile on her face, and just blindly kissed her on the lips. A pair of hands groped around her irregularly.

These intimate actions were what Li Lizi longed for to happen with Li Mingyu in her heart.

Now all of them slashed her head and covered her face, so that her heart was filled all at once, as if it was about to overflow, so that she could not breathe through, and slowly indulged until she drowned. Her breathing became rapid, and the corners of her eyes were moist.

Just enjoy, she told herself. That was the last thing reason told her.

Soon her brain was shattered.

From the sofa to the room, they were crazy about it, until Li Mingyu hugged her to the big bed in the master bedroom.

Just when their passion was at its peak, Li Lizi opened her mouth and asked him, "Do you want to kill me?" ”

Hearing her speak, Li Mingyu paused for a moment, and then stopped moving, "What do you mean?" ”

"Do you like me? Do you want my life? ”

"What do you mean?" Li Mingyu let go of Li Lizi's body and covered his head with his hand, as if he felt a headache. "Who are you?" He asked in a hoarse voice.

Li Lizi didn't know what was wrong with him, and reached out to help him.

Li Mingyu took a step back, still holding his head tightly.

I don't know if it's the effect of alcohol, he seems to be a little confused, and he has a headache, and his mouth is still babbling, "Who are you, who are you...... It hurts......"

Sober up. Li Lizi immediately thought of helping him sober up. She didn't hesitate any longer, ran out of bed, and rushed into the kitchen, thinking about what she could do to help him sober up.

Tea, or honey?

Li Lizi was still naked, and she was looking for it in the kitchen.

She didn't notice that Li Mingyu was already standing at the door of the kitchen at the moment, still holding something in his hand.

After a long time, Li Lizi took out a jar of honey from the refrigerator, and then turned her head and saw Li Mingyu and the thing in his hand.

A bright knife.

She was stunned for half a second, and just as she realized what that meant, she felt herself scream and couldn't say anything.

Hot blood gushed out of her arteries, and soon she was unconscious.

Li Mingyu's forehead was oozing with cold sweat, and he said to himself: "I want to kill you." ”

With that, he fainted.

By the time he woke up, the sky was already white.

He found himself still red. Naked, next to her lay a woman who had lost her body temperature, and a knife cut her neck caused a large amount of blood to flow from the wound.

Memories of last night came back in a flash.

The woman still had heavy makeup on her face, and it was the woman who came to drink with him last night.

Later, they returned home together.

And then ...... As if suddenly stung by memory, Li Mingyu looked at the blood-stained fruit knife on the ground, as well as his blood-spattered palm.

His hands trembled, and for the first time since he had left home alone, he felt so flustered.

He looked at the woman.

As the night passed, the morning light made everything clear.

He looked at her face, and for a moment, his face changed.

This woman, her face ...... Li Mingyu ignored the terrifying fact that she was already a dead person, and got busy and held her face.

He vigorously wiped the powder and lipstick that had covered her face with his palm.

Suddenly, a lung-splitting cry came from his throat. The shouts shook until he could no longer make a sound, and he did not notice it.

Outside the interrogation room, Xiaomei, who was about to take a nap, finally saw a little movement inside through the one-way glass.

Several people still made no sound, but Shen Ranzhen's arm was gradually wet with drops of liquid.

"What's going on?" Xiaomei took a closer look at the surveillance screen.

Tears slowly flowed out from the corners of Shen Ran's eyes.

At this time, Lu Cheng also slowly opened his eyes.

Xiaomei dialed Xu Guangyuan's number again, "Professor, where are you, Teacher Shen seems to be awake, he is crying." ”

"I'll be there soon, I'll be there soon." Hearing Shen Ran crying, Xu Guangyuan was also very anxious.

Lu Cheng felt that he had a very long and vivid dream, in which he was Li Mingyu, and he experienced all the emotional ups and downs of Li Mingyu.

It can be said that no one knows Li Mingyu better than him now.

When did he notice the girl Li Lizi, when did he feel the difference in this girl, and when did he tell himself that he couldn't touch her.

All women, but not her.

just didn't expect that in the end, Li Lizi still had an accident in front of her eyes.

