New Zealand is such a beautiful place, full of highly saturated landscapes, green of green, yellow of yellow, messy mess. Her first stop was here, and to be exact, she thought it was the only destination.

One of Shao Baige's local foreign friends is in the milk and cheese business, and he has a large beautiful piece of land, where there are plants, piles of plants, and he doesn't have a house, and he doesn't raise cows.

Mike is more familiar with the place, and although Shao Baige needs to go to a nearby big city to get a job, Mike works here. They had a great time here, with four men and a large black and white dog, and countless horses. The friend who was in the cheese business was in need of an English-speaking helper, and it was clear that Babe was not good yet, but he was willing to take her in until she returned to China, on the condition that she work with him.

Shortly after that, Babe found out she was pregnant. She didn't seem to pay much attention to her periods, knowing that the child had been here for a long time. At first she was a little scared, but soon she realized how lucky she was.

She was thirty-four years old, and by the time this child was born, she was almost thirty-five years old, and if she had to wait until the next love to have a child, who knows? Maybe it wasn't because of this, but she didn't feel like she should give up on this child anyway.

"Are you sure you want to raise a child yourself?"

"Tracy, of course. ”

Tracy is the sister of a foreign friend, an unmarried. Tracy loves children very much, she has three children with different boyfriends, and the birth of each child makes her very excited, so there are always three dads in the family, and they come together for Christmas, like a party.

"But Tracy is a foreigner. ”

Bebe tied the horse back to the stable, and before she could get enough of it, she reached out and slid it from the horse's forehead to its nose, and the setting sun slanted through the sky, shining her black hair: "Okay! ”

Shao Baige was speechless for a moment, Mike came over, he could always do it just right, he kissed him, which made the embarrassment of the Chinese young master seem less nowhere to hide.

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The foreign friend was a beautiful young man with a long name, long blonde hair of pure color, and bright blue eyes as gorgeous as cat's eye glass balls. He seems to like women who are a little older than him and have big hips, because he always pouts at the woman standing on the beach on his phone, smiling like an idiot, and then he will say something in English emotionally, and then the three men will laugh loudly.

Beibei's typical does not conform to his aesthetics, but who can stop him, he fell in love with this old Chinese girl with a big belly. He said that Beibei's eyes had the softest light.

"Light?" the country's overly romantic definition, Bei Bei smiled silently, but this light, she felt incredible.

"Yes, that's what he said?" the two of them lay on Mike's lap, and the two of them were in a small ranch as Jack expected from Brokeback Mountain. Every weekend, Shao Baige would come back from the county town, and then Mike would watch him leave, silently watching each other.

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Babe never remembered how to pronounce his name, so he asked her to call her brother. Every time, when he said this, he slyly narrowed his eyes and triumphantly. He doesn't seem to know that his brother is a Chinese star who jumped off a building on April 1st, or he doesn't care about calling the dead person the same name, after all, foreigners call the dead man's name, but Bei Bei calls him little brother.

The little brother is enthusiastic, everything about him is direct, starting from his heart, ramming a straight road of no return. He took care of her as much as he could, but Bei Bei didn't want him to take care of her.

Before making a final decision, Bei Bei only called her mother, and the transatlantic phone call didn't know why it was a little delayed, but the call was smooth. She asked her mother what she thought, and also said her own, maybe it was too far away, and the expected bad scene did not happen, and the old lady was still very embarrassed, and kept sighing, noncommittal, but in the end she still said: "You can do whatever you want." ”

"I'm going to go back to my mom in a few days, I'm going to go to Canada,"

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"Beibei, you owe me, you have to work hard to pay me back in Canada. Shao Baige was riding on a horse, and in the distant house, Mike was fiddling with something next to the car, and the big dog was lying next to him, and his eyes were always following Mike.

"I'm not going to pay it back, if I don't have the ability to pay it back to you in my life, you will be stolen!" Bei Bei smiled proudly, it felt good to take advantage, she really couldn't afford to pay him back, at least now she didn't have that ability, but fortunately, she could still laugh at herself.

"Who can steal so much money from me?" Shao Baige lifted the horse and walked much faster: "You don't need to give it back to me." He seemed to think carefully, closed his eyes and let the sun shine on him: "If what I do can really make you happy, it will be my reward for you." ”

"Such a high pay?"

"Of course. He looked at the horizon in the distance, and a ray of sunlight reflected the brilliance: "Otherwise, I may have a different life." ”

"Oh!"

The two of them silently stared at the sky in a daze, and in each pair of empty eyes was a crowded world.

"How is Sun Ning?"

"I don't know, I didn't ask, and no one specifically told me, but my father's WeChat is full of photos of my son. ”

"Miss him?"

"I think, but there are too many things in life that can't have both ways, and maybe he doesn't want to have a father like me. ”

"You feel guilty. ”

"A little. ”

Shao Baige smiled wryly, Bei Bei lifted the horse, walked to his side, she looked back at him, saw him raise his head and grinned awkwardly: "Hey! No one's life is the same, not that others have it, you have the right to have it." ”

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On the day he sent Bei Bei away, the little brother had been standing in the distance. Boys in New Zealand may not think that smoking is cool, so the little brother doesn't know that chasing girls needs to be deliberately cool. His face was full of reluctance and he didn't care about being noticed, a cute big boy.

Bei Bei smiled brightly, standing face to face, her hand on the slightly bulging lower abdomen, naturally, the sun plated her with a soft halo, she waved her hand and turned around, waited for a while, turned back again, and walked in front of the little brother.

"I'm leaving. ”

"I've heard you like a scumbag. "He said very broken Chinese, and he always had to think about it for a long time.

"Oh, it's not a scumbag, it's a scumbag. The girl smiled.

"Yes. The little brother nodded, his nose was slightly red, and his golden hair lay soft on his head, and then it was ripped by the wind.

"Yes. ”

"Okay. The little brother seemed to resign himself to his fate, and he shrugged his shoulders like all foreign men: "But I can understand that you don't like it, so you can't be with me." ”

"Hmm!" Bei Bei smiled slightly, she lowered her head, looked at her shoes, and after a long time, she said, "Will you send me delicious cheese?"

"Why don't you want to stay?" I mean......" There was no sadness in the little brother's deep blue eyes, only confusion.

Bei Bei was still smiling, and the smile gradually disappeared from her eyes, and she didn't know how to answer.

"Alright then, it's better for you to decide, I'll send you the cheese, and give me the address when you arrive." ”

"Hmm!" Bebe nodded and hugged him.