Gu Ruxi chuckled, as if she knew the process, as if she felt what it was like.

But she didn't know, but now she felt as if she had really been abandoned, as if she had been destroyed by that real answer, as if she felt a reality of this answer, a feeling of unreasonableness, a feeling of suffocation.

"Isn't it? Do you think it is necessary for you to answer my call again at that time, or do you think that you should have a better kind of love, even if you rejected me at that time, in fact, you just told me directly at that time, I still have a choice or I can choose not to return to China, but I can't help it, you know that I came back because of you, so you can completely prevent me from coming back, but why don't you tell me the truth, if I knew the truth in advance, I will definitely not make this choice, I won't sit in front of you today,"

Jolin remained silent.

He didn't even know how to face Gu Ruxi's aggressive questioning.

He can't actually answer any of his questions, because every question is written so hard, he can't answer it Yes, he can tell him the truth, if he is told the truth, he can not return to China at all, then if he does not return to China, everything today may not happen.

There are thousands of knots in her heart, how to tell her from which question, even Qiao Lin doesn't know how to clear this crazy thought.

Gu Ruxi saw that Qiao Lin didn't answer, and knew that there must be some answers in it that he didn't know.

Gu Ruxi finally asked very strongly.

"Did you fall in love with my sister at that time, and you were originally in love, you might be afraid of my existence, or worried about my existence, and I would affect the relationship between you, so you decided to hide from me and decided to let me marry someone else, and you were not even more constrained by the world's eyes, and entered your so-called middle hall, but will I be that kind of woman? I will never make a big fuss about you, my lonely heart still wants this face, you just tell me the truth, I really have my own choice, then how good it should be, I will not and will never bother you, never, I will even bless you...... But why didn't anyone tell me? ”

Qiao Lin was deeply hurt by Gu Ruxi's sad words, and he felt very painful in his heart.

He didn't even know how to explain it to him, but he was like a dinghy in the sea, sinking, sinking, sinking......

Gu Ruxi saw that Qiao Lin didn't say his answer, probably he might have guessed a little splash, and his mood became extremely sad now, but she knew that at this time, before all the sadness was drowned, there was no way to hide an emotion in her heart.

I felt that she needed more at this time, because she had already found that maybe this thing had been suppressed for too long

Maybe.

She will always have this feeling unreserved in front of Qiao Lin.

"So, I guessed it all, right? I can understand your promise is that your answer is right or not, since this is the case, it doesn't matter, it has inherited the facts, I am grateful for your company for so many years, I am very grateful for your care of me, I really appreciate you, even the best time ever, I still thank you unreservedly......"

Gu Ruxi, at this time, he still couldn't hate this man, he felt that although the result of the whole thing with a man made him very sad, and even made him very ugly, or that a fatal change had taken place in her life.

But.

Until now, she still can't criticize this man anymore, doesn't everyone have these options?

Maybe he has his own choice, what Gu Ruxi can't forgive is why he didn't tell her in advance, would he really stalk him? He really won't, maybe he has another reason in mind.

Gu Ruxi asked lightly: "You also know, my identity in the Gu family has always been in an embarrassing identity, although it is an improved identity, but my identity is not as good as a maid at home." Everyone has a better choice, and there is no doubt about it. ”

At this moment, she really wanted Qiao Lin to admit it, and sometimes he was afraid that he would admit it.

This is extremely ambivalent, because of his status in the Gu family, he does feel an irreparable sense of inferiority complex with her since she was a child.

So.

He wished he nodded, and let that feeling disappear with the wind, without any more illusions about him, and perhaps a better thing to be more shrewd.

All the benefits are not worth mentioning if they don't add a touch of emotion.

At this moment, her heart was like a knife.

Qiao Lin was very excited at this time, and he didn't know why it was this topic that made him feel embarrassed, or if the question had reached the soul torture in the depths of his soul.

"Listen to me, Xixi, this matter is not such a simple thing as you imagined, and certainly not such a complicated thing as you imagined...... It was just an accident...... Yes, it was really an accident! ”

Qiao Lin struggled to look at Gu Ruxi, his voice went from low to high, as if this was some kind of happy decision.

It feels like this is an affirmation after learning from the pain.

He looked at Gu Ruxi uneasily, not missing any trace of facial expression on her face.

He was nervous, he was afraid, he was worried about him now and even Gu Ruxi's denial of him.

