When I was 10 years old, I bought my first new dress, brand new clothes. But it's not one of my favorite clothes, which white clothes I like, that have been bought by others.

When I got home, no one seemed to remember that it was my birthday, and my parents just kept complaining that they shouldn't have bought me such expensive new clothes, because 100 yuan was enough for a week's meals at home.

But my brother touched my head and said, "Qianqian has grown up, it's time to buy some new clothes." ”

At dinner in the evening, Zhao Kaixuan suddenly came to my house, and Zhao Kaixuan had a happy smile on his face at that time: "Qianqian, happy birthday to you!" ”

Mom and Dad glanced at each other: "What time is it today?" ”

Then my parents suddenly realized: "It turns out that today is really Qianqian's birthday, we have forgotten, Xiaokai, you still have a good memory!" ”

I never thought that the one who really remembered my birthday was Zhao Kaixuan, I took the birthday gift given to me by Zhao Kaixuan, and I didn't dare to open it.

Mom and Dad were still asking Zhao Kaixuan: "Xiao Kai, when you grow up, let Qianqian be your daughter-in-law, okay?" Zhao Kaixuan ran out with a red face.

Parents looked at Zhao Kaixuan who ran out with a smile: "Xiao Kai, this child, has liked Bai Qian since he was a child, it seems that we don't have to worry about Bai Qian's affairs in the future." ”

I returned to the room alone and opened the gift given to me by Zhao Kaixuan, the moment I opened it, I felt that my heart was going to jump out, and inside the bag was which piece of clothing I had been thinking about for a long time, white clothes, I didn't even dare to touch it with my hands.

I hate Zhao Kaixuan so much, but my favorite thing was easily bought by Zhao Kaixuan. This time, I was reluctant to go back, I really liked it.

The next day, I wore white clothes to school, and everyone praised me for being so beautiful, even Zhao Kaixuan's parents and Zhao Kaixuan's sister saw me and said that I was beautiful.

Zhao Kaixuan has been following me, and the more others praise me for my good looks, Zhao Kaixuan has always followed me. My entire elementary school years grew up under the protection of Zhao Kaixuan.

Zhao Kaixuan would buy me clothes, buy me new clothes every once in a while, and since then, I have never worn the leftover clothes that others have worn. Maybe it's really said that people rely on clothes, and everyone always praises me for being good-looking.

My parents found a job in Zhao Kaixuan's sheep farm, not very tired, but the income is not bad, the conditions at home are much better than before, but my brother's health is still so poor.

I'm getting bigger and bigger, and I'm getting more and more sensible, everyone always talks about me, saying that I'm Zhao Kaixuan's daughter-in-law who was set early. That's why Zhao Kaixuan looked at me tightly.

After going to junior high school, Zhao Kaixuan and I have grown taller, the second year of junior high school, my height has grown to 170, maybe the girl grew up earlier, although my final height in the future is only 170, but in the second year of junior high school, it immediately looked so dazzling in the crowd.

Although we are in the Great Northwest, my skin is fair, and among my classmates, I really seem to be the most beautiful one, and I am in junior high school, obsessed with all kinds of romance.

I like to watch those romances, and I like the sweet feeling of being in love. But in reality, I have a Zhao Kaixuan by my side, which ruins all my possibilities.

I always remember that in the second year of junior high school, Zhao Kaixuan became a little man with a height of 178, that year Zhao Kaixuan liked to play basketball, he always took me to the basketball court area, and then stuffed me with a new romance, and then let me be next to the court, and then their boys played basketball on the court.

I always hated that the basketball court was too noisy, but slowly, I got used to watching quietly from the side of the court. In the school, there are many boys who like me, and whenever I walk through the hallways of the school, there are always many boys who stick their heads out to look at me.

There were also a few bold boys, quietly stuffing those love letters in my desk. The words written by these men are very hot, I love you, I will always love you, and they are written so easily in the pen of these boys.

