That's right, not love, but love.

When Lu Boyan first met Su Jian'an, she was only ten years old, and she was just a pink and tender little girl, who was regarded as a pearl in the palm of her hand by the whole family.

In those gloomy days, hatred swelled violently in Lu Boyan's heart, and Su Jian'an's appearance was like a beam of bright sunshine.

The sun shone into his life, seeped into his heart, and made him know what a normal day is.

Only when he saw Su Jian'an could he temporarily forget his father's death and forget his hatred.

At first, he felt incredible about this feeling, so he deliberately distanced himself from Su Jian'an and didn't even look at her. Su Jian'an had already shown her extraordinary resilience at that time, and she didn't notice his coldness, so she followed him tirelessly with her blinking eyes, calling him Brother Bo Yan one after another.

Slowly, he unconsciously softens her heart and responds to her needs. In order to make her happy, he even promised to take her to an amusement park.

The next day, he hurried out of the country, only to find that what he couldn't let go of was not his father's hatred, but Su Jian'an, her innocent smiling face.

He thought he was just treating Su Jian'an as his sister, but after a few years, he found out that this was not the case.

At that time, Su Jian'an's mother was still healthy and kept in touch with Tang Yulan, Tang Yulan liked Su Jian'an, and she would send Su Jian'an's photos by email from time to time.

Through those photos, he watched Su Jian'an grow up year by year, his smile became more and more charming year by year, and his facial features gradually became exquisite and outstanding, and he actually had a strange feeling in his heart.

When she was fourteen years old, she participated in the autumn outing organized by the school, wearing a knee-length school skirt and a clean white shirt, several boys surrounded her and competed for a place next to her to take pictures with her, she looked at the camera generously, and finally a boy hooked her shoulders and smiled with satisfaction.

When he saw that photo, Lu Boyan had the urge to tear it up.

But the photo is in the email. Besides, even if he can tear up the photo, he can't change the fact that the little boy took Su Jian'an's shoulder.

He was furious.

If you don't understand that he likes Su Jian'an at this time, then these twenty years are in vain.

Just, how is that possible? He likes a teenage girl who hasn't been seen for three years?

After this day, Lu Boyan no longer paid attention to any news from Su Jian'an, and Tang Yulan mentioned to him that he always found excuses to refuse to listen, let alone look at her photos.

It wasn't until she was fifteen years old that her mother died unexpectedly.

Tang Yulan called back to China, and he heard Su Jian'an's heart-rending cry, she was crying breathlessly, and said intermittently on the phone: "Aunt Tang, I want my mother." ”

At that time, her mother had been buried, but she refused to face the facts, Su Yicheng said that she had not eaten for many days, just crying vigorously, and wanted to find her mother.

Lu Boyan knew how sad Su Jian'an was, but he couldn't imagine what it would be like for Su Jian'an to cry bitterly.

She shouldn't be crying, she looks good when she laughs.

In the end, he still bought a plane ticket and lied to Tang Yulan that he would go out with his classmates for a few days, but in fact he secretly flew back to China.

Su Jian'an somehow figured out the fact that she had to face her mother's death, so she ran to her mother's grave and stood there, refusing to leave when it was dark. As if she didn't know the fear, she spent the whole night in the cemetery.

She used this method to force herself to accept the cruel truth.

Su Jian'an would never know that Lu Boyan was not far behind her at that time, standing with her all night.

The next day, she went back to sleep for half a day, and then went back to school in the afternoon, and on the surface it seemed that she had accepted the facts and regained her composure.

Lu Boyan didn't know what she was thinking, but she found that her smile had changed, without that brightness, her laughter was no longer crisp.

But she did grow up, and at the age of fifteen, she was already slim, more outstanding than girls of the same age.

Lu Boyan didn't worry about her, stayed in a hotel near her school, and watched her go to and from school every day, until he was sure that she wouldn't do anything stupid, and then bought a ticket back to the United States.

After this incident, he knew that it was impossible for him to let go of Su Jian'an.

But what he was doing, and what he was going to do in the future, didn't allow him to get close to Su Jian'an. He knew too well what he was going to face in the future, and whoever stayed with him would only be in danger.

Therefore, he still refused to listen to his mother mention Su Jian'an, refused his mother to arrange for them to meet, but in private, he found someone to pay attention to Su Jian'an for him.

Since she went to college, Lu Boyan knows everything about what she has encountered, who she has met, and how she is living every day, and even can see it - he receives photos from China every few days.

He expanded his power and strengthened the wings behind him, not only for his father, but also for Su Jian'an.

Although he never thought of taking Su Jian'an for himself, he didn't dare to think about it.

His side is full of dangers, and Su Jian'an is as simple as her name suggests, she should have a quiet life. He can give her everything, but he can't give her a stable and happy little life.

So after returning to China, he still refused to meet Su Jian'an. And as far as he knows, Su Jian'an is doing well, his work is going well, and his interpersonal relationships in the police station are also handled very well, and he passes the time with Luo Xiaoxi in his spare time, and every day is very fulfilling.

