In the inner room, Mama An was silently wiping her tears by the bedside, and when she saw Song Zixun coming in, she hurriedly stood up, "Young Master, ......"

Song Zixun looked into the bed, "She ......"

Mama An made a silent gesture and whispered, "I'm asleep." ”

Song Zixun bowed slightly, "Mama has been busy all night, so let's go down and rest." ”

Mama An glanced at the slender and soft figure in the bed curtain, and stopped talking.

A trace of self-blame flashed in Song Zixun's eyes, and he said in a low voice, "Mama don't worry...... I'm guarding it here. ”

Mama An let out a soft "hey", but did not move.

She hesitated for a while before she seemed to have made up her mind, and saluted with red eyes, "Reasoning, these words should not be said...... But in the past few years, how have you and the young lady gone all the way, and the slave and maid have also seen it with their own eyes...... There are some words, the slave and maid really don't vomit or be unhappy. Please forgive me. ”

Song Zixun's eyes darkened, and he nodded, "Mama, please speak directly." ”

Mama An took a deep breath and said slowly, "Today's matter, the slaves and maids have listened to Yuanyuan...... Originally, the young lady was not sensible, she said the wrong thing for a while, or did something wrong, as a husband, how she wanted to discipline her, it was all right......" Mama An said, and she didn't know what she thought, her voice suddenly choked, and after a while, she reluctantly spoke, "But if the master says that the young lady has a personal affair with Chu Gongzi...... But the slave and maid want to shout for my young lady to be wronged! ”

Song Zixun pursed his lower lip.

Although the young lady didn't mention it, she saw everything that the master had done for her over the years. She has always had you in her heart! Mama An wiped the corners of her eyes with her sleeve, "You said that you don't like her to go out and show her face, no matter how much she wants to go to a women's school to teach, she will obediently stay at home and teach her husband and daughter, and she will not go out; You said that the family forced you to take a concubine and urged you to spread the branches, so she broke her teeth and swallowed blood, and arranged for the You family to sleep...... She doesn't know how many grievances she has suffered these days, and how many times she has secretly cried...... But you still have to blame her......"

Mama An couldn't help but cry, "But what did the young lady do wrong?" Don't you know why her health has been bad all these years, and why she has never been able to conceive children...... In order to give birth to another sister-in-law for you, she doesn't know how many bitter medicines she has taken and how many home remedies she has tried...... Who can she tell about the bitterness in her heart? I blame her for being ignorant and inconsiderate of your difficulties, but what about her? Who can she blame? ”

Song Zixun closed his eyes vigorously and said in a dumb voice, "Mama, don't talk about it...... I know. ”

"You don't know." Mama An wiped her tears vigorously and complained, "If you really knew, you wouldn't have wronged the young lady for having a personal affair with Young Master Chu. ”

Mama An forcibly held back her emotions, "The slave might as well tell you the truth...... In fact, the reason why the young lady went out today was because the slave persuaded her to go...... Recently, because Aunt You is pregnant, the young lady has been depressed, and the slave maid has found out several times that she secretly shed tears alone...... The slave felt sorry for her and was always suffering from herself, so she wanted to ask Yuan Yuan to accompany her out for a walk and relax...... Who knew that it caused such a big misunderstanding! ”

She knelt in front of Song Zixun with a "plop", and the old tears were rampant, "If the eldest young master is still angry, come to the slave and maid...... It's a slave who talks a lot, and she shouldn't let the young lady go out...... But the young lady is innocent! Please raise your noble hand and let the young lady go! You're going to kill her! After that, he couldn't help but fall to the ground, gritting his fists and sobbing.

"Mama......" for a long time before he heard him speak hoarsely, "I won't hurt her anymore...... Go down first. ”

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Tranquility finally returned to the house.

Song Zixun sat motionless on the edge of the bed, quietly looking at the bed curtain in a trance.

Yuanyuan, Mama An's words were like a sharp knife into his heart.

He didn't know what was wrong...... He obviously just wanted to protect her and go on with her, why did the person who hurt her the most become himself in the end?

Song Zixun sat stiffly for a long time, until the candle on the desk suddenly burst into flames, and he came back to his senses and hesitated for a while before reaching out and gently pulling the bed curtain.

Du Rongzhi's bloodless face was revealed.

She stared blankly at Chengchen on the top of the bed with a pair of empty eyes.

Song Zixun was stunned and gently held her hand.

The strangulation marks on the wrists have been smedicated, and the red marks reflect the snow-white skin, which is shocking to see.

Du Rongzhi's body trembled almost invisibly. Love to nibble on books

He looked down and kissed the scar on her wrist, "You're awake—"

"Why?" She interrupted.

After the previous hysterical crying, the voice was as hoarse as if it had been ground on a stone...... She turned her face and looked into his eyes quietly, and Mu Ran asked, "Song Zixun...... What are you suspecting? ”

Her gaze was calm and detached, as if she were looking at a stranger...... Song Zixun held back the sourness in his eyes and said in a low voice, "No, it's me who is not good......"

He carefully clinged to her cold little hand on his cheek, "I'm just afraid that I will lose your ......"

She stared at him in a daze, not moving, not speaking.

She can't remember much of what happened after she came back today...... I just remember that he tied her to the bed and tortured her very hard.

She was in pain and cried and begged him.

But it didn't work.

He said he was just going to make her hurt.

Let her remember it for a long time.

Scold......

She probably doesn't have a memory!

would be naïve to think that after experiencing so many things together, they will be different from their previous lives.

It was she who was wrong.

From Song Ziche to Chu Shenyao...... He has never changed.

From beginning to end, only she couldn't see through herself.

She suddenly wanted to ask him.

Since you doubted her, why did you lie to her in the first place, and why did you tell her that you would trust her forever...... Why hurt her when she liked him with all her heart and depended on him......

But in the end, she didn't ask anything.

Song Zixun's big palm had already caressed her cheek, "Rong'er, don't cry......"

Her body trembled uncontrollably again.

She was so scared...... The endless insults and tortures made her almost impossible to tell whether it was the cold and bloodthirsty uncle of the Guogong Mansion or the gentle husband who was holding her the night before.

She held back the tremor of her teeth, "Good ......" she subconsciously curled up, the pain in the place made her face more and more pale.

"It's too late, I'm going to sleep." She lowered her eyes and whispered, "I'm injured and can't serve you anymore...... You, go to the study and sleep. ”

Song Zixun suffocated his chest, and swallowed the words that came to his mouth, "Okay, then you have a good rest." He got up and tucked the corners of the quilt for her, "Rong'er, forgive me." He muttered softly, looking down to kiss her sideburns.

She turned around, dodging it.

For him, there was nothing more to say.