At twelve o'clock in the middle of the night, Su Xia, who had just fallen asleep, woke up from a burst of sourness, a burst of stomach acid rushed to her throat, Su Xia quickly put on her slippers, rushed to the bathroom, lifted the toilet lid, and vomited, but couldn't vomit anything.

But it was really uncomfortable, Su Xia quickly and simply rinsed her right hand, stretched the index finger of her right hand into her mouth, pressed the root of her tongue, stimulated the pharynx to induce vomiting, repeated several times, but it didn't work at all, Su Xia had to endure the evil and continue to return to the bedroom to lie down.

Then he continued to fall asleep in a daze. After about an hour, a wave of nausea came up again, pushing Su Xia quickly to the bathroom, and after a few rounds of retching, he still couldn't vomit.

Anyone who has had a similar experience knows how uncomfortable it is to feel sick and unpleasant to feel like a nausea that is piling up in the stomach but not being able to spurt out. At this time, Su Xia wished that someone could slap and beat her hard in the back, and spit it out, how comfortable. And the reality is that there is no one, no one can help her, and a desolation instantly comes to her heart. Suddenly, I feel like a failure, I am middle-aged, I wake up in the middle of the night and vomit and I don't even have a person who can beat me, what is cheating, at least someone beats my back in the middle of the night, why can't I keep a complete family, I have to find a man......

Sick people are very vulnerable easily, and even forget about cheating people, you can't see people in the middle of the night, and it is very likely that you are gentle with other people's dreams.

In a flash of desolation, Su Xia remembered that she still had Xibao! I really couldn't bear to wake him up in the middle of the night, but the two people who relied on each other had to go through all kinds of difficulties and situations, not to mention that Su Xia was really uncomfortable.

Therefore, Su Xia quickly took a basin in the bathroom and staggered to Xibao's bedroom, and shook Xibao tentatively, "Xibao, Mom is disgusted and wants to vomit, give Mom two blows on the back." ”

The sleeping Xibao was shaken and moved a little, but turned over and continued to sleep, Su Xia continued to shake it a few times, Xibao understood in a daze, and his eyes were half confused and beat Su Xia hard.

"Xibao, work hard!"

Xibao didn't open his eyes, but hammered down hard.

Two or three mouthfuls of filth gushed out, and suddenly my heart felt a lot more comfortable.

"Baby, thank you, no need." I saw that Xibao continued to sleep.

Su Xia went to bed again after a simple wash, still uncomfortable, but comfortable to fall asleep, who knew that this was just a prelude, and then every hour or so Su Xia had to run to the bathroom and vomit, so she ran back to the bedroom bed with great difficulty. At this time, looking at my phone, it was already 5:40 in the morning.

Su Xia's first reaction was not how to go to the hospital, whether she needed to go to the hospital, but what to do when Xibao went to school at seven o'clock. Su Xia estimated that he would not be able to get up and send him to school no matter what, "How to arrange for Xibao to go to school, if you ask for leave and don't go to school, Su Xia is already too busy to take care of himself, how can he take care of him." Su Xia suddenly felt sad, helpless and desolate that she had never been.

Su Xia sent a message to Chen Xuan after a long absence: "I vomited very badly in the middle of the night, and I will go home at seven o'clock tomorrow morning to send Xibao to school." ”

After pouring out and sending the message, Su Xia could finally squint for a while.

After sleeping for a while, the mobile phone prompt next to her ear woke Su Xia up. Afraid of delaying the information, Su Xia deliberately turned on the mute and turned the volume to the maximum.

It was Chen Xuan's reply to the message: "I just woke up, it's too late." ”

Su Xia looked at the phone time: 6:45. Chen Xuan's residence was only four or five kilometers away from Su Xia, and it was still dark and silent in the early morning of less than seven o'clock in the middle of winter, and it was less than ten minutes' drive for Chen Xuan to rush over to avoid the washing process, so the time was completely okay.

But Su Xia didn't insist, and he didn't have the strength and mental strength to analyze the sufficiency of time and state the seriousness of his condition, because he would not directly refuse if he had a little heart, even if he asked, "I just woke up, if it's late?" "Even if a phone call is made to ask about the situation, Su Xia will definitely answer. But he didn't ask the reason and refused directly, just because he didn't have enough time, not because he had almost ignored his son after two years, without a trace of guilt, and wanted to make up for it.

It was still the same as if any fatigue could be escaped, so Su Xia only replied with three words: "No need." "It was desperate and adapted.

Then Chen Xuan immediately replied: "Next time, say it early, arrange it in advance." If you are not feeling well, please take leave to go to the hospital for a look. ”

"Damn, who is sick and arranged in advance! If it weren't for the suddenness, I wouldn't have begged you! How could I ask you to send your son if I could climb to the hospital! Su Xia retorted in her heart, this feeling of pushing the responsibility on others without a sense of responsibility is really familiar.

Su Xia put the phone aside, extremely weak and difficult, holding her aching abdomen with one hand, and supporting the bed and wall with the other, and stumbled to Xibao's bedside.

Maybe it was because he was harassed by Su Xia last night and didn't sleep well, and Xibao, who got up regularly at this time every day, was still sleeping soundly.

Su Xia's extremely weak voice called out to Xibao: "Xibao, get up......"

"Xibao, you're going to be late for school......"

"Xibao, why don't we go to school today, my mother is not feeling well......"

Xibao suddenly woke up, "I can't ask for leave today, I'm the shift leader on duty." ”

Su Xia clearly knew what the shift leader on duty meant to the child, and it was only once in forty reincarnations. What's more, last night, Xibao and Su Xia had repeatedly told and confirmed: "Mom, I must be the first to go to school tomorrow." ”

"Why?"

"I'm the shift leader."

"Oh, good."

"Can I get to school at six?"

"The teacher didn't come at six o'clock, and the security uncle didn't go to work, how can you go in?"

"Seven o'clock, then."

"Okay, no problem."

Su Xia had already been promised.

"Okay, then go, but if you don't get up right away, you'll be late."

"Good!" Xibao got up from the bed and began to dress herself.

Su Xia seemed to have a little strength, covered her stomach, moved to the refrigerator and kitchen, and cooked eight quick-frozen dumplings that had been wrapped and frozen before for Xibao while lying on her stomach supported by the cupboard, and warmed a handful of milk.

After Xibao dressed and washed, he came over to eat, and Su Xia casually put on a piece of clothing and went out. Although the pain is unbearable, it can still persevere, fortunately, it is convenient to drive all the way to the school gate.

On the way, Xibao asked, "Mom, do you have a stomachache?" ”

"Yes, but I can insist on sending you to school."

"Did you eat something unclean?"

"I guess there was a problem with last night's dinner, but I'm glad you didn't eat with me." Because Su Xia worked a little overtime yesterday, he arranged for Xibao to have dinner directly in the custody class, and it was relatively late to pick up Xibao and go home after work, so Su Xia took out the leftover food from last night from the refrigerator and simply heated it in the microwave and ate it. It was supposed to be acute gastroenteritis caused by this dinner.

"Then send me off, mom hurry to the hospital."

"Okay." Su Xia agreed.

In fact, she no longer has any strength to go to the hospital, not to mention that a series of things such as registration and blood drawing require a lot of effort, and she no longer has the strength.

Sending Xibao to school, Su Xia turned around and went home, she just wanted to get home quickly and lie on the bed motionless. By this time, she was in tears.

The strength of a single mother turns out to be so fragile, so vulnerable. All kinds of negative emotions hit me, and at that moment, it suddenly felt like depression was not so far away. At that moment, she felt so close to depression, to facing death.

Su Xia parked the car and held on to the stairs with great difficulty, step by step, as if each step was like an unattainable mountain. , finally arrived at the door of 401, opened the door, threw away his coat, staggered to the bed, curled up to relieve the abdominal pain.

Relieved a little, Su Xia wasn't sure if she could lie down like this or if she had to go to the hospital. She asked in the family group with her parents, as well as Su Yu: "I vomit badly, my stomach hurts, and my whole body is cold, can I lie at home like this for a day?" Do I need to take any medicine? I can't get to the hospital. Although Yu Suxia's house is close to him, there is a famous tertiary hospital.

2 seconds after the message was sent, Su Yu's phone called: "What's wrong with you?!" You're lying at home now, I'll rush over now, I'll go to the hospital with you. ”

"No need, you still have to take care of Fubao." Su Yu married and had children later than Su Xia, so the child was only three years old, nearly five years younger than Xibao.

"It's okay, I can take time off work and not go to work."

"Now in a traffic jam, far away, I can persevere." Su Xia really needs someone urgently. But Su Xia's house is really far away from Su Yu's house, especially in the morning rush hour of the imperial capital, it will take at least an hour.

"Then you have to go to the hospital, don't worry, you can rest by yourself first."

"Okay."

In this way, Su Xia covered the two thick quilts and fell asleep in a trance in pain, she needed sleep so much.

More than an hour later, Su Xia arrived, and with Su Yu, there was also her mother Xia Qin. Mother Xia Qin happened to be at Su Yu's house during this time, busy helping to take care of Fubao.

"Why are you still here?" Su Xia asked weakly when she saw Xia Qin.

"You're like this, I won't come to take care of you." Mother Xia Qin saw that Su Xia was extremely weak and had no one to take care of the situation, and she was sad.

"You're both here, what should Fu Bao do?"

"With your dad, he can bring it himself."

Su Xia didn't say anything more, her mother came over, even if her father Su Guangchen took the child by himself, he should be relieved.

"Let's go, go to the hospital." Mother Xia Qin took the cases, bags and other items that went to the hospital, and Su Yu helped Su Xia to walk towards the hospital.

When I arrived at the hospital, my mother Xia Qin accompanied Su Xia to wait, Su Yu ran around queuing, paying fees, and asking for medical treatment, Su Xia felt extremely happy at this time, and it was good to have a family.

After various blood tests, he was diagnosed with acute gastroenteritis, but due to severe dehydration, if he rehydrated a large amount of water at a time, it would cause vomiting, so Su Xia was directly infused in the hospital and needed to inject glucose with antiemetic ingredients. Halfway through the loss, Su Xia already felt alive, and immediately became energetic. During the infusion, Li Mo and Jiang Nanxin WeChat group chatted about the weekend's party arrangement, and Su Xia played the photos of the infusion.

"Sister is in the emergency room."

"What's wrong!?"

"What's going on!"

"Wait, I'll go see you right away!"

When Su Xia finished the infusion and was about to go home, Li Mo and Nan Xin had already felt the hospital on their front and back feet, and took Su Xia home together.

Su Xia was lying on the bed, her mother Xia Qin boiled the soft glutinous rice porridge, handed it to Su Xia to drink, looked at the four people, and felt extremely warm, it turned out that death was really far away from her.

can survive a difficult period of time, a certain time from the love of relatives, Su Xia is fortunate that she enjoys this heavy love.

The love of family and friends is the most indestructible strength and shield that survives those years.