Chapter 37: The Prodigal Son Has Not Turned Back Only No Forgiveness

At the end of the day, it was four o'clock in the afternoon, and at noon I ate some meals prepared in advance in the park.

"Son, dad will take you and mom to a big dinner in the evening!"

"Okay!"

"Go eat lobsters and crabs!"

"Good!" It doesn't matter what he eats, as long as he is with his parents, he should be the happiest.

Susha did not refuse. I can't bear to pop this rainbow bubble.

Su Xia drove the car directly to the sixth floor of a commercial center in the center of the city not far from her home according to the address, which is a high-end seafood buffet.

Chen Xuan and the hall usher looked very familiar. Su Xia has not been here, and it seems that he has brought others with him.

"Sir, you may be seated." According to the waiter's guidance, I sat down on a sofa seat by the window, the time was early, and it was not the peak of the diner's flow, and there were few diners.

"I'll go get food, and you sit down first."

"Dad, I'll go too." Xibao chased after him, and he was very interested in all kinds of fresh seafood, large and small.

Su Xia sat alone and waited, looking from the window, the tall and low buildings in the distance could be seen at a glance. The steamer of the steamed seafood has begun to steam, and in the quiet restaurant, it seems that the scene of two years ago has been recreated through the foggy steam.

A few years ago, a year and two months after Chen Xuan cheated for the first time and left home with almost no news, he suddenly returned home without warning, pretended to be a good father, and found an excuse to invite the mother and son to a big meal, and only said one sentence on the way home after the meal: "I was wrong, I don't get divorced, I want to go home." With just this sentence, Su Xia forgot all the betrayal, pain, and struggle, and only replied: "Okay, forgive you this time." ”

After that, he helped Chen Xuan check out (he signed a long-term rental contract with his lover who lived outside), moved, cleaned up the clutter, and went home to pay off his debts together. There is no more than a word, no more words, and the past is no longer mentioned.

Every time he thought about this, Su Xia was full of hatred, not Chen Xuan, but hatred for himself, hatred for his weakness, hatred for his so-called elegant understanding, hatred for not being able to make him pay a little price for his mistakes. But it was the first forgiveness that gave Su Xia enough courage and confidence when he left for the second time, and he had already given him a chance, I was worthy of you, worthy of our feelings, and there was no trace of regret and regret when I dreamed back at midnight.

It is the first time to give today's determination and firmness, to give today's decision a courage and the most powerful evidence, and to say goodbye to his love, otherwise there will be no Su Xia who is not dragged in the slightest and will never look back.

"Mom, look, the big crab that my dad and I are holding." Su Xia's thoughts were interrupted, and she pulled back to her still-cold reality.

Turning his head, he saw the crabs and shrimps in Chen Xuan's basket that were constantly trying to escape...

"Okay, you and Dad are steaming, Mom is going to get something else." Su Xia walked to the food section.

The three of them were eating, talking and laughing, as if everything had gone back to the past, and as if it was so far away... All the jokes and exchanges revolved around Xibao as the central point, not the convection of Su Xia and Chen Xuan.

It was only six o'clock after the meal, and he drove home directly, and Chen Xuan went upstairs together.

"Dad, let's build Lego together." After a day of playing, Xibao is still full of interest.

"Okay." Chen Xuan simply sat down on the carpet and played with his son.

Su Xia turned around and went to the kitchen, and the dishes and chopsticks in the morning had not yet had time to clean up.

It's almost eight o'clock.

"Xibao, you're tired today, it's time for you to take a shower and sleep." Su Xia finished cleaning up all kinds of housework, seeing that Xibao did not show signs of ending with Chen Xuan, and said to Xibao.

"I'll play with my dad for a while."

"No, it's late, we still have to take a shower."

"Okay, I'll go take a shower first, Dad, you can't go, wait until I'm done."

"Okay."

Su Xia took Xibao to the bathroom to wash, leaving Chen Xuan alone in the living room.

After packing up, Xibao was sleepy, Su Xia simply hugged him directly to the bedroom, told a storybook, and fell asleep. Then I covered the quilt and walked out of the bedroom.

"My son is asleep, let's go." Su Xia saw that Chen Xuan was still sitting in the living room and said.

"I want to talk to you."

Sure enough, Su Xia was right, today is very abnormal, just like a few years ago.

"What to talk about, what do we have to talk about, talk about the increase in child support?" Su Xia asked sarcastically very angrily.

"It's so angry, it seems that I still miss it."

"Don't talk nonsense, I'm tired today, if I have something to say, hurry up."

"Look, you also saw it today, how much my son hopes to be together as a family."

"You just know! I don't know who broke up this family. ”

"Okay, it's all my fault, I'm sorry for you. You see, the marriage is also divorced, and I know that it is wrong. Why don't you ......" Su Xia glanced at him sharply, Chen Xuan was a little hesitant, and continued: "Or let's remarry." "The voice suddenly became low and unrelenting.

Su Xia smiled, sneering, bitter, and ridiculous, and then said, "Do you continue to repeat the mistakes of the past and torture each other?" You know how hard I've gotten through these days! ”

The bell rings in the middle of the night, the hand has been put down, and the heart is dead.