But from that day on, Zhao Kaixuan added a new fun, group fighting. No matter who it is, as long as it is someone who dares to stuff me with a love letter, Zhao Kaixuan will take his good brother with a stick and make an appointment with the other party at the back of the school. It seems that Zhao Kaixuan won every time, and slowly, no one dared to stuff me with love letters anymore.

I remember that day, Zhao Kaixuan and that group of people came back from the back of the school, and Zhao Kaixuan's face was bruised a little, but Zhao Kaixuan's face had a smug smile: "Bai Qian, I helped you beat that kid in the fourth class, and I actually dared to write you a love letter." ”

I don't seem to be angry anymore: "Aren't you yourself beaten and your face is blue, look at how you go home and talk to your mother." ”

At that time, Zhao Kaixuan had a slight beard on his lips, and his voice was the standard male duck voice. The tall figure looks very eye-catching among his classmates, and Zhao Kaixuan is very good at dressing up and likes to wear sportswear.

Although Zhao Kaixuan beat up everyone who wrote me love letters, I really didn't get angry, because I didn't like those boys, I didn't like those naïve boys, I didn't like those boys who always smelled of sweat.

It's just that although Zhao Kaixuan blocked my rotten peach blossoms, his own rotten peach blossoms seem to be more. In those years, I could never be the only one who first fell in love.

Although I can't appreciate Zhao Kaixuan's handsomeness, it doesn't mean that everyone can't appreciate it. There are still a lot of girls who like Zhao Kaixuan in school, and naturally there are many girls who write those lingering love letters, and then either blatantly or cautiously stuff them into Zhao Kaixuan's hands.

Just like what is written, Luohua is ruthless on purpose, Zhao Kaixuan has never read a single one, every time, Zhao Kaixuan stuffed those love letters to me and asked me to help deal with them. Perhaps out of curiosity, I read every letter.

I wonder why Zhao Kaixuan didn't read these love letters, those girls wrote really well. I'll quietly throw away those love letters when I'm throwing out the trash.

That day, I went to the toilet alone, and as soon as I walked into the toilet, I felt someone behind me pulling my hair, it hurt, I tried to turn my head to see who it was, but before I turned my head, I heard an angry voice: "Bai Qian, you are a slut, you are shameless, you actually threw away all the letters I wrote to Zhao Kaixuan." ”

I really want to explain, but I don't know how to explain it, so I have to try to save my hair, this girl I know, called Wang Yanjiao, usually has long hair, and her voice is soft, but I didn't expect to have a rough time.

"You let go, don't let go, I'll tell the teacher." I told the teacher about this sentence when I was in junior high school, and it can still deter many people, Wang Yanjiao reluctantly let go.

I am more fortunate that when I was in middle school, I came out of Zhao Kaixuan, and I still made a few friends, and when I was beaten, a few of my friends immediately came up.

"Wang Yanjiao, you are shameless, obviously Zhao Kaixuan doesn't like you, why do you want to beat Bai Qian?"

"That's it, you're a bus yourself, who is to blame, if Zhao Kaixuan can take a fancy to you, he will really be blind!" At that time, I already knew what the bus meant, which seemed like a big insult to a girl. But it's worth mentioning that a lot of girls seem to really fit the term.

I will always remember that in my second year of junior high school, I had my first period, but at the same time, I heard that the girl in the next class in the same grade as me had already had an abortion in the hospital.

At that time, I always sighed that their lives started so early, and they experienced things that we shouldn't have experienced so early.

Wang Yanjiao beat me in the toilet and soon reached Zhao Kaixuan's ears, Zhao Kaixuan was reluctant to hit the girl, but after hearing that I was beaten, Zhao Kaixuan was not willing to let Wang Yanjiao go easily.

I remember that day Wang Yanjiao was in class in her class, Zhao Kaixuan walked to the door and said to Wang Yanjiao's head teacher: "Teacher, this is a love letter written to me by Wang Yanjiao in your class, I hope you will let her respect herself." ”

Zhao Kaixuan's move was undoubtedly more insulting than beating Wang Yanjiao, and in the ridicule of the whole class, Wang Yanjiao transferred to another school in less than a week.