His breathing was heavy, and the tingling pain in his chest made him a little unable to distinguish whether he was Li Mingyu or Lu Cheng now.

He sat next to Shen Ran and lay on the table face to face with Shen Ran.

When I opened my eyes, the first thing I saw was Shen Ran.

Before Shen Ran opened his eyes, tears quietly flowed out of the inner corners of his eyes, down his cheeks, and into his sleeves.

Lu Cheng's heart suddenly softened.

In this dream, he recognized the person opposite as Shen Ran several times.

But they all played their own roles according to the "script" of memory, and they couldn't jump out of the role.

He looked at Li Lizi with the eyes that looked at Shen Ran.

He still couldn't tell whether his mood was his reaction to Shen Ran, or Li Mingyu's emotional entanglement with Li Lizi.

He only knew that it was all natural, and he didn't want to play for a moment.

It seems that if it was Shen Ran, he could continue all the time, all the time in this play.

He felt a pang of distress and looked at Shen Ran's tears.

So quiet, so soft.

He hadn't seen Shen Ran look so weak, was he sad because he had entered Li Lizi's story?

Why did he cry, which made Lu Cheng a little unsure what to do.

Is this Li Lizi's tears, or is it Shen Ran's own?

No matter what the reason, Lu Cheng felt unbearable.

He felt a deep sense of remorse.

In that story, it was precisely because of his own indifference and mistakes that he hurt a person who truly loved him.

looked at the body in front of him that was covered in bruises because of his love for him, and watched her gradually lose her temperature.

At that moment, he would rather die than himself.

Lu Cheng found that his body seemed to have regained consciousness, he slowly raised his hand, and he reached out to touch Shen Ran's face.

He wanted to help Shen Ran wipe his tears, he wanted to touch his face, he wanted to hug him......

It was at this moment that the door to the interrogation room was opened.

Xu Guangyuan hurriedly asked Xiaomei to open the door of the interrogation room, and he stood at the door and happened to see this scene.

Lu Cheng's hand happened to touch Shen Ran's face.

And Shen Ran also opened his eyes at this time.

Maybe there was too much movement outside the door, and Shen Ran was woken up.

He looked at Lu Cheng and did not speak. Lu Cheng didn't know if he had recovered from that dream.

Lu Cheng hurriedly put away his hand, straightened up and asked him, "How do you feel?" ”

Xu Guangyuan didn't interrupt them, he waited for Shen Ran to answer.

Shen Ran didn't speak, and his eyes were still a little hollow. He straightened up, Lu Cheng took out a tissue from the table and handed it to Shen Ran, but he didn't take it.

The tears were hanging on the face, and they hadn't dried yet.

At the same time, on another independent table in front of their table, Li Mingyu, who was lying on his stomach, also woke up.

He straightened up and looked at Shen Ran.

"You're not dead, I know." He looked at Shen Ran, and there was a sickly red color around his eyes. Like a person who has not woken up for a long time, it seems that he has never slept peacefully.

Lu Cheng didn't know if he hadn't regained consciousness yet, or if he really saw Li Lizi's figure on Shen Ran.

"I'm a dead man." Shen Ran's voice was indifferent, and his eyes were still moist, "I'm here to see you as a dead man." ”

"I didn't kill you!" Li Mingyu's emotions suddenly became excited, and he wanted to stand up, but he was blocked by the baffle between the armrests of the chair. "No, you're not going to die......"

He looked at the "Li Lizi" in front of him, that is, Shen Ran, almost crazy and out of control.

He spoke in a hurried tone, as if he was afraid that if he didn't speak quickly, she would really die.

He said repeatedly: "Impossible, you won't die, I can't kill you......"

Seeing that Shen Ran continued to talk to the suspect as Li Lizi at this time, Lu Cheng and Xu Guangyuan both knew that Shen Ran still had something to say, and neither of them interrupted him at this time.

At this time, life and death were separated, but Li Lizi was no longer in a hurry, and now she looked at the man opposite coldly.

Li Mingyu didn't admit that he wanted to kill her, but she wasn't happy at all.

"I'm dead, don't you still want to admit it?"