She deserves to live such a life, and in the future she will meet someone who loves her very much and takes good care of her.

From Su Jian'an's college to work, Lu Boyan secretly helped her a lot. He has always been by Su Jian'an's side, but he never thought of disturbing.

He was afraid that once he came into contact with her, he wanted to keep her by his side and no longer let anyone spy on her beauty.

He knew that his self-control would automatically collapse in front of Su Jian'an.

Later, as expected-

Su Hongyuan and Su Yicheng were fighting openly and secretly in the shopping mall, everyone was waiting to see who would have the last laugh between the father and son, Tang Yulan suddenly told him that Su Hongyuan was beating Su Jian'an's idea and wanted him to marry Su Jian'an and protect Su Jian'an.

He refused, citing the lack of an emotional basis.

For so many years, he didn't even dare to get close to Su Jian'an, and suddenly asked Su Jian'an to marry him and become his wife, and he admitted that he was ecstatic for a moment.

Reason, however, prompted him to say no.

Later, Tang Yulan said: "Since you refuse, then I will let Yicheng find someone else." Jian An is 24 years old, she has reached the marriageable age, she has never had a boyfriend, anyway, she admits to finding her a husband anyway. If you don't want to, then let someone else take care of her. ”

It was at that moment that the longing that had been suppressed for too many years suddenly surged over reason and occupied his brain.

Since Su Jian'an always has to marry someone as his wife, since she doesn't have a favorite object, why can't it be him?

Kang Ruicheng will not come back in a short time, and he is still safe for the time being. Why don't you let Su Jian'an become Mrs. Lu, and have a fair and honest excuse to help her solve Su Hongyuan, so that the rest of her life will be safe and smooth?

In this way, Lu Boyan agreed to marry Su Jian'an.

The most unexpected people are none other than Shen Yuechuan and Mu Sijue.

Shen Yuechuan teased him with an unexpected expression: "If you don't scream, you will marry her as a wife!" Tsk tsk, I thought you wouldn't have the guts to approach her in your life. It's okay now, and it directly turns people into wives. ”

Mu Sijue asked him calmly: "If you do this, your previous patience will be wasted." Have you ever wondered what to do in the future? ”

"Solve Su Hongyuan's problem, I will divorce her." Lu Boyan said, "Before Kang Ruicheng comes back, she must become someone who has nothing to do with me." ”

"Can you really control yourself?" Mu Sijue pondered for a moment before saying, "I think you can't help it." In the end, without Su Jian'an, you won't be able to live. ”

Lu Boyan didn't answer, maybe at that time, he knew that Mu Sijue had guessed correctly.

He really didn't hold back.

Before getting married, he told Su Jian'an that he had no feelings for her, and they would divorce in two years. These words were actually used by him to warn himself. And when Su Jian'an calmly replied that she had no feelings for him, he actually felt angry.

After marriage, he interfered in everything about Su Jian'an, couldn't help but hold her hand, couldn't help hugging her, couldn't help kissing him, and even wanted more.

Later, when he took Su Jian'an to G City, and when he met Mu Sijue, it was equivalent to taking her into his own world.

At that time, he had already decided in his heart that if there was a suitable time, he would tell Su Jian'an everything and let her choose to stay.

In his selfish heart, of course, he hoped that Su Jian'an could stay by his side, so he redoubled his kindness to her, so that the whole world knew that he held Su Jian'an in the palm of his hand, but she looked dazed, thinking that everything was acting for outsiders to see.

Several times, he wanted to eat her and wipe her clean, telling her that all this was not a drama and that he loved her.

But every now and then, he would remember that Su Jianan had someone he liked. If something was done to her, Su Jian'an would definitely hate him afterwards.

So in the end, he chose to let go of Su Jian'an.

Later, Kang Ruicheng suddenly returned, interrupting everything, disrupting everything, and he remembered the nightmare of fourteen years ago.

He didn't want Su Jian'an to be hurt and suffer a tragedy.

So he snubbed Su Jian'an, quarreled with her unreasonably, and asked her to find someone she liked, just to pave the way for divorcing her and returning her freedom and security.

Lu Boyan never thought that the person Su Jianan liked was him, and he actually liked him for more than ten years.

He suddenly regretted what he had done in those days, and he also realized that Mu Sijue was really right, without Su Jian'an, he would not be able to live at all.

Before he got married, he thought he could, but that was because he had never had it and couldn't imagine what it felt like to have it. Later, when he met Su Jian'an, he was like running into drugs, and he couldn't leave it anymore.

He didn't think that Su Jian'an would like him, he underestimated himself. To think that I can leave her is to completely overestimate myself.

When braving the wind and rain to find Su Jian'an on the mountain, he thought that if Su Jian'an had an accident on this mountain, then he would never be able to get out of this mountain and this nightmare.

Fortunately, fate favored him at this time, Su Jian'an was fine, he could tell her everything Su Jian'an should know.

"Jian An," Lu Boyan looked at Su Jian An, word by word, loudly, "I love you." ”