Chapter 30: Like

After that, Li Lizi spent a lot of time in Li Mingyu's house.

She really did what she had promised, doing housework at home, cooking, mopping the floor when she was empty, and doing laundry. If she still has time, she will look on the street to see what kind of work might be done for her, a student who has dropped out of school, and this kind of casual work is not particularly easy to find. When she didn't find a job, she worked at home first.

Saying that she is not busy, full and leisurely, she gradually likes this kind of life.

She was also worried in her heart that if Li Mingyu stopped letting her live at home, everything would return to its original shape, and all problems would follow.

How to support herself, but also to support her mother, the most important thing is that she doesn't want to leave Li Mingyu.

At least now, Li Mingyu has not shown any intention of letting her go. Knowing that she doesn't have enough money to spend, Li Mingyu will still stuff her with a sum without saying a word, not much, but enough for her to maintain her livelihood for a period of time. She can even give a little to her mother, but she also listens to Li Mingyu's words and tries her best to let her mother solve the problem of money by herself, and her money is kept for herself.

The two are now in the same room, but they rarely speak, looking like two unrelated strangers, and like roommates who are very tacit, and they quickly get used to nature.

Li Lizi always remembered the first time she cooked a table of food for him at his house, Li Mingyu was a little stunned at first, and then picked up the chopsticks and ate naturally.

Li Lizi also followed him to pick up chopsticks, which was very different from the feeling they felt eating in a restaurant. He was sitting across from her, still in his house, and it felt much closer, and she was willing to make this trip just for the sake of this meal.

The two were still speechless, but her mood was very different.

Such days of harmony and tranquility were repeated day by day, until one day, she found that Li Mingyu had gone to the bar again.

Li Mingyu was drunk, the collar was open, and there were women's lip prints. The whole body is soaked in the smell of alcohol and perfume.

As soon as Li Lizi opened the door, she smelled the unusual smell on him.

Seeing him like this, Li Lizi immediately saw where he had gone.

Li Mingyu walked in from outside the door with staggering steps, and then lay down directly on the sofa, Li Lizi just looked at it blankly, without moving at all, and did not step forward to help him.

This is very different from her usual situation, in this family, she is always hard and positive. If this house could be called home, but for now......

A breath of air swelled up in her heart, like a fire burning, and it burned more and more.

In a fit of rage, she ran into the bedroom and shut herself in.

Li Mingyu didn't care about her, she sat on the edge of the bed alone, and when the anger slowly subsided and the thinking in her head gradually became clear, she thought that in fact, she had no reason to be angry, Li Mingyu's life has always been like this, he just asked me not to go to the bar, but never said that he would not go to the bar again.

Thinking of this stubble, she felt angry again. Why! He restricted my freedom in this way, but he did not restrain myself at all, and allowed myself to do as I pleased.

But after thinking about it again, Li Mingyu did not restrict her freedom, although he told her not to go to that kind of place, but she was also willing to be obedient......

She also doesn't want Li Mingyu to go to the bar again, go on dates with those women again, and eat again, what's going on?

Coming out of the room, Li Lizi had calmed down her mood, and when she saw Li Mingyu on the sofa again, the original nameless fire in her heart was gone, and instead it ran to her cheeks, flushing with a touch of redness.

She stood still for a long time before she came back to her senses.

She walked to the sofa, grabbed Li Mingyu's arm with both hands, and straightened his body vigorously: "Wake up, go to sleep in the room." ”

Li Mingyu's eyes did not open, but his body grabbed Li Lizi's wrist with his backhand like a conditioned reflex.

His hand strength was very strong, and Li Lizi was caught by him and couldn't move.

She tried to drag him through the arm he grabbed at her wrist, but she didn't expect the person to drag, but she fell forward on the sofa and leaned next to Li Mingyu.

Her cheeks burned red again.

She stopped struggling, just sat next to him, and after she relaxed, Li Mingyu's hand holding her gradually loosened, but it was not completely released, and it looked like she was holding her.

Li Lizi looked at him, he still lowered his head and didn't wake up.

At this time, not only her cheeks were crimson, but even the corners of her eyes were red.

She heard her heart pounding, and heard her own voice say, "I like you." ”

Li Mingyu's body moved, and his eyes slowly opened.

After a while, he raised his head and looked at Li Lizi. His eyes were still cold, and he didn't seem to be warmed by Li Lizi's words just now.

Did he hear what I said? Li Lizi beat a drum in her heart.

"What did you say?" He asked rhetorically, and this time, his brow furrowed.

