When she recognized the reality again and again and no longer regarded men as necessities of life, Su Xia deeply understood that only she could rely on herself, but relying on herself was not equal to career success, but inner self-independence and non-dependence.

As the saying goes, money is hard to earn, so there's nothing wrong with what is so bad. Su Xia's first step in the world of independence - "Yoyo Travel YOYO" store after investing in store design, various preliminary preparations, and "overwhelming" friendship sponsorship and publicity, it was like a stone sinking into the sea, and there was no news for two months, let alone a single business.

"Not a single business, alas." Su Xia, Li Mo, and Nan Xin complained sadly.

"Mr. Su, business is not good." Li Mo is well versed in the way of business.

"Don't worry, there will be." Nanxin comforted warmly.

"Didn't you send all kinds of circles, why do you have to have one or two?"

"Although we have a circle, it is limited to family and friends, and the scope is too narrow."

"Hey, I didn't even have a consultation, and I didn't have one~~"

"It's the off-season for tourism, and it's not winter and summer vacations, it's normal, and it's only two months, so it's too short."

"How can business be as easy as you think, besides, the store has to swipe orders, and the transaction volume is 0, who will trust it."

Well, Li Mo has a certain point.

"It's not a travel agency, who knows if you're professional, if I'm going to Europe, I still care about spending hundreds more on documents, I must find a big brand, professional and reliable travel agency."

"The travel agency is only run by a certain person, or the kind of special format, looking for me to ensure that the meticulous and serious value-added services are in place."

"That's what you think, how do others know."

"Hey, don't worry, take your time, and it's not a serious matter, just do it if you have it, don't be anxious if you don't, let's try more"

"You don't live by this."

"I don't live by this, the problem is that I can't live by work alone."

Every time I think that I have worked hard for ten years and have not received the due treatment, or that I have not been able to get a promotion in my position, I still can't let go, doing the same job, or even doing several times more than others, but with a pitiful salary of less, I still feel extremely uncomfortable. Since she can't change the status quo, she can either waste her time in self-pity, or try to find other breakthroughs and try more possibilities in life, Su Xia chooses the latter, she still has a lot of time, she can't be defeated like this.

"Since this road is not optimistic, let's slowly find another way." They were as supportive and encouraging as ever.

"But you can't give up easily, maybe something will turn around." Su Xia still has to persevere, and he can't give up easily if he is not optimistic.

"You shoot a VLOG and make a video."

"Shoot what?"

"Xibao's appearance is so high, patting the lives of the two of you, there must be traffic."

"A divorced single mother has a high-value baby, how eye-catching."

"Besides, you are a corporate promoter, and you are also very good at video editing, you are simply the chosen one!" Li Mo began to fool around again.

"Yes, if there are fans, there will be traffic, and if there is traffic, there will be advertising, and there will be a lot of income." Nanxin has already imagined that Su Xia lives a luxurious life as an upper-class female Internet celebrity. ”

"And then, my life is all exposed to others? No. ”

Su Xia is absolutely unwilling to earn living expenses at the cost of 360-degree exposure to show her private life, if she doesn't have so much professional and time to do beauty, fashion, jokes, etc., so this road will not work, and Su Xia will directly pass it.

What Su Xia wants is not that little living expenses, but a sense of accomplishment that cannot be satisfied by work, what she wants to do to save the deep frustration caused by the failure of her marriage and the frustration of work.

The future is confused, and life has to go on.

Whether it's weekdays or weekends, it's stuffed every day, and there's no room for a little space.

After four weekends, Su Xia finally painted her first oil painting. The moment I saw the finished product, the three-dimensional and realistic vase, the staggered bouquet, had the similarity of the original...... Su Xia was so excited and overjoyed that she couldn't believe that it was from herself, although the fact was that some of the key details were done by Teacher Gao himself, such a thing that was thought to be completely impossible at first still gave Su Xia great encouragement and encouragement.

So, Su Xia was full of pride and couldn't wait to share the "masterpiece" with the family group. Su Guangchen first questioned it, absolutely denying that it was Su Xia's work, haha, right in the middle, hearing this, Su Xia was overjoyed.

Art is like this, people who know how to see the jerkiness of every stroke, the stiffness of every color, but laymen can't see it. Therefore, a complete and good-looking work has been unanimously praised and recognized by the family laymen, and the beautiful words instantly filled Su Xia's mind, and since then the love for painting has been out of control.

Every weekend, Su Xia paid Xibao to take painting classes, and Xibao was sent to other classes after Su Xia raced against time, and then ran back to continue painting, and went to the studio every Friday night to soak.

In this way, Su Xia was immersed in the world of painting and couldn't extricate herself, in addition to painting non-stop, she also went to see any art exhibitions on weekends, and listened to lectures and sharing. It's just that I pity Xibao, and the rare fun time on weekends will suddenly be regularly arranged in various art exhibitions.

"Mom, it's too hard to understand."

"Look at it and you'll understand."

"Hey, Mom, you said you used my card to study, and as a result, you became a 'painter' and your son became an errand boy." Getting younger and younger, it is becoming more and more interesting to talk to Xibao, who is ripe day by day, and he is reluctant to say that he is willing to do anything with Su Xia, paint together, and grow together.

Under the artistic atmosphere and edification of various convenient conditions in the imperial capital, in the face of the famous paintings that were completely obscure, Su Xia suddenly opened his mouth, and understood the difference between Monet's "water lilies" and the tenacity of Van Gogh's sunflowers......

Perhaps, as the poet Gu Cheng said, how much Su Xia wished in his heart that he could "paint on his beloved white paper, draw clumsy freedom", and draw a new world and himself.