Chapter 89: Why Did This Happen?

The car quickly arrived at the Sogou Cafe.

It's still the same place, and nothing has changed for everyone, but the mood has changed dramatically.

Once the sea was difficult to water, except that Wushan is not a cloud, probably the so-called meaning is this, things are not people, and at this time this situation is no longer the girl who was once ignorant, but a girl who has experienced vicissitudes and has been hesitant about the future.

Gu Ruxi followed the waiter's instructions, and walked to the position they were once very familiar with, but the position near the window, the scenery outside was not still so lush, and there were birds chirping on it, everything seemed to be the same as back then.

The only thing that has changed is her current mood.

Through the window, I saw the familiar and strange man from a distance.

"Welcome."

Gu Ruxi looked at the layout of the Sogou Cafe, as if she had traveled through the old time.

Men and women of the old days, you and I will. Morning and twilight, how can it be, when the two love for a long time.

I couldn't help but sigh in my heart, she is now in good spirits and is no longer about herself, so he is now more focused on facing this man and knowing what she should do and what she should not do.

So her grasp of this process, he should be very sure in his heart, some things are not what he imagined, maybe everything has changed a long time ago, from the moment he returned to China, from the moment he attended the wedding, everything has changed dramatically.

Nothing will go back.

So she's in my sense that it doesn't matter, so that I might have that feeling of being open, maybe better.

She quickly walked into the restaurant and found the position against the window, everything was so familiar, and even the pot of pothos next to it was still blooming so brilliantly, the pothos seemed to be replanted again, and a few more were enlarged, but it was still clear that it was still the pothos, so many years later, the pothos was still more prosperous.

She knew that Jolin was waiting for him there, and he must be there, waiting for him as before and in the past.

Same.

She finally found a trace of the past in this environment, and could get a kind of peace and stability in her heart.

Qiao Lin is still wearing a black fur-collared sweater of true love as before, with a pair of glasses, and the whole person exudes a very strong literati atmosphere.

Qiao Lin is a boy with a strong scholarly taste, but it is precisely such a man who gives people a sense of beauty that is quiet and good. There is no aggression, there is no edge, and it often makes you feel that you can talk freely about all the things you want to talk about in this environment.

And he is extremely tolerant, and can tolerate any detail you want to talk about, whether it's your willfulness or your ignorance.

It is because of this tolerance that I feel that I have a special preference to talk freely in front of him about his troubles, his joys and sorrows, his enthusiasm for life, and his gloom for the future, he can talk about many things fearlessly in front of him, just like a listening microphone.

But the man no longer belonged to him.

Gu Ruxi also knew that he had lost this man.

And, if there are no accidents, it should be lost forever......

Just when Gu Ruxi was about to arrive at the location, he stayed there for a minute.

She was at such a distance, quietly looking at Qiao Lin, she thought that this should be the last time she looked at him so seriously, so persistently, and so unrestrainedly.

She muttered silently in her heart, goodbye, Qiao Lin.

The last time I let myself do this for the last time, for the sake of sacrifice, that was the best time ever.

At this time, Qiao Lin felt a kind of tenderness, he suddenly turned around, and he was taken aback when he saw Gu Ruxi just beside him.

Very gently, he squeezed out a smile to him, "You're finally here." ”

Even his voice is still so gentle and elegant, he really wants to go over, like a spring breeze, making people feel the warmth that comes to their faces.

"Yes, I came, sent me a text message back, I thought something very important."

Gu Ruxi also looked at Qiao Lin's face very frankly and lightly, he knew that there was something at this time, and besides, it was no longer the feeling of the past, and now a lot of words and many feelings were placed on the worldly vision and worldly concept of adults.

"You're here just in time, I just ordered your favorite fancy cappuccino coffee, plus a Black Forest cake, you know, Black Forest cake is made here, only this one has that feeling. It is said that the master of this house is still the same master, and it still hasn't changed......"

"Well, okay, thanks, I just wanted to eat something, and you ordered it just in time......"

"Well, let's sit down and eat something first......"

"Well, okay, thanks."

Everyone is like a familiar stranger who is polite to each other in a very secular language.

Every sentence is very consistent, and every sentence of social etiquette is impeccable.

But every sentence lacks a kind of warmth.

Such a woman always makes people feel a little confident, or they can feel a kind of distance.

When the waiter brought him this cup of cappuccino coffee and Black Forest cake, she saw that the cup and fruit plate had not changed.

The whole hall is still filled with very nostalgic jazz music. It's lazy and sexy, as if it's the owner here.

Despite the rapid changes in the outside world, it still goes up to the west building alone.

Even these sofas have not changed its style, but only increased its fabric structure, which suddenly feels like a dream.