Li Lizi was a little nervous, but when she said that sentence, she was still firm. "I like you."

Li Mingyu raised his hand and rubbed his hair, looking not happy at all, but with a serious face.

However, the next second, he turned to laugh again.

It's a chuckle, revealing a taste of disdain: "What do you like me to do, what do you want to do." ”

Li Lizi didn't understand the meaning of his tone, but still replied seriously: "I don't know, I hope you can like me too." I hope I can be as close to you as those women are......" she said, her voice getting quieter and quieter, her eyes misty, and still shy.

Who knows, before she finished speaking, Li Mingyu poured cold water on her head.

"I'm not going to like you."

……

Li Lizi's heart fell to the bottom in an instant.

She pursed her lips, she didn't expect to hear such an answer, so decisive, without saving face.

She felt the fire of jealousy in her heart burn again.

"Why?" She tried to keep her last calm, "those women are ......"

Unexpectedly, Li Mingyu lifted her face, leaned in front of him, looked at her with contemptuous eyes, and at the same time hooked the corner of his mouth, and said word by word: "Why do you think you are the same as them?" A dropout, poor student ......"

Li Mingyu didn't finish speaking, and Li Lizi's tears had already seeped out of the corners of her eyes.

She wanted to break her face away from Li Mingyu's hands, but she didn't have the strength, she only felt the pain in her heart, spreading to her whole body, "Then what I did for you, isn't it worth mentioning?" ”

Tears dripped on the back of Li Mingyu's hand, his brows moved slightly, but his expression remained unchanged.

"Why don't you speak?" Li Lizi's emotions became a little excited, and she looked at him and asked, "Do you really want to mix with those women for the rest of your life, do you really like them?" Also, the woman last time, that ......" She wanted to ask what happened to the woman who came to his house last time, and suddenly remembered that Li Mingyu didn't know that she was standing behind the bedroom door and watching, so she paused for a moment and didn't say anything more.

Li Mingyu put down her face, smiled lightly, and said, "Yes, I like them." I like the seduction of women, especially beautiful women. Speaking of this, he turned his face to look at Li Lizi, staring straight at her with a pair of deep eyes: "The more I like the woman, the more I can't help but want to get her, not only to get her body, but also her whole life......" A light smile appeared at the corner of his mouth, his eyes were still cold, and the coldness revealed an extremely dangerous chill at this time, "The woman last time, I know you saw it." That's what you see, that's right, I dealt with her. ”

Li Lizi looked at him in a daze, and after a moment, she realized the meaning of his words, and suddenly felt a violent discomfort in her stomach and felt sick to her stomach.

She covered her mouth, got up and ran into the bathroom.

What do he mean by that?

He took her and dealt with it......

Did you mean to kill her?

He said I was right. It was a pair of legs, right, he knew I saw it. Li Lizi's thoughts were confused.

After another bit of retching, she turned on the faucet and rinsed it haphazardly.

I don't know how long it took for her to gradually come to her senses and turn off the faucet.

There was silence outside the door. Li Lizi looked out, and Li Mingyu was no longer on the sofa.

Where did he go, went back to the room, and still went out.

Li Lizi walked back to the sofa and sat on it weakly.

The most important thing now is to think clearly about whether you want to stay or leave. You should leave, normal people will leave quickly when they hear this kind of thing.

However, thinking about it, she suddenly realized that from just now to now, the whole thing that made her feel the most sad and sad was not that she knew about his murder, but what he said, I don't like you.

Thinking of this, she burst into tears.

After that day, Li Lizi left Li Mingyu's home.

Before leaving, she hadn't looked at Li Mingyu, I didn't know what his expression was, would she be a little sad because of her departure, even a little ......

Li Lizi laughed at herself, she didn't dare to think about it.

For a long time, Li Lizi did not see Li Mingyu again.

It was as if both of them had disappeared from each other's worlds. Li Lizi didn't know Li Mingyu's life, and he didn't have a chance to know her.

Li Lizi actually doesn't know what life she is living, but she is returning to that kind of aimless life, even more dazed than in the past.

She returned to the house where she lived with her mother, and her mother didn't ask too much about the reason why her daughter left home during this time, life had worn her numb, and she knew that her daughter would have to go out sooner or later to earn money, and it was not unusual to go out now.

After a long time, she found that she still remembered that person in her heart.

She never thought to denounce him, she just didn't understand, why would he do that? If he really does it all the time, what awaits him, will he be discovered, will he have a future?

Thinking of this, she sat up from the bed.