Li Mingyu looked up at her, saw the loneliness on her face, and frowned slightly.

"Never liked me? Is it impossible to kill me because you don't love me? She also looked at Li Mingyu, and the coldness in her eyes softened.

Li Mingyu's expression was stunned, and in an instant, he seemed to understand something.

He remembered what he had said when he rejected her.

"I'm ......" he lowered his head, put his hand in his hair, and clasped his scalp tightly. I do not know. What is Love? What love is, I don't know. I don't want you to die, I didn't want you to die, you give me a good life, don't you hear! Li Lizi, listen to me, I told you to leave, don't come to me. ”

The speed of his speech changed from slow to rapid, his tone was excited, and his face showed a fierce light, but soon he was like a deflated ball, and he had no strength.

"I'm rotten." He said, "Can't you see? Li Lizi, I'm not normal. What do you want to do? With me? I'm a murderer. I've killed people! Leave me and you can live! It should be me who died, it should be me! It should be me ......"

He repeated the last sentence, his heart ached and regretted, he couldn't say anything, and there was another sentence, which he always stuck in his chest and didn't say it: if he killed anyone, it was impossible to kill Li Lizi.

If that's what love is......

At this time, Shen Ran felt a cold liquid dripping on his cheeks.

It was Li Lizi who cried.

"She" stretched out two hands and tightly held Li Mingyu's handcuffed hands.

"You're not rotten. You've helped me, you've freed me from those nasty people, you've taken me in, I've got a home. I don't know what you've been through or why you've done it, but I know that you're my man. Always. ”

Li Mingyu began to cry bitterly.

He held Li Lizi's hand tightly and refused to let go for a long time.

For a while, Lu Cheng and Xu Guangyuan's eyes all fell on the hands held by Li Mingyu.

Lu Cheng moved his Adam's apple.

Is it over? Do you want to hold it like this all the time?

Think about it from another angle, is the person shaking hands with Li Mingyu now Shen Ran or Li Lizi?

Thinking like this, Lu Cheng felt that this handshake didn't seem to be so much of an eyesore.

"So, Shen Ran really 'brought' Li Lizi?" Lu Cheng unconsciously sighed, could it be that Li Lizi is really in this space now, in his body?

Lu Cheng really felt that this matter was a bit mysterious and couldn't be explained.

I don't know how long I held it.

Shen Ran felt that his chest was much lighter, and his hand holding Li Mingyu naturally loosened his strength.

At this time, he did feel as if something had left his body.

He was soberly aware that he was himself again. He was Shen Ran, not anyone else.

Li Mingyu also seemed to feel the change, he raised his eyes to look at Shen Ran and let go of his hand.

"She's gone." Shen Ran said these three words, and Li Mingyu instantly understood.

He also came to his senses.

After a long time, he still asked with some disbelief: "Is she really, dead?" ”

"Yes. She's dead. Shen Ran gave him an affirmative reply.

He slumped in his chair.

Shen Ran helped him sort out his memories again, and that night he had a relationship with Li Lizi, under the influence of alcohol, Li Lizi asked him the key question, that is, whether he wanted to kill her, which stimulated a certain memory of his past, so that he felt an unbearable headache.

He didn't know that the woman was Li Lizi, so he didn't know that it was because he had told Li Lizi that he wanted to kill the woman he liked, so Li Lizi asked him like that.

Suddenly asked such a secret question by a strange woman, he suddenly received a strong shock, at this time his mind appeared a certain amount of confusion, and there may be someone in his mind who had hurt him in the past, or someone he wanted to kill.

So he took a knife and killed Li Lizi. But he was not conscious at the time and did not belong to intentional homicide.

As for the other people he had killed in the past, he was still more inclined to consider intentional crimes, just like he saw in his memory, Li Mingyu had killed people, but he wouldn't want to kill Li Lizi.

The situation of the last victim is indeed different from that of the previous ones.

Shen Ran suspected that Li Mingyu had a serious traumatic experience and mental illness, and the question asked by Li Lizi just triggered his lesions.

He analyzed this and talked to Li Mingyu again, so that he could understand the whole process better.

"Now, on behalf of the police, I ask you, are you willing to confess all the crime?"