In Beibei's heart, the only person she can rely on may be Qin Tian, at least he can take her to Canada. Bei Bei understood that she might need to be taken care of for a long time, Qin Tian was the best candidate, they might be able to live together for a while, and the important thing was that he would probably not refuse him.

Qin Tian really didn't refuse, he took her to his sister's house. Qin Tian's sister is already a mother of two, and he said that she can help her understand how to be a mother. This is very strange, Bei Bei doesn't think it's necessary for her to know how to be a mother from others, but Qin Tian's sister has indeed helped her a lot, not only in life.

"What did she say?" Bei Bei asked in a low voice, Qin Tian was coming out of the room of the foreign doctor's room, in fact, they didn't need to do this, because Bei Bei couldn't understand English.

"It's not easy to have a C-section in Canada, so be prepared for a natural birth no matter how scared you are. Qin Tian held her hand, which made people feel very powerful.

"I know that. Bebe motioned for him to continue.

"Nothing else. ”

Despite what he had said, Bebe knew that the doctor must have said more than that.

——

It was a boy, and fortunately the child did not inherit his father's defects, and he was a lucky child. When he was carried out, Babe felt empty in her stomach, and her heart was almost dragged out with him, and she opened her mouth wide to pull the doctor's arm, but fortunately they had prepared in advance, and the bearded man gave her the most practical assistance. The only experience she had with Peng Cheng was over, and the child became a separate individual, different from anyone else, including the two of them.

"He's like you. ”

Probably in response to the sentence that the son is more like his mother, this child is very beautiful, and strangely well-behaved, which makes people wonder if it is Peng Cheng's child. Not only is he well-behaved, but sometimes, he can even seem a little cramped. Bei Bei will stare at him for a long time, trying to get more familiar with him as soon as possible, when he slowly grows up and can express himself, he begins to think independently, she finds that he has exhausted his kindness to face the world, even hurt, he has never craved the attention of others like Peng Cheng, even when he was a baby, he began to adapt and enjoy solitude, and enjoy himself.

"Would you like to work in college?" One day, when Wen Zhouzhou was about half a year old, the two of them were busy in the kitchen for the evening's meal, Qin Tian was going to try some new Chinese dishes with potatoes and onions, he lowered his head and cut the onions, and suddenly said that.

"You know I'm looking for a job?" Bei Bei looked at his nonchalant appearance with some surprise, and blinked, both of them were deliberately protecting themselves and each other.

"Yes. Qin Tian nodded, the pan was in his hand, like a child's toy, and he got a piece of butter in it: "I found out three months ago." ”

With Qin Tian's help, Bei Bei began to do some work in the university where he studied, although it was some manual work, but the work was not very hard, the income was okay, she could support a child, she remitted most of the balance to Shao Baige, although he always refused to accept it.

She moved to Qin Tian's apartment because Qin Tian said that he could help take care of the children when he was free, and it was close to the school.

"But that's inconvenient. ”

"There's nothing inconvenient, I'm no one else, if you think it's inconvenient, why do you come to Canada to find me?" he said, and the invitation was speechless.

On the day he moved out, Qin Tian's family celebrated, and when they returned to the apartment at night, the little guy quickly fell asleep, Qin Tian closed the door and came out of the little guy's house. "Sleeping alone is very good for a child, he will make you less irritable," he said. ”

"Hmm!" Bei Bei didn't pay much attention to the child, she seemed like a weirdo, but she couldn't see it in Canada.

Qin Tian kissed her that night.

——

Four years passed quickly, and she stopped working at the university and took up a more freelance job, which gave her more time to spend with her children and, importantly, with herself. She doesn't want to spend too much time working, she doesn't like it, who would have thought that she would finally get close to Peng Cheng's idea, you must know that life is not for work, but life gives her a different kind of life than others.

"I don't feel it when I'm in China. Qin Tian always sighed at the difference in China, he may want to say that if he was in Canada, he might have done better than at that time.

There is no Qingming Festival here, and most of the festivals are not enough, and she and Qin Tian also maintain a non-interference life. Qin Tian occasionally takes girls out for the night, but he never brings them home, Bei Bei will mostly keep him something to eat, because no Qin Tian will definitely come back in the middle of the night, and he still maintains the habit of Cantonese people eating supper.

Life in Canada is very laid-back, she doesn't know how other people live in Canada, at least she feels laid-back. Everyone here is more like an individual who is independent of the world, even with children. Sometimes she also thinks, if it were in China, what kind of life would she have if she gave birth to a boat like this? She might feel that the child was the whole of her life, all the disaster? Who knows?

"That should be terrible. Qin Tian's sister said this, she always said this, as if the country was so bad, and then she would spread her palms, looking hopeless and pitiful.

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Wen Zhouzhou is three years old. It looks like a little turnip. Like his father, he was not very fond of eating, so he was emaciated, smaller than a foreign child, a huge head that almost never stopped thinking, and a dark and focused eye, he was special, at least not like the other children who could find similar companions.

Zhou Zhou was more thoughtful, always staring blankly at a certain point in the air, and could be stunned for a long time, which was what Bei Bei was most worried about. After communicating with Qin Tian and going to the doctor, everything was normal, and the doctor said that he might be thinking about something, that's all. Bei Bei really hopes that he can be more like his father at this point, dare to think and do, be sincere and decisive, and never get entangled.

The kid had never asked a question about his father, maybe because he wasn't old enough to ask them, or because many children in Canada were single parents, which was a question that didn't need much explanation, or because he didn't like to be in contact with people, he always liked to watch other kids play with mud like he looked at animals in a cage.

"Don't you want to play with them?" Bei Bei crouched down as low as she could, but still couldn't be as tall as Zhouzhou.

"No, I want to watch them play. Zhou Zhou seemed to be happy, and he couldn't keep his mouth shut because he saw others playing.

He doesn't seem to have the concept of belonging, anything can be given to others.

"Why doesn't this kid ever pester you?"

With Qin Tian's sister's family, her child's dependence on her mother needs to be deliberately guided: "Beibei, I don't know if this is really good, although it looks pretty good now." ”

"I don't know. Bei Bei was also confused, Wen Zhouzhou seemed to be different from all the children.

"He's not autistic. Qin Tian's sister looked at the children rolling on the grass covered in green mud, and looked at Wen Zhouzhou who was fiddling with the tableware alone in front of the dining table, inexplicable.