Chapter 357: Repentance
The cold wind outside the car window was bleak, as desolate as Qin's heart, and all kinds of things in the past were like a sharp blade tearing her apart, and blood was dripping, reminding her of the days when people were not as good as dogs.
Behind the glamorous is the dedication of blood, others only see the current scenery of her Jiang family, but they don't know how difficult this scenery is; Qin's own temperament is a person who doesn't care about her background and status, and she doesn't care about other people's remarks, otherwise she wouldn't let her daughter practice flying martial arts and walk around since she was a child, she has experienced a lot, Qin has already looked down on everything, and the most important thing in her heart is that the family is happy, safe and smooth; What kind of woman Yueniang is and what identity it is, it doesn't matter to her; If it is true, the last generation of Yueniang's family is an honest farmer, and it is much better than them.
How could she not understand the son who crawled out of her belly, after reading the sage books for a few days, she was self-righteous, high up, did not take people in her eyes, lived in her own consciousness all day long, self-centered, did not know the height of the sky, gave in to her brother, and took her mother's tolerance for granted, but she didn't know that he was a centrifugal scholar who had long deviated from the integrity of a scholar.
Looking at this son who grew up in the medicine jar since he was a child, Qin's deep regret, endured the tears that were about to overflow and told the bitter past, his heart was like a fierce sharp knife stabbing his son who hated iron and steel, hurting his body completely, even if her hands were stained with blood and tears were rivers of blood, she had to wake up her son, because she couldn't let her son die on this dark road, he seemed to be enchanted, lost in his own magic obstacles, he had no progress in his studies, he failed repeatedly, he didn't respect his brother and didn't protect his younger sister, and he was disrespectful to his life-saving benefactor Xiao Ming, How can such unfilial and unrighteous people be able to take on great responsibilities; His temperament has seriously affected his mind, and if he can see through this barrier today, it will be beneficial for him in the future.
She wants him to understand that this world is cruel, without the protection of his brother, he can't get out of this world, and he will eventually be despised by the world if he lacks benevolence and filial piety.
Jiang Mingsheng was completely stunned, his mind was blank, his hands under the wide sleeves were clutched, his thin finger bones were distinct, inch by inch snow-white, his mouth was so hard and dry that he couldn't say a word, only the whispers of his mother opened and closed in his ears.
"Xiao Ming saved your eldest brother twice between life and death, and this time he went to the northwest to save your eldest brother and second brother without fear of hardships, this kind of life-saving grace is a kindness that we Xiao Ming will never repay, I think you should understand this truth in the books you have read, and I don't want to see you as rude as you are today; and for Yueniang, you should have motherly respect for your eldest sister-in-law. Qin looked at his silent son and said respectfully.
seems to be admonishing, and it is also warning this son who is not as sensible as his daughter.
Jiang Mingsheng was stunned, he couldn't come back to his senses, his mother's words were like a slap in the face, and the remorse struck his conscience, making it difficult for him to breathe, he didn't know that their family had such a past, in his heart, the great and kind father was actually a bandit, and their family were bandits and wanted criminals, which made him difficult to accept.
No, he didn't believe it, but when he looked up at his mother's serious look, his intuition told him that all this was true, why didn't his mother make up such a lie to deceive him?
It must have been a dream, he thought.
Qin's ruthless whispers pulled him back to reality. Half a sound, Jiang Mingsheng squirmed his lips and couldn't say half a word, what he wanted to express was as pale and weak as his face, he couldn't tell what it was like in his heart, whether it was mixed or ashamed, thinking back to the eldest brother, the younger sister, the second brother and the third brother, Xiao Ming and Yueniang, how ridiculous his contempt and contempt were.
Everything he did was a big joke.
He has always regarded himself as a scholar, looking down on his eldest brother and second brother, thinking that they are pawns of peddlers and brave and ruthless; looks down on her active sister, and thinks she doesn't have the etiquette of everyone's boudoir embroidery; looked down on the self-reliant life-saving benefactor Xiao Ming, and just now he looked down on Yueniang's background and thought that he was not worthy of being his sister-in-law.
Looking at the world with a high-profile vision, ridiculous, lamentable, and shameful, in the eyes of others, he is a clown who jumps off the beam, what qualifications does he have to look down on Xiao Ming and oppose Yueniang, he is a lowly wanted criminal.
The eldest brother's concession and his mother's tolerance made Jiang Mingsheng know how bastard he was in what he did, unkind and unfilial, and in vain as a scholar.
It's really reading a book to the dog's belly.
Jiang Mingsheng lowered his head, he didn't want his mother to see the tears that slipped from the corners of his eyes, but fortunately, the Qin clan was limited to painful memories and didn't notice his son's gaffe.
He is a son who disappointed his mother very much! The cold wind outside the window continued to blow, blowing through his fragile heart, and it couldn't dissipate the self-blame in his heart.
Outside the window, the eldest brother was riding on a horse, his back was straight, listening to Shi Dahe speak loudly, Shi Er echoed a sentence, with a warm smile on his face, which did not match this cold style, the eldest brother must be in a good mood, Jiang Mingsheng thought.
In a daze, he seemed to have never seen his eldest brother smile like this, and the eldest brother in his eyes had always been silent and silent, not as good as Second Brother Shi laughing heartily, nor as good as Third Brother Zhuang who could speak kindly.
It's that he has never cared about his eldest brother, or he has never understood his eldest brother.
Qin Shi looked at the eldest son of Jun Carriage and had a complicated mood: "Since your sister-in-law left, your eldest brother has rarely laughed like this. "I rarely laugh, and I have a big beard for ten years, as if I am mourning my dead wife.
"I'm sorry, mother, my son was wrong." Jiang Mingsheng raised his head guiltily, and tears flowed uncontrollably again.
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For the sake of his daughter's happiness, Song's mind became active, not only looking for Xiao Ming to understand the situation, but also looking for Jiang Xiangyuan to vaguely inquire about Jiang Sihai's situation, although he had a short contact with Jiang Da Dang because of business matters before, but it was for business, who would carefully inquire about a person's character and hobbies because of business, whether to start a family or not; But this time it was different, the Song family regarded Jiang Sihai as a future son-in-law to inquire, and they knew everything about height, age, hobbies, and bad habits.
Jiang Xiangyuan is also a fine person, for the second half of her brother's life, she will not spare any effort to praise her brother in the sky and on the earth, and now she has more tasks in the Xiao family, not only to follow Xiao Ming to study medicine, but also to praise her brother in front of the Song family or Yueniang, and more importantly, to prevent her brother's rival from appearing.
But it wears her out.
This result is beautiful, Song's mother-in-law is mother-in-law looks at her son-in-law more and more satisfied, and her mood is flying, plus her daughter is always by her side, the whole person looks a few years old, and the Wang family and Dawang and others are envious.
The Song family was satisfied with Jiang Sihai, but within a few days of her daughter's return to her, she was reluctant to marry off without stopping! In a dilemma, she pulled Yi's mother from time to time to complain, and finally her daughter returned to herself, and finally her daughter met the lover of this life, but it was a question of whether to marry or not. Still struggling with the latest chapter you can't find? Amway One or search for Hot/Degree/Net/Article "Remember to remove "/"Otherwise you won't be able to search", here is a young lady to help you find books and accompany you to chat!