Gu Ruxi drank cappuccino coffee gently, and gently dug the Black Forest cake with a small spoon. It was one of his favorite flavors, he didn't have too many chaotic thoughts right now, she just wanted to experience the feeling of being in the moment.

The past seemed to be a film movie scene by scene replaying in her mind.

She remembers when she was in elementary school, she was sick, and she had a high fever and dizziness, but no one took care of her, and no one even gave her medicine.

At that time, Aunt Xue even said that the weather was too late, but it was a fever, and it was not a big deal, so she didn't need to make such a big move, so she was sent to the hospital tomorrow.

But no one knew how painful her night was.

She felt like a fish on the verge of shore, and if she didn't go to sea, she might not survive tomorrow, and her whole body was already drowsy, and she even felt this feeling of death.

In her daze, she dialed Qiao Lin's number, and she actually tried to call, not thinking that he must be able to do something.

Perhaps in her childish and innocent feelings, she felt that making this call might be a farewell to Jolin.

But I never thought that Qiao Lin rushed to her house overnight, and without saying a word, he ran to the hospital with her on his back.

At that time, it was reported that the doctor also said that if it was late, then it was possible to cause pneumonia because of high fever, and if it wasn't for Qiao Lin's timely delivery, she really Gu Ruxi, maybe she would really burn into a fool today.

To this day, she must remember that night, she lay on Qiao Lin's back, watching Qiao Lin panting and running along the highway non-stop, he was in such a hurry that he didn't even know how to take the bus or take a taxi or use other means of transportation to get to the hospital in the fastest way.

At that time, Qiao Lin may have been scared stupid, so he ran and carried it in the most primitive way with his feet, and went to the hospital for almost an hour.

When he arrived at the hospital, Qiao Lin was also so tired that he was paralyzed on the ground, and when he saw Gu Ruxi safely sent to the emergency room, his whole body had actually collapsed.

So this result is something that Qiao Lin and Gu Ruxi will never forget for the rest of their lives.

Thank God, if it weren't for Qiao Lin's willfulness and impulsiveness at that time, she Gu Ruxi might not really know if there would be today's existence.

Since that time, Gu Ruxi has always regarded Qiao Lin as the patron saint of her life, and she has been deeply dependent on him in everything, whether academically or emotionally.

once secretly swore in his heart that if he could marry him one day, he would definitely be a good wife with a husband and children.

I am willing to dedicate my most brilliant life to him, because he has treated himself so much.

From then on, the two of them seemed to be dependent on each other, and Jolin always encouraged her, helped her, and supported her in her most difficult times.

Over time, the tacit understanding has taken root.

Or rather, it's intertwined.

So in those days in the past, it can only be described in one or two sentences.

At least on Gu Ruxi's birthday, it was such a bright light to remember, because Qiao Lin used to be the brightest star in her starry sky, shining on her all the time.

She thought it would go on like this, until it reached the white head.

But the world is unpredictable, and everything that happened today directly woke her up.

Since the wedding, she has always wanted to talk to Qiao Lin alone, but she is afraid to face him, afraid of the torn wound.

When we finally meet again today, it can be regarded as a conclusion, or a full stop.

……

Gu Ruxi drank these coffees lightly and smiled faintly, now his mood is very breezy and calm.

"Thank you for the coffee, and thank you for the cake." Gu Ruxi hesitated for a moment, "During this time, I think the spicy taste is quite suitable for me." ”

Qiao Lin glanced at it in surprise, because he knew that Gu Ruxi had not eaten spicy food since he was a child, "How could it be that he suddenly likes to eat spicy taste." ”

Gu Ruxi had a hard time in his heart, and finally said the following sentence ruthlessly: "Maybe I have been in the Zhao family for a long time during this time, and I have stayed with the third young master for a long time, so it is inevitable that the tastes of the two people will have some run-in, so they prefer to eat spicy, and he is also good at spicy, I unconsciously changed my sense of taste." ”

Qiao Lin's eyes darkened, and his emotions were obvious.

Gu Ruxi lowered her head, not knowing how to face all this, all of this seemed to have become fragmented.

Qiao Lin asked sourly, "How is it?" How are you doing with everyone now? As if you should get good? Hear you say so. ”

"It's still the same, but that's it, living such a life should be content, they don't lack me, they still take care of me, I don't think it's a big deal, it's just a part of life, and over time I get used to it."

"I ......"

Gu Ruxi raised her eyes to him and asked, "Why didn't you answer my call?" ”

This sentence has been lingering in my heart for a long, long time, and I have always wanted to ask, but I have never asked.

Because the wedding was because she thought it was a wedding with Qiao Lin, she would return to China.

But in fact, this is not the case, so she wants to know what role Qiao Ling plays in it.

But she had always been scared, afraid of the truest answer.

Qiao Lin's expression suddenly sank, and his eyes became a little trance.

It was an unbearable scene, and I knew that such a situation would happen.