Gu Ruxi chuckled: "It's an accident here, what kind of pressure is it, to make such a decision, if you want to tell me, just tell me, maybe it doesn't matter if you don't want to tell me, everyone has their own decision, everyone has their own difficulties, I don't necessarily want to know all the time, I don't seem to care now." ”

When she said it, it was very light, very light, as if this matter had no connection with her, as if everything had been cut off from her.

When she said this, she seemed to be talking about other people's affairs, which had nothing to do with herself.

I don't even have a dime to do with myself.

Qiao Lin struggled with a painful face, "Yes, you have to listen to me say that this is really not what you imagined, this is really an accident, and all this is not what I want to do...... I was forced by him. ”

"Qiao Lin, do you know, I used to be abroad, I have been suffering, I have never said a word of complaint, I know, I can also meet again one day, I will definitely leave the Gu family, we can live in any city, you can be your teacher, I can also be a teacher, we respect each other like guests, we support each other like poplars, I even fantasize that we are in a village to spend the life we want, that kind of peace and tranquility is the blue sky, the birth of a child, and our dreams, I feel like that's what I want most of my life, but it's all gone from me, so don't tell me you're forced......"

When Gu Ruxi unreservedly said the most beautiful secret in his heart, he finally felt that his whole body and mind were completely relaxed, this secret had been hidden in his heart for too long, and he could finally tell this secret in front of him, but when this secret was said, it was just a thing of the past.

Finally.

She couldn't hold back any longer, and all the tears gathered in her eyes finally quietly fell from the corners of her eyes.

The happiness that I once thought was within reach, the love that I thought I would get right away, is now just a mirage, and it has disappeared.

Gu Ruxi continued to use a pathetic voice, "Do you know how much I used to look forward to it, I have been looking forward to marrying you since I was 10 years old, I used to fantasize about our palace, I know, I wanted to be your bride when I was very young, this has always been my dream." So when my dad called me and said I could marry you, you know? At that time I felt that I was the happiest bride in the world, I must be the best bride in the happiest world, and I used to look forward to the feeling of living together together, and it was really beautiful...... It's just that later I found out that it was really a dream, the nanny woke up so cruel, so cold, as if I had only fallen into a cold freezer, each of you is too cruel, why deceive me like this? Do you know what it's called? It's called deception! I can't stand it lately, because of what? If you don't tell me, you obviously have many ways to stop me, that is, you can't call me, you can enter QQ through WeChat, through email, you can tell him in any way, I even have our only phone to tell me, I think they don't know, a society, in the first time to stop me from coming back, I will never stop you and about the love between us, I said I would bless you, I'm not such a narrow-minded person, why don't you tell me? ”

Gu Ruxi was about to lose control of her emotions, but she tried hard to control it, but her pain had pressed her heart for too long.

It's been too long, it's been too long

For a long time, it seems to be at the end of the world.

It's a barren place.

Alone.

"Xixi, don't cry."

He looked at a loss, he really hurt him, he always told him what he was facing, crying him what he should do, he knew that he was powerless now, he even felt that he was not qualified to do so.

Yes, he had lost the right to let him wipe away his tears, and he was self-aware of that.

He really didn't deserve it anymore, he lost the word forever.

"I can't stay any longer now, I'm sorry, please forgive me, I didn't know I was going to be like this, I want to be quiet and quiet now, I want to let myself seriously think about what happened, now that it has happened, we will never have any more possibility, bless you bless you, I bless you, so that you can be satisfied? I bless you!! ”

She yelled at him and staggered to her feet, as if drunk.

"Thank you very much for taking care of me sincerely, I can tell you very much during that time, it was my best time, but he has been sealed in the old time of the past, and will never see the sky again, the kind of beauty I used to have has passed, in the future life, we are each happy, one and two wide!"

Jolin was a little out of control trying to hold her shoulder, and he knew that he was making any impulse at this time.

He felt he had lost one of these women, though never owned.

But he didn't know why he felt like he was about to lose her, and never to have her again.

"Listen to me, it's really not what I imagined, it's all Infinitus, it's really just an accident, it's not what I want it to be, but this accident has happened, and I have to bear the end of this accident, and you tell me how to do it, and I tell you that I really don't want to do it, but it has happened, and I don't know what to do, can I not take some responsibility for my accident? I love you, I really love you, but what do I do? ”

Qiao Lin couldn't cling to the idea he insisted on and confessed.

She smiled desolate at him, "Jolin, let each other go." ”

He watched her back as she strode away.

The word is voiced.

"The accident of the night......" he leaned back weakly in his chair, looking very haggard.