Chapter 171: I Don't Believe It!
Su Jian'an blinked, thinking that it was her auditory hallucination.
She likes Lu Boyan, which is the biggest secret of her girlhood. When she was in college, Lu Boyan was already a rookie in the business world, and he was highly sought after, shining, and so far away from her.
It was because of her low self-esteem that she hid this feeling so deeply.
She has been secretly in love with Lu Boyan for so long, and she only dares to say that she likes him.
But Lu Boyan said, does he love her?
"Lu Boyan," Su Jian'an swallowed his throat and resisted the urge to probe his forehead, "What's wrong with you?" ”
Does he know the weight of love? How could he possibly love her?
This is simply a fantasy, an impossible thing!
However, it is also possible that Lu Boyan does not understand love.
"I didn't think much." Lu Boyan said, "I'm confessing to you, I love you." ”
Su Jian'an moaned her nose and shrank back to the corner - Lu Boyan said that he wanted to pinch her, and then confessed that he loved her, what did she think...... So what about the incredible?
She shook her head, "I don't believe it. ”
Lu Boyan almost exploded.
He condensed the secret that had been hidden for more than ten years into three words, and said it to Su Jian'an sincerely, but she actually said coldly, "I don't believe it"?
He laughed angrily: "Why don't you believe it? I love you, what's so suspicious? ”
"There are too many suspicious places." Su Jian'an analyzed it bit by bit like analyzing a case, "First, you told me very clearly before you got married that our marriage period is only two years, and you are very reluctant to marry me. Second, you are Lu Boyan, you want any kind of woman, I may be the most inconspicuous of these people. Third...... I don't feel that you love me. ”
Lu Boyan gritted his teeth: "Su Jian'an, I'll only explain it once, you can hear it clearly for me." First, I lied to you. Second, even if you are the most inconspicuous of women, I just take a fancy to you, do you have an opinion? ”
His eyes were sharp, like a sharp sword dancing in front of Su Jian'an's eyes, Su Jian'an suddenly smelled the breath of danger, and shook his head in a daze: "I don't dare to have it without ......."
"Third," Lu Boyan paused and narrowed his eyes, "In order to save you, I gave up hundreds of millions of cooperation and rushed back from the United States." In order to give you a truly unique diamond ring, I did not hesitate to buy a diamond that has just come out of the mine. I will give you the best of everything I can, spend time with you doing boring little things, and let the whole world know that you are Mrs. Lu...... Su Jian'an, you can't feel that I love you, huh? ”
Su Jian'an's long eyelashes flashed, and crystal tears slipped down her eyes for some reason.
Since that time when he was hospitalized with a recurrence of stomach problems, Lu Boyan has indeed been very good to her, although he occasionally teased her and made her blush, but he never really hurt her.
Over time, she actually got used to Lu Boyan's goodness, so she had such a big reaction when Lu Boyan snubbed her in those days.
What's worse is that she is like Lu Boyan said, taking his goodness for granted, and she can't feel his dedication.
No, not exactly!
She shook her head: "No, Lu Boyan, I'm just ...... Don't dare to think so. ”
In fact, she can feel Lu Boyan's kindness to her.
It's just that she doesn't dare to understand his goodness as love, she understands it as "kindness".
She felt that Lu Boyan was just taking care of her, because Tang Huilan told Lu Boyan that she must be good to her. After all, he had said a long time ago that he married her just to make Tang Huilan happy. Then, he was good to her, so that Tang Huilan could rest assured.
He is the pride of the sky, and she is the little person who drowns in the crowd. Just because Lu Boyan was good to her, how could she dare to understand that it was love? How dare you think that Lu Boyan would fall in love with her?
Lu Boyan wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes: "Don't cry, it's me who is not good, I lied to you first." Ann Jane, forgive me. ”
Su Jian'an was a little dazed, and then remembered that Lu Boyan said that the words he said the day before the wedding were all false and lied to her.
She once thought that Lu Boyan fell in love with her after getting married, but what he said......
She wiped her tears vigorously and stared at Lu Boyan: "You make it clear!" ”
"You think I'll forget about you when I go abroad, but I don't." Lu Boyan finally said these words, "Jian An, I always remember you, and I even think of you every day." I've seen you several times, consciously or unconsciously, but you've never seen me. ”
Su Jian'an was even more puzzled: "When have you seen me?" Haven't we seen each other in more than ten years? ”
"When I was a freshman, you went to the Pang family to apply for a tutor, and I just happened to have something to go to the Pang family. When I arrived, I happened to see you and a few people walking out of Pang's house. On Christmas Eve last year, you and Luo Xiaoxi went to the cinema to watch a movie, and I saw you from a lot of people at that time. Also, shortly after you returned to China, you followed your brother to the golf course, and I actually went that day. ”
Su Jian'an followed Su Yicheng to the golf course once in his life - in order to create a "chance encounter" with Lu Boyan.
But then she didn't see Lu Boyan, thinking that he didn't go, but ......
Thinking about it, Su Jian'an suddenly realized something, and looked at Lu Boyan in disbelief: "Mr. Pang and Mrs. Pang finally chose me to be their son's tutor and gave me double the salary, did you arrange it?" ”
In this way, why Mrs. Pang proposed a salary increase in the first place, and when she and Lu Boyan met Mrs. Pang for the first time, Mrs. Pang said strange things such as "Mr. Lu cares about you more than I imagined", and other strange words, have all been explained.
has been married for so long, Lu Boyan can actually endure it all the time and not tell her, is he really so sullen?
