In my own heart, how bad it was at that time, only I know in my heart.

This mom and dad are just going to give themselves ......

So it also makes my future life even more difficult.

Those of my classmates will not understand why they only wear school uniforms to school?

Even the socks, as well as the autumn clothes and pants inside the underwear and underwear, will be worn no matter what they are torn.

Why are you so obsessed with money, every time the school does all the sanitation work, you will only get so many awards and scholarships.

They don't understand why it's not good to review when the college entrance examination is so stressful.

As long as I go out to do odd jobs during the holidays, I can't help it, I can't pay the 500 yuan a month, and my parents will definitely let me drop out of school.

Although sometimes grandparents know about it, they also secretly stuff themselves with money.

But my life is not easy, especially once my parents found that they had more money in their pockets, and even beat themselves hard.

said that he stole the money, but in fact, the 1,000 yuan was secretly stuffed by his grandfather, mainly because he didn't let himself do odd jobs.

Then let the 1,000 yuan be divided into two months, and pay living expenses to my mother in two months.

But how aggrieved he was at that time, only he knew, especially his parents, who knew about this matter to the neighbors.

In the end, grandpa had no choice, so he still said that he gave the 1,000 yuan.

It's all like that, I was beaten up by my parents again, saying that I didn't study well, my grandparents were so old, and I asked my grandparents for money to give them living expenses.

This is simply an act of deception, if it weren't for the fact that some neighbors couldn't see it and pulled their parents away.

I don't know what it is like to be beaten by them, obviously because my parents are not very good, but in fact, many neighbors know that they have suffered a lot, and they don't dare to come to watch and persuade them.

Because my parents often fight, and my mother is often beaten, as long as they come over to watch and persuade, at the beginning, my mother will be grateful to them.

But later, my mother would complain that those people shouldn't be nosy, and my father and those people were like enemies.

So I'm really grateful to those people for helping me so much regardless of the consequences.

But even then, after I went to college, I didn't want to go back to my hometown, because the memories of my hometown were too painful.

I don't know how the prisoners live in prison, but I sometimes think that my childhood and juvenile life at home are even more painful than in prison.

I don't have freedom at home, I only beat and insult, and even want to ask to study, relying on my own ability to study, and it is so difficult.

Not to mention how his parents treated him after he was abandoned by that man after he went to college, as well as his brother.

"Duoduo, what's wrong with you kid? Why are you still distracted?

Do you think of your childhood friends? ”

Grandpa Han seemed to see that his grandson had remembered something, and he should be thinking about those unhappy things.

However, Grandpa Han quickly changed the topic, and the previous things had already happened, even if he and his wife worked hard to help.

But this child also suffered too much when he should have been carefree in childhood.

They all know that this kind of suffering and shadow may accompany the child for the rest of his life.

But they are just grandparents, they have another son, and even a daughter.

They really can't manage a lot of things too deeply, and even if they manage too deeply, their boss and eldest daughter-in-law may not listen to themselves, and they will even quarrel with themselves and their wives.

If his eldest son makes a mess, he will do it with himself, but what can he do? When I'm older, my body bones are no longer good.

You can't really kill your relatives in this righteousness and send the boss to prison, right?

So it's also very difficult for me to talk to my wife, except for secretly helping my little granddaughter.

can only be cautiously persuaded to take this little granddaughter over and live with them occasionally.

But they didn't have a house of their own at that time, and they were with their second son.

So, it's impossible for the daughter of this old family to eat and drink for nothing in the second family's house for a long time, isn't it?

What's more, if they do it for a long time, the second family is not satisfied, after all, they can't get the boss's good after paying.

The eldest is even more dissatisfied, because they have to leave their children at home and do the housework and farm work for them.

Even said that his wife secretly stuffed money to this child, and he couldn't be seen by the eldest and second child, because no matter who saw it, those people would complain about all kinds of things.

At least the second child thinks that he can live in the second child's house, and he still has to subsidize the old family and subsidize the old family's children, they will feel that they are more partial.

And the eldest thinks that the money should not be given to the children, but should be given to them directly.

It seems to be given directly to the child, just to provoke their parent-child relationship.

Anyway, they are an old couple, and many things are really difficult to do, very difficult to do.

It is said that raising children to prevent the old from having more children and more blessings, I gave birth to three, in fact, only I know that the more I give birth, the more things I worry about, the more tired I get.

"yes, grandpa, don't I just think of those friends at school?

It's a shame that I don't have any contact with them.

There used to be a one called Fangfang, that's it, I used to call him often when I was in school, but he never took the initiative to contact me.

Then it came, and sometimes he didn't answer the phone, and I felt like he hated me.

Later, I stopped contacting them. ”

Han Duoduo was telling the truth, and the one named Fangfang was also her former best friend.

Of course, it is also possible that he thinks he is his best friend, and the other party just treats him as an ordinary classmate.

"Duoduo, this kind of thing is normal, you go to school, I don't know the suffering of those girls who don't go to school.

They are almost all married, and the family of 8 is very busy.

I have to work during the day, and if I can contact you casually, I may be fired from the factory.

When I go home at night, I have to get the children, and then there are many, many housework, and I am so busy every day.

In addition, you haven't seen each other for a long time, so naturally you don't have any feelings?

Most people are like this, just like grandma had a lot of girlfriends when she was young, but when she got older, she didn't contact them one by one. ”

Grandma Han sighed, this human heart is the most delicate thing in the world.

It's not that if you try to please, if you work hard to maintain this person's heart, the friendship between friends will not change.

Whatever the reason, his granddaughter has a bad reputation, or she is living a good life now.

But for that one, it seems that they have already stung people, aren't there many people in this country like this? You're a mess, and they look down on you.

Of course, they don't like you, and if you mess up better than them, they'll attack you.