I used to deeply sympathize with Wang Yanjiao, and I always felt that I seemed to be a little sorry for her, but it didn't take long to hear that Wang Yanjiao talked about two boyfriends at the same time at the school next door, and the two boyfriends even fought for Wang Yanjiao.

Then Wang Yanjiao transferred back again, but unlike before, Wang Yanjiao transferred back this time and almost began to blatantly make a boyfriend. When I was in the toilet, I heard Wang Yanjiao proudly showing off that she had been in love with several boys, and it was the kind of love that slept together.

I also heard Wang Yanjiao laugh at the love of our people, just writing a love letter, and then secretly holding hands, compared to her love, we are too naïve. Even when someone scolded Wang Yanjiao for being a bus, Wang Yanjiao could even have a triumphant expression.

During this time, I made a few friends, after all, I was a classmate in the same class, although I suffered from Zhao Kaixuan's preferential treatment, but my classmates also knew who I was, so there were still people who accompanied me on the basketball court.

In the eyes of others, Zhao Kaixuan and I are in love, and even the old man and classmates acquiesced to my relationship with Zhao Kaixuan, after all, Zhao Kaixuan and I are not too close.

But I always feel that Zhao Kaixuan and I are more like the feeling that my brother and I are together, more like family, but definitely not love!

In the third year of junior high school, Zhao Kaixuan gave me an MP3, which seemed to open a new door for me, and there seemed to be more music in my life.

But it was also in the third year of junior high school that I met my first boy I loved. That year, Zhao Kaixuan and I were in separate classes, I was in class 2 and he was in class 1. Even though it's next door, we're not together anymore.

It was the first time I did it with another boy, and I remember the boy's name, Zhang Lele. He rarely took the initiative to talk to me, always holding a thick Harry Potter book and reading it, and he was quietly watching it when he was in class.

Maybe it's because he's one of the few boys in the class who doesn't like sports, so he doesn't have the smell of sweat that other boys have. Later, we slowly got acquainted with each other, and sometimes we would talk about a sentence or two.

One day Zhang Lele asked me: "Bai Qian, you like to watch romance so much, do you know the story of Shanghai Hongqiao Airport and Railway Station?" ”

I shook my head briefly, but my eyes were full of curiosity: "I haven't heard of it." ”

Zhang Lele smiled: "I heard that there was a boy who proposed to the girl he liked, but the girl rejected him and told this man that just like a train can never leave the airport, our love is destined to have no end." ”

I wasn't happy with the situation of the story, but I still had to ask, "What happened later?" ”

Zhang Lele smiled: "Later, one day many years later, the railway station and the airport were really connected, and it is said that the chief engineer who designed this project was the boy back then." ”

Although this story is very short and not perfect, it seems to have left a deep impression on my heart, and if this story is true, then what a great love it is.

Since that day, I have always longed for the day when I can also come to Hongqiao Airport to see what it looks like and see the great results of this love.

I remember that the sun shone in that day, shining on Zhang Lele's face, although this boy looked so ordinary, but sitting with him, I seemed to hear my heartbeat.

We sat together all semester. Zhao Kaixuan seemed to have come to inquire about our situation, but the result was that Zhang Lele was a boy who only knew how to read with a book every day, and Zhao Kaixuan actually acquiesced to me and Zhang Lele sitting together.

But I don't know when I betrayed myself, maybe when I like someone, my eyes will really betray myself, anyway, one day, Wang Yanjiao suddenly began to contact Zhang Lele, and Zhang Lele, who had never been in contact with feelings, almost quickly fell under Wang Yanjiao's means.

I remember Wang Yanjiao telling me: "You like Zhang Lele, but unfortunately, he likes me." ”

I shook my head: "You think too much, I don't like anyone. ”

I heard that Zhang Lele was really Wang Yanjiao together for a long time, but all this has nothing to do with me. What I lost was just the first crush of my life.

However, when I saw that Zhang Lele later became a little bastard who was full of swear words and never left his cigarette because of Wang Yanjiao, I suddenly felt that it was not a pity at all.