Su Jian'an's gaze became more and more fierce, but Lu Boyan was calm, raised his eyebrows, and said indifferently: "I did help you say good things in front of Mrs. Pang, no thanks." ”
"It's really you." Su Jian'an was in a dream, and even the warm Lu Boyan in front of him was not real, "Lu Boyan, you ...... When do you start...... Target? "When did he start liking her?
"I don't know." Lu Boyan looked at Su Jian'an, his eyes were vague and complicated, "Maybe it's the first time I saw you, maybe it's the second or third time." In short, when you were very young. ”
"......" A thousand words came to her lips, but Su Jian'an couldn't say anything, she just looked at Lu Boyan, as if she was still suspecting that this was a dream.
"I thought you liked someone else, and I was afraid that you would file for divorce from me in two years." Lu Boyan smiled self-deprecatingly, "I'm even more afraid that when the time comes, I won't be willing to let go and make you hate me." ”
"That's why you're arguing with me and letting me go?"
"There are some other things." Lu Boyan said, "I'll tell you later." ”
Su Jian'an has seen Lu Boyan, who is confident but arrogant, Lu Boyan, who is as ruthless as a beast, and Lu Boyan, who is as tender as water, but he has never seen such Lu Boyan.
He sheds all his pride and aura, like the most ordinary ordinary person, and explains to her, confessing to her his fears and his lack of self-confidence.
"Lu Boyan," Su Jian'an's tears were finally no longer controlled, and they fell in a swoop, and she pushed Lu Boyan hard, "You bastard!" ”
Lu Boyan hugged her: "Jian An, you can scold me as much as you want, as long as you are willing to go home with me." ”
"I'm not going back with you!" Su Jian'an struggled in his arms, "You said you did so much for me, what did I do?" You have a bad stomach, I'll find a way to regulate you. Tell your secretary not to let you drink cold stuff again, I ...... There's not much I've done for you, but what I can do, I've done ......."
"I know." Lu Boyan hugged her tightly, and a warm kiss fell on her cheek and neck, "I know it all." I'm so happy that you gave me a tie, except that I'm most happy to marry you. But Jian An, I don't know how long I can be happy, I only wear that tie frequently, and I lied to you when I said that it was easy to put outside. ”
Su Jian'an gradually understood how similar Lu Boyan was to her, they both thought that the other party would not fall in love with them, and they both tried their best to hide all their hearts and feelings.
"Lu Boyan," she asked, "if we have been married for two years now, and I want to divorce you, what will you do?" ”
"I won't promise you." Lu Boyan suddenly tightened her, "Even if it is tied up in the future, I will tie you to my side, and you don't want to leave me again." ”
Su Jian'an just wanted to say something, but was suddenly grabbed by Lu Boyan's lips.
He kissed hard, almost savagely, as if to announce to the world that she was his, and could only be his.
It's not that Su Jian'an doesn't struggle, but she doesn't have the opportunity to struggle at all, and besides, she has injuries on her body, and she can't break free of Lu Boyan.
There was almost no distance of a millimeter between the bodies of the two people, and Su Jian'an could hear Lu Boyan's heartbeat and feel his heat.
The tip of her tongue was sucked numb by him, and finally the strength was also taken away by him at all, and the whole person slowly softened into his arms.
"Jian An," his voice was low and hoarse, and his offensive suddenly became gentle, holding Su Jian'an's cheek and savoring her sweetness, "Let's go home, okay?" ”
When a woman is gentle, a man may be tempted. But a handsome man who usually takes the cold route is gentle, and no woman can resist.
The word "good" was on Su Jian'an's lips, and just when she was about to blurt it out, her whole person suddenly came to her senses and answered categorically: "Not good!" ”
Lu Boyan let go of her: "Why?" I explained, I didn't mean to quarrel with you the other day. As long as you're willing to go back with me, you can punish me however you want, huh? ”
"Don't." Su Jian'an turned his face away.
She deliberately made things difficult for Lu Boyan, who made Lu Boyan so depressed that she cried a few days ago?
"It's okay if you like to recuperate here." Lu Boyan compromised, "I'll accompany you." When you're recovered, we'll go back to City A. ”
"I won't go home with you when I go back to City A." Su Jian'an snorted, "I'll go back to my house." ”
"Do you like to live in that little apartment?" Lu Boyan raised his eyebrows, "Okay, let's move over." ”
"Lu Boyan!" Su Jian'an glared at Lu Boyan angrily, this person is too good at tai chi, but in terms of verbal kung fu, she will never be his opponent.
Thinking of this, Su Jianan smiled, and the smile was extraordinarily bright: "Husband, aren't we preparing for a divorce?" Have you prepared the agreement? ”
Lu Boyan's expression really froze, and he squinted: "Su Jian'an!" "Every word seems to be squeezed out of the teeth.
Su Jian'an smiled even more charmingly: "What's wrong?" ”
Lu Boyan knew that she did it on purpose, closed her eyes, and her expression softened: "You are still angry, we will talk about this later." ”