The events of that night were like a small ripple, and soon calmed down.

No one knew what happened in the main room that day, but early the next morning, someone saw Qinghe, who had not appeared for a long time, hurriedly entered the house, she first went to see Du Rongzhi, and then asked someone to lead her to the eldest young master's study with red eyes.

What the two said in the study no one else knows, only that Qinghe did not come out alone, Changwang followed her to the warehouse.

Some people speculate that something important was lost in the house, so they called Qinghe back for interrogation, and some people guessed that Qinghe relied on the favor of the young lady to steal from herself, and was discovered by the eldest young master, and everyone's eyes were staring at her thinking that there would be any follow-up, who knew that in the next few days, Qinghe not only did not receive the slightest punishment, but still stayed by the young lady's side safely, and it seemed to be more important than before, almost to the point of not leaving-

Because Du Rongzhi's old illness has relapsed.

No one thought that Du Rongzhi's illness would suddenly become so serious.

At first, I had nightmares at night, and I had to cry and wake up several times every night, and then it turned into insomnia all night, and sometimes I was so sleepy that I couldn't sleep when I lay down and my mind was full of things from my previous life.

She became more silent than ever, sometimes not wanting to speak at all, and sometimes not knowing what to say—especially when facing Song Zixun.

When she's sober, she thinks, or that's it. He believes it if he wants to, and if he doesn't want to believe it, forget it.

Anyway, without Song Ziche, there will be Chu Shenyao, and without Chu Shenyao, it can also be someone else. Maybe in his eyes, she is already so unbearable, and a man can let her go out of the wall.

She didn't have the strength to defend herself.

But he refused to let her go.

On the third night of Qinghe's return, he came to her again for a long talk. It's not so much a long talk as it is his thoughts and repentances these days.

She listened in a trance, obviously hearing every word clearly, but it seemed that she couldn't understand every word.

He said that he was instigated by others, and he accidentally learned that she had a relationship with Chu Shenyao for a long time, so he thought that the reason why she was so cold to him recently was because she was disheartened by their feelings, and instead got comfort from Chu Shenyao, who had the same interests as her......

He said that everything he did was just because he liked her, he cared about her too much, he had never liked a woman so much, she was the first and only one, and he also said that there was nothing between him and You Shi, and he often spent the night in You Shi's house a while ago just to test her, You Shi was just late for menstruation this time, and she was not pregnant and could not be pregnant......

He also said many, many more ...... But she didn't care anymore.

He was still persistently explaining: "Rong Zhi, I know what you care about...... Don't you dislike You? Then let's let her go! If you go far away, you will never be seen in front of you again. ”

She looked at him quietly for a long time before she asked softly, "Zixun, do you really know what I want?" ”

Song Zixun was stunned.

She looked at his bewildered face and couldn't help but laugh self-deprecatingly.

In the past, she always thought that the culprit of the tragic ending of the two in her previous life was Fu Jingrou, but it was not until today that she suddenly discovered that Fu was just a fuse, and it was themselves who really buried their feelings - it was her wishful thinking, it was his sensitivity and suspicion, which ruined everything.

He never believed her, in his previous life, and in this life. The first Chinese network

She felt tired, and her unprecedented tiredness made her just want to let go of everything. She had tried so many times, and in the end it only proved that she couldn't afford him.

What he needs is a woman who is obedient and will never disobey him according to his preferences, and she, no matter how hard she tries to change herself, will never meet his requirements.

What's even more terrifying is ...... She didn't want to work hard anymore.

"You don't have to drive You away...... There is no need to drive anyone away. After a long time, she calmly said, "I'm just tired......" she nodded, as if trying to convince herself, "I'm just a little tired...... Wait a few days and everything will be fine. ”

She smiled numbly at him, "We...... So be it. ”

He pouted, looked at the shallow smile on her pale face, looked at the sparkle of water in her eyes, and suddenly couldn't say anything.

…… The conversation between the two ended without a hitch in the end.

She is very well-behaved, takes medicine on time, eats on time, and does everything a good wife should do every day.

But everyone around her knew that she was sick, very sick.

No one dared to say anything.

The newly made spring shirt became loose and loose in just a few days, and every night I either sat all night until dawn or woke up from nightmares countless times, but during the day I was in a state of confusion, completely unaware of what I was doing.

Mama An and the others were terrified, guarding her every day, and only kept their mouths shut to the outside world.

But her abnormality was still noticed by Guan'er, and she secretly asked Song Zixun to bite her ear, "Daddy, did you make your mother angry?" My mother hasn't been smiling for a few days......"

Song Zixun was silent for a while after hearing this, "Daddy did something wrong......"

Guan'er pouted, "I know ......," she reproached with a small face, "Mother likes Guan'er and Daddy the most...... Guan'er is very well-behaved every day, and it must be that her father is not obedient and makes her mother sad. Daddy is not even as good as Guan'er. ”

Song Zixun smiled reluctantly, "How do you know that your mother likes Daddy?" ”

"Daddy is stupid!" Guan'er tilted her head and looked at him with disgust, "My mother smiles happily every time she sees her father...... The mother will smile like that when she looks at Guan'er. Only those who like it will laugh like that! My mother likes Guan'er the most, so of course I like my father the most. She said in a small mouth, completely oblivious to the loneliness and melancholy on her father's face.

Why is it that even a four-year-old child can see something, but he is the last to know?

Over the years, he always thought that he was paying alone, and always felt that her feelings for him were far less sincere and hot than those he was for her, but he never looked back to see how much she had paid for him......

Song Zixun leaned over and touched the little mustache on his daughter's head, and said softly, "You say, will my mother still like my father in the future?" ”

Wan'er didn't know why, "Yes." She said innocently, "Every time Guan'er does something wrong and makes her mother angry, as long as she apologizes to her mother and says that she will not do it again in the future, her mother will not be angry." ”

She patted Song Zixun, "Daddy, as long as you obediently listen to your mother's words, your mother will still like you." She thought for a moment and added seriously, "But I like Guan'er the most, and then Daddy." ”

Song Zixun smiled bitterly and sighed, holding his daughter for a long time without words.