Chapter 356: The Jiang Family's Past
In her son's eager and dissatisfied gaze, Qin slowly opened her eyes, she did not speak, but looked at her son fixedly, as if she had never known this son.
Jiang Mingsheng was uncomfortable under his mother's gaze: "Why does my mother look at me like this, there is something dirty on my face?" ”
"It's not on the face, it's in the heart." Qin said in a deep voice.
Jiang Mingsheng's face sank, and his hands under the brocade clothes clenched unconsciously: "I don't know what my mother meant, my son doesn't understand." ”
Qin said slowly: "The Buddha said: 'There is a Buddha in the heart, and looking at people is a Buddha; There is in my heart, and looking at people is. ’”
"Mother."
Jiang Mingsheng suddenly changed color, looking at his mother in disbelief, he didn't understand, why the kind and kind mother would say such unbearable words, or to him, wasn't he her most beloved son?
Since when has the mother also changed?
Did he do something wrong?
Qin looked at this son, and didn't know how to express it for a while, this son has been weak and sick since birth, and she was pregnant with Yuan'er less than five months after birth, and she has been neglecting to take care of him, she has always felt indebted to him, and it is precisely because of this guilt that he has been compensating him and tolerating him, but I don't know when the well-behaved and obedient son has changed, arguing with his sister all day long, and more importantly, disrespecting his brother, becoming so unbearable.
After reading the book of sages for many years, he has not learned etiquette, filial piety, humility, and virtue, and he has really read the book of sages into the belly of a dog.
Looking at his frightened son, the Qin family didn't feel good in his heart, her mother was so defeated, in the end she was wrong.
Qin sighed secretly, suppressed the anger and disappointment in his heart, and said slowly: "He is your brother, your brother has paid too much for this family over the years, as long as he likes it, we should all support him." ”
The eldest has been lonely for half her life, and she is finally happy to have someone she likes and a girl who is willing to start a family; Although this month has an unbearable past, for a family like them, this is not a reason to hinder the two.
She can't ruin the happiness of the eldest because of her younger son's dissatisfaction.
Today she also saw with her own eyes, Yueniang is indeed a good one, honest and honest, with her as the eldest sister-in-law, she is also more stable, they traveled all the way from north to south, and finally settled down in this Pingcheng, the road has gone a lot, and there are many people who have seen and heard, and there are not a few brothers who have been brutalized for the sake of family property and for the sake of interests and power; Sheng'er is reckless and rude, impulsive and irritable, and has no progress in her studies, how can she rest assured after a hundred years.
"Mother, the eldest brother deserves better, and the daughter of a wealthy family can also be." Jiang Mingsheng couldn't understand his mother's good intentions, he lowered his head to refute, his voice was weak and inaudible, and it was obvious that the dead duck had a hard mouth.
In his heart, his brother can marry anyone, he doesn't want to have anything to do with the Xiao family, and he keeps thinking about what his mother just said, 'There is in my heart, look at people....', he can't understand it, and his mother is like this... Uncouth.
The Qin family shook his head helplessly, the daughter of a wealthy family is so good, he really wants to have such a sister-in-law, I am afraid that he will be eaten to the bones, knowing the son Mo Ruo's mother, the Qin family understands the same as if he turned his mind, this son is not only worried about the festival with Xiao Ming, but also looks down on Yueniang's background.
Hehe! What is background, for people like them, the least important thing is background.
"Sheng'er remembers your father." Qin asked his son.
"Father?" Jiang Mingsheng looked at his mother, I don't know why she suddenly mentioned her father, his father has passed away for more than ten years, and in his heart his father is a very vague memory, he only remembers the scene when his father drove him on his shoulder when he was a child, and every time he returned home, he would bring back a string of sugar gourds.
"Yes! Your father. Qin muttered, raising his eyes to look at the receding gray outside the car window, his eyes gradually becoming a little cloudy.
"You were young and didn't know what kind of man your father was." Qin glanced at his son, "Your father is strong in martial arts, brave and ruthless, occupying the mountain is the king and causing trouble in the township, in the eyes of the government, he is a bandit and robber, and a wanted criminal in the court." ”
"What? Bandits and robbers? Wanted? Jiang Mingsheng's eyes widened in disbelief.
"Yes, maybe your father may be a good man in your heart, a good father, but he is a bandit." Qin Shi said about her dead husband, her emotions were inexplicable, and she fell into memories.
"The Jiang family has been a bandit for generations, and your father's generation is no exception, you are a small bandit born in a bandit den, but unfortunately when you were five years old, the cottage was surrounded and suppressed by officers and soldiers, and the people in the cottage died, only your eldest brother and Dahe protected us and escaped, at that time we went all the way south, evaded the pursuit of officers and soldiers, changed our names and surnames, and hid here to live in peace."
The past is unbearable, a tear slipped from the corner of Qin's eyes, the broken escape process of life and death is the shadow of Qin's heart, at that time she experienced the death of her husband, the destruction of her home, she was confused, she was seriously ill, all the way the boss and his wife and Shi Dahe took care of it to survive, the boss carried the whole family with thin shoulders, and his knotted wife died in that cold winter.
"At that time, your eldest brother and second brother took us all the way south, penniless and hungry; Your eldest brother and second brother were beaten bare-chested for a few steamed buns, and they could be punched twice for a penny, and they were beaten all over with blood; Your sister-in-law boiled medicine for us in the cold snow with a big belly and took care of us; You were clamoring to eat pancakes, your sister-in-law kneaded the dough and froze her hands, and then your sister-in-law had a difficult birth, and your eldest brother's heart was like ashes, and he didn't want to marry again for so many years. ”
Qin glanced at the stunned young son, and said this past that he didn't know, this is the past she has been hiding from her son and daughter, she has always been reluctant to say it is because she doesn't want her young son to feel guilty and blame herself, and she lives with self-blame, originally thought this was protection, but now she understands that excessive protection is another kind of injury, an injustice to the eldest son, when the eldest son held the body of his daughter-in-law for three days and three nights without closing his eyes, she remembered it vividly and never forgot it.
Later, the world granted amnesty, and they settled down in the remote place of Ping'an Town, so they dared to do some small business, and they came to the present step by step.
These bloody and tearful past teared Qin's heart fiercely, this is what she owes to the boss, she should have supported the family and protected the children, but she didn't do anything, the boss was only sixteen years old at that time, experienced the death of his father, his mother was critically ill, it was he who took them to flee and avoid pursuit, but unfortunately so many years have passed, there is no woman around the boss, she is anxious in her eyes, and finally has someone she likes, she doesn't ask for the daughter of a wealthy family or the right lady, I only hope that they can grow old together, raise their eyebrows, and respect each other like guests. Still struggling with the latest chapter you can't find? Amway One or search for Hot/Degree/Net/Article "Remember to remove "/"Otherwise you won't be able to search", here is a young lady to help you find books and accompany you to chat!