In this way, Chen Xuan has no news, and Su Xia has worked hard to solve the problem of his son's kindergarten schooling, the huge project of moving the family, and various problems at work...... The rush and sourness in this are only understood by Su Xia.

However, no amount of rush, fatigue and pain can withstand Xibao's "Mom, Daddy" inquiry and the thousands of arrows brought by those eager eyes. It's over with a perfunctory look, not to mention that it's happy to have Su Xia's careful companionship and wholehearted love for his son, but after all, he can't resist the time when he is extremely eager for his father.

After a long time, one day, Xibao finally couldn't hold back the explosion after the failure of a Lego spelling, and cried out: "Mom, where is Dad?" Tears flowed vigorously down her chubby face.

"Daddy is on a business trip." This was the reason Su Xia used over and over again, even if it was so pale.

"When will you be back from a business trip?!" Xibao roared in despair.

Su Xia couldn't answer, and his heart was like a knife.

"I miss Daddy! I think Dad ......" Xibao begged aggrievedly, not seeing Daddy's grievances, how much I wanted to see Daddy's thirst.

Su Xia couldn't hold it back any longer, tears rolling in her eyes. She has a mixture of love and hate, the incompetence of Xibao's love, and the helplessness of hatred of Chen Xuan. She could tolerate Chen Xuan carving a knife on her heart, but she couldn't allow her son's young heart to cast a little shadow. She had to pretend to be calm and strong, pretending to be loving to her parents. Don't overdo it, bite your lip, tears can't fall, can't fall, can't ......

Tired of crying, Xibao's voice gradually lost its strength, and changed from hoarse to low sobbing. Su Xia held him in his arms, tightly, tightly...... Give each other strength and warmth.

Due to the imperial capital's adoption of the car lottery policy, the probability of winning the lottery is difficult to compare with the sky. Chen Xuan drove away the family's only family car, and in a first-tier city like the imperial capital, it is really not easy and unimaginable for a full-time mother to take care of her baby independently, facing the problem of picking up and dropping off her son to and from the park on weekdays and commuting on time seamlessly, and there are various extracurricular classes on weekends, transportation is a crucial factor. Always take a taxi, first, the cost is too large, and second, the time is simply not in time. Su Xia had an idea and bought an electric car, she had never ridden an electric car and was even very scared, so she rode hard and carefully.

Once I got off work late, I was too anxious to pick up my son, and I rode fast. When I was about to get to the entrance of the kindergarten, the road was warped with a brick, and the brakes were completely too late, so I rushed directly to the parents who were waiting in line at the entrance of the kindergarten. The surrounding parents were stunned by the sudden situation and looked at each other.

"Is it Hanyu's mother?" At this time, a parent stepped forward and helped Su Xia.

Su Xia looked up when she heard the sound and recognized that it was the mother of her son's classmate, Yiyi, who had chatted a few words when she entered the parent-teacher meeting, and she was quite acquainted.

"Thank you!" Su Xia hurriedly thanked him as he got up.

"I didn't fall, it was terrible just now." Yiyi's mother said with palpitations.

"I'm sorry I almost bumped into everyone." Su Xia said as she apologized to everyone with an apologetic look. How much she wanted to find a crack in the ground to drill into, it was so embarrassing.

"It's okay, when I saw you, you were in a hurry to pick up the child, and I was late today. Be careful when it's late, electric cars are dangerous. Yiyi's mother was relieved, and the two worked together to help up the electric car.

"Well, yes, I haven't ridden it before, and I didn't expect it to be a little difficult when I just rode it." Su Xia pretended to be relaxed and tried to stand up completely as she spoke, but felt an inexplicable pain in her feet.

"Oops, my ankle is broken here!" One by one, the mother pointed to Su Xia's right ankle, a large area of abrasion. It should have just been pressed under the car.

"Well, it's okay, it's okay." Su Xia hurriedly said, bent down to pick up the silk silk scarf scattered on the ground with dust, which was originally intertwined with light blue and royal blue at the milky white collar, embellished with golden brown and bright yellow stripes, and threw it directly into the bag.

At this moment, for Su Xia, it was not the pain of bruising and bleeding from her ankle, but the embarrassment of falling in front of everyone. The elegant image that is usually maintained is gone, and it is replaced by a mother who is in the market and works hard for her children.

But it was also today that Su Xia was soberly aware that the huge energy contained in her small body strengthened her strength to take care of her son alone.

During this period of mother-son dependence, she walked through the mud, fell, cried, and stood alone, just like that, from late spring and early summer to late autumn, half a year passed.

However, half a year's hardships and pain still did not offset the accumulation of ten years of feelings, Su Xia still loved Chen Xuan, loved this home, the whole process, when Chen Xuan was frustrated and insulted, when blocking her phone, when she didn't return home for several months, she still firmly believed that her home was sick, her marriage was cold, Chen Xuan was sick, and there would be a day when she would recover.

So at that time, 6 months later, Chen Xuan stood in front of Su Xia with a guilty and repentant face, and said to her: "I was wrong, I don't want to divorce", Su Xia chose to forgive, without any blame and noise, just said: "Okay, forgive you once, I am not to blame for the previous things." ”

Maybe it's because she has read too many chicken soup articles about "what to do if a man cheats", what Su Xia learned is to either turn around and leave gracefully, or not blame the past, otherwise live in pain forever, Su Xia chose the latter, she loves this home that has been running for eight years, loves Chen Xuan, loves her son, and when she sees Xibao's lovely face, she has burst into tears when she thinks of not having a father, so even if there is only a glimmer of hope, even if Chen Xuan squandered nearly one million debts outside for half a year, she would not break up this family with her own hands, Even no matter how big the damage is, she feels that she has to get through, and she wants to keep this family.

As everyone knows, Su Xia's disregard for the past is not to turn back and change the past, but it is indeed a period of time to change the past, and the family has been warm for two years, but it is also two years for the family to live hard and pay off Chen Xuan's debts.

As it turned out, the cost of sin is low, and forgiveness does not lead to repentance. A silly woman who is intoxicated by the beautiful dream of marriage that she weaves is a sleeping person who can't wake up the same bed and different dreams.

When the fact of cheating was presented to Su Xia again two years later, she no longer had the first helplessness and pain, and could pretend to be calm and casual. But when Chen Xuan went home late or didn't even go home for the fifth night in a row, Su Xia's dislike turned into hatred, and his heart continued to accumulate depression, resentment, and even hatred and incomprehension overwhelmed all reason, thinking of killing people, thinking of dying together. When the final "attempted murder" was made, when the morning sun rose as usual the next morning, it also dispelled the haze in Su Xia's heart.

Those who are determined to leave will not be able to